Hi guys! New story I know why not update they fell in love you can write this one herp derp derp. Well I don't know how I can write the following chapter because I can see what happens after it. Oh well but anyways I don't own Hetalia or the character's the story yes. Give a shout out to XOTAKUnationxpro to help me out on this one check her out she's a good writer.

Chapter 1: Nightmare to dream

Heavy panting echoed off the walls of the dark ally. The only light were the light of the few night lamps. A young woman was running, her body screaming at her to keep running as a dark silhouette followed quickly behind her. She looked behind her to see a pale face with pale hair and red eyes glowing brightly in the shadows. Her eyes widened and forced her legs to go faster but her legs were aching and tired. She could feel the silhouette smile as she tried to out run it. It started to speak to her, voice as any regular young man. "As I do enjoy fast food I am to hungry to keep playing with you. Why not give up trying to escape and make it easier on yourself." She looked behind her to see that the pale figure was gone. She stopped running gasping for much needed air, her body was burning from the running. She looked behind her scared that she was still being chased. She sighed and turned to start walking but stop dead in her tracks when she came face to face with the person who was following her, red eyes filled with hunger boring their mark into hazel eyes filled with fear. "Got you." Was all he said before sinking sharp teeth into her neck. She screamed trying to get away but her body was frozen in place, pain coursing through her body as she felt her life draining. Her vision started going blurry her screams gone silent from the abuse on her throat. In her last breath she said in a gaspy breath "Monster…" The pale figure pulled away from her neck blood on and around his lips. He held onto her limp body and looked at her face. "…I know…." He said and carried her off to a nearby river and dumped her body there. He ran off into the night whispering one last time under his breath, "I know."

Ludwig was at his house sitting on the couch he expected his brother back earlier, he started tapping his fingers on the couch's arm rest. He was worried about his brother who was out later than usual. He thought about calling his brother but decided against it thinking maybe he was out with some girl he met in the bar. This calmed him down a bit and stopped tapping. He jumped when he heard the door unlock and be opened. He tensed up but relaxed when he saw the familiar pale form of his brother. "Where were you Gilbert? I was worried." Gilbert looked up and smiled a toothy smile, "I was out with a chic and she was pretty kinky apparently she can go many rounds. I was surprised you should've been there we could have had a pretty awesome 3 way. Well not as awesome as me though." He said red eyes gleaming. He knew he was lying but he couldn't tell his brother the truth of why he was really out late. Ludwig's face lit up a dark scarlet at his brother's words. He face palmed and looked away. "Couldn't you just tell me you were drinking and with a girl instead of tell me all that? I'm going to bed I'm glad you're safe. Night bruder." He went up stares refusing to make eye contact with his brother who kept smiling and laughing his signature laugh that sounded like hissing. "Kesesese okay bruder night." He called up stairs when he heard the door to his brother's door opened and closed he stopped laughing and he had a` pained look on his face. "…I can never tell you…the truth…" Gilbert thought of all the times he almost attacked his brother, the times he had to starve himself so his brother wouldn't get suspicious, and the times he had to lie about the times why he couldn't go out with his brother because he was worried that he might attack someone. The sacrifices he made for his brother so he wouldn't find out. He felt a tear escape his eyes and slowly touched it with the tip of his long skinny fingers. He looked at his fingers to see red on them. He felt more tears spill when he thought about what he was, a monster. He headed to his room in the basement and cried silently the rest of the night.

Ludwig woke up still embarrassed about last night. He went over to his closet and put on green baggy sweats, a black tank top, and boots. He ran his fingers through his hair, slicking it back. He went downstairs and didn't see his brother which was usual since his brother always woke up late. Ludwig grabbed his cost from the coat rack and his black training hat. He put the coat over his shoulders and left the house. He started to jog when he was on the side walk. When he passed the houses he came closer to a large open field. He looked off into the distance to see something rolling from side to side. When he came closer he saw that it was a person holding a car. He slowed his pace and walked towards the person, panting a bit. Ludwig wouldn't really care for what a person would be doing but in this situation he found himself curious. The person bumped into his feet and the person froze shivering in fear. Ludwig saw that it was man with brown hair and a curl on the side of his head. The man was wearing a sailor suit. The man quickly jumped and started crying and yelling clearly scared. "Aaaaah! Please don't hurt me I'm sorry I didn't mean to roll into you! I didn't even know you were there! I'm sorry! I'm just a virgin and it's no fun to hurt a virgin!" Ludwig was very confused and embarrassed when the man said he was a virgin, he didn't even want to hurt him! "Please calm down I'm not here to hurt you I have no intention of hurting you. I'm sorry if I scared you, but please calm down." Instantly the other calmed down sniffling and wiping the tears from his eyes. He was still scared since Ludwig was big and did look a bit scary with his hard ice blue eyes. "…I-I'm sorry for freaking out like that… it's just you're so big and scary and I didn't notice you and all that. I'm Feliciano Vargas nice to meet you!" Feliciano chirped happily holding out his hand for Ludwig to shake, who took his hand and surprised at how soft it was unlike his rough big hands. "Ludwig Beildschmidt. It's fine but I'm curious what are you doing out here?" He felt silly because it was clear Feliciano was playing with a cat but why? "I-I mean what are you doing playing with cat?" He quickly said before the other could answer. "I was eating breakfast when she came scratching at my door and she wanted to play and we had a small chase and she brought me here!" Feliciano picked up the cat bringing it to his lap petting her back. This confused the German even more. He wouldn't play with a cat if it was scratching on his door. "Feliciano do- do you play with cats all the time?" He asked. Feliciano perked up his and shook his head laughing. "Of course not! That would be insane I only played with her because I haven't been home in a while I went back to Italy to visit my grandpa. He said he missed me so I went to see him as soon as possible." Feliciano replied making faces at the cat which made Ludwig felt awkward and smile a bit. "So you're Italian?" He asked taking a seat in front of the other. "Yup! My mom and dad are full Italian." Feliciano said and put the cat down next to him who started rubbing against him purring. "What about you? What are you?" "I am German my mutti is full and so is my vati." Ludwig didn't notice that he said mom and dad in german until Feliciano repeated the German words questioningly. "Mutti means mom and vati means dad in German I'm sorry I didn't notice I said them that way." He said feeling stupid for not noticing what he said. Feliciano was going to say something else when he was interrupted by a deeper, angrier voice than his, "Where the fuck have you been Feli! Who the fuck is this bastard?" Ludwig turned to see a person who looked just like Feliciano only with auburn hair and his bangs more into his face. He had a curl sticking out of his head like Feliciano's but on the other side and he had honey emerald eyes that looke dirritatted while Feliciano's were just honey and were more happier and soft. "This is my friend Ludwig we met just now and I was playing with the cat Lovi." 'His name is Lovi and I'm guessing that they are brothers but he's so rude. How can he treat his brother so harshly.' Ludwig thought ignoring the glare he got. "Feli how many times have I told you that just because you met someone does not mean they are your friend. Now say by to the bastard because you're coming home and take the cat with you who knows what this fuck face will do to her." Lovi spat. "Ve~, how can you be so mean and it's Ludwig. He wouldn't hurt her." Feliciano said hurt by his brother's words. "I don't give a fuck what his name is, I'll call him what I want and it's going to be fuck face. If you don't hurry I'll leave you behind." The other said crossing his arms over his chest and started walking away not looking back to see if his brother was following him at all. Feliciano looked over to Ludwig who had a confused and shocked look on his face. He couldn't help but giggle. "Don't worry he's like that with everyone but he does mean well. I should go though I'll see you around Luddy byeee!" He said picking up the cat and running off, waving. Ludwig sat there dumbfounded at what happened. He waved back and up wiping the dew that got on his pants and started jogging back home, knowing he was out longer than usual but he knew his brother wouldn't be up until another hour. He slowly jogged back thinking in his head about the incident that happened just moments ago. He knew he was scary but he didn't know that he would get a reaction like that from someone. 'I wonder what that curl does it just doesn't seem like any regular curl. Next time I meet Feliciano I'm going to ask him. Next time. Wait but I don't even know how to contact him. Maybe I'll forget about him but how can I forget about someone like that especially meeting a relative who is so rude too.' His thoughts were like that the rest of the way home. When he walked up the driveway and to the door he heard a loud crash from inside. Ludwig quickly opened the door and looked around the living room and heard his brother yell from the kitchen. He ran to the kitchen to see a glass bottle of beer on the ground and one of the dining chairs n the ground. "Bruder what happened? Are you ok?" He asked trying to think about why there would be a glass beer bottle on the ground and a chair as well. Gilbert looked up to see his younger brother and sighed. "Ja I'm fine just saw a spider on the ground and tried to kill it. Damn bastard got away though." He picked the chair back up and went to get out a broom and dust pan. Ludwig only shook his head at how clumsy his brother is. He went to the drawer next to the sink and pulled out a rag and wet it. He waited for his brother to finish sweeping up the glass and started wiping up the beer. "Couldn't you have killed the spider with a rolled up magazine?" He asked but soon wished he didn't when he heard what his brother said. "I don't want that spider to see our precious porn magazines! I don't want to kill something with a boner! Kesese." Gilbert said laughing. 'There really was no spider but I can't tell you that. I can't tell you that I actually broke the bottle on purpose from frustration of what I am and how I can live with it without you knowing. I can't tell you anything…" He thought inwardly still laughing even though it was fake. Ludwig had an annoyed shocked look on his face but instinctively put up one finger when felt his phone vibrate in his pocket. He pulled it out to see it was his Japanese friend Kiku calling him. The raven haired man wouldn't usually call him unless it was something important. He answered with a simple, "Hallo." "Hello Ludwig-san I was wondering if you would like to come join me in a feast I'm having." Kiku said over the phone. "Ja, I would like to but what is the feast for?" Ludwig asked putting the rag into the sink and running water over it. He noticed his brother behind him trying to hear the conversation so he put the phone on speaker. "The feast is for a get together with my friends, you of course being one of them, to eat together since I hadn't seen them for so long. Your brother is invited as well." Kiku said calmly but chuckled when he heard the voice of said brother. "Awesome! A feast! Kiku buddy I would love to go thanks for the invite I'll try to bring down my awesomeness so people won't get jealous." Gilbert said running a hand through his messy white hair. Ludwig only shook his head at his obnoxious brother. "When is it?" He asked looking at the calendar he hung up in the kitchen to see if he was free that day. "It's going to be a week from now so you have enough time to pack and get a flight here. I forgot to mention you will be staying over with another friend of mine hope you don't mind." "Nein it's fine we can go I don't have anything to do and I know my brother can give up going to the bar for a week." H elooked at his brother who had a nervous look on his face. 'Crap he's getting suspicious! No calm down you can last a week you've done it before you can do it again.' He forced out a smile and gave a thumbs up. "Of course Lud-Lud I'm not an alcoholic geez. Kesese." He said forcing a laugh as well. "Please don't call me that when I'm on the phone with Kiku especially when he can hear you." Ludwig said face palming. "I'll see you then bye Kiku." "Bye Ludwig-san. It is good to know you can come." Ludwig hung up and thought about hitting his brother for calling him an old family nickname his mom used to call him. "I can't believe you Gilbert but oh well I'm not mad but I'm going to work in my study if it's something important knock if not don't." He said walking away to his study. 'Don't worry but I hope you know what I'm putting myself through for you.' Gilbert thought looking down and going back to his room to the basement. He plopped into his bed hands behind his head and looked up at the ceiling. "…The things I do for you bruder but you don't even know…you can never know…."

So what did you guys think? I know it's horrible –dies- but it just came to mind and I thought it seemed interesting. Review and I shall give you a MAGICAL cupcake. XDD Wrote this at like 12 am. I feel pretty accomplished. Well I'll have the next chapter up maybe tomorrow idk just maybeeee. .3.