I was looking at you dead body. There was also the rest of us: they were crying over the loss of son, brother, friend. I wasn't. I couldn't. Tears were nothing compared to what you meant to me. I remembered the day when we had to separate. I was leaving. For a few days. You were pleading me to not. You said...
Stay...
I went. I didn't mind your request. It was the only time I did it. Now I am begging you, though I know you're not coming back. It isn't for a few days...
Stay...
I remembered the times when we were making all those joke objects. They were supposed to be a part of our lives. They were - for so short. Now, compared with that I will see you never again, they are just unnecesarry datails of my life, just one single drop of water in the ocean, just one single tear. Who is going to making them with me? ... No one...
Stay...
But I know it was your dream. Laugh. Giving laugher to people in dark times. So I'm going to continue doing what was so important to you. But still, please...
Stay...
I remembered the times when we were snearking through the corridors at Hogwarts, when we were hiding from Filch and Mrs Norris. When we were craming in the kitchen. When we were doing all that... Weasley staff... Who is going to do them with me now? ... Nobody... So, please...
Stay...
But you are already gone. Like I was before. Now we're even. But... You aren't coming back. You aren't going to laugh with me, to tease our little sister. You aren't going to protect her with me as older brothers do...
Stay...
I guess you are happy now though. You don't feel pain... fear. I'm willing to take risk of life without you because of it. It isn't going to be the same. But I'll try. I'll give a laugher to people. Because that's what you'd want. All the people to be happy. And I'm going to be, too. That's why I want you to go. Don't stay because of me or anybody else, because the only thing you can do for us is give us a little bit of happiness. And you did it. You gave happiness and laugher to the world full of sadness and fear. And I'm going to continue giving them to the world. For you. For all people who died for all of us to be happy...
Go, Fred...