This is my first fan fiction, so I'm sorry if its not all that good.

all the characters belong to the wonderful Stephanie Meyer, I just like writing about them too :)

Hope you like this first chapter.

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The wind rustled my hair, the fresh rain falling thick on my face, bronze curls trailing down my back in dripping trails. Dreaming, wishing, my thoughts always on him, my mind never deprived of the image of his face, the sound of his voice, imagining his sunny, woody, musky smell, his body warm against mine. I let my dreams carry me away, the raindrops falling so heavily onto my face, I barely noticed my tears.

I don't know how long I lay there for, trying to imagine Jacob, every tiny part of me aching for him, needing him there with me, more than I needed, water, or oxygen. It's been seven months now, since Jacobs been gone. Gone with the Wolves, to a place where I can't bear to imagine the dangers it could hold for him. It seems such a small amount of time, yet the deep cut of his absence is still as painful as the first day the horror of him needing to leave, to fur fill his pack duties was.

He's due back soon, around a month, and although my heart jumps at the thought of seeing him again, I feel unable to let go of the Jacob I have been imagining in my head for so long, to look forward to my reunion with the real Jacob, until he is really back by my side.