Dear diary,
I've never felt like this before in my entire life. Never felt this miserable, this alone. Neglected, unworthy and despised. How could I mess it up like this. How could I push him away, the only one I had left, the only person I knew I could trust and who trusted me. I felt safe around him but I blew it, the happiness we shared gone in the blink of an eye. I hurt him, I did the one thing I promised I would never do and I can't make it up to him. I made him fall for me only I didn't catch him. What did I do? I'll write it all down for you dear diary but it will take time. Bare with me while I try to unravel what went wrong in what could have been a wonderful love story, but ended o so tragically. I hope I have the guts to write it down honestly. Why wouldn't I, I know you wont judge me.
I have to go now because no matter how miserable I feel life goes on,
Love,
Hunter
Sorry this chapter is super super short but its a start! This is my first story (in English that is) so I hope you guys like it.
I'm gonna try to write longer chapters and update soon!
Love,
HDMaslowHough