I can't find a reason to let go. Even though you found a new love,and she's what your dreams are made of.
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Why are you doing this to yourself Rachel? He doesn't love you anymore. He divorced you.
I still love him. I know I shouldn't but, how can you forget your first love? I know I can be controlling and dramatic at times but I thought that those were the qualities that he loved about me. Finn was alway so sweet and caring and gave me the world.
We went from one day holding eachother in our arms to me sitting across the table from him and his new girlfriend, signing divorce papers
"Diva, stop doing this to yourself". I look up and see Kurt staring at my over his cup of coffee. I couldn't help the tears from falling.
"Why doesn't he want me, Kurt?" I sobbed into the couch pillow I was clutching to my stomach. Kurt immediately dropped his cup and wrapped his arms to comfort me.
How can I calm down at a time like this. Finn doesn't love me anymore.