Author's Note: This is my first time publishing here on Fan Fiction and also the first poem I wrote. I know it's not good at all but I felt that, for some reason, I should publish it...
Disclaimer: I own nothing at all
I lay here dying
With a bullet in my chest
With so many things I want to confess
You tell me not to worry
But before everything goes blurry
I want to tell you all I've felt.
Light rain is falling
And I can see you are worrying
But it won't hurt me,
I've been through more pain.
Monsieur, do you remember
That day in the Rue Plumet?
My father remembered
About Cosette
And he wanted to ambush
The house you were at.
And despite my feelings
I screamed and saved you both
I knew my father could kill me
For such an act
But I still screamed a warning,
I tried to be brave.
Armed men were before me,
But still I didn't care.
You see, when your life is all dark
You cannot let them destroy the only spark.
And that other day,
In her garden again,
I was hidden outside the dark, forbidding gates.
But still I heard every word
And my world turned cold.
You were blind in your love,
You saw only her.
That was the day I realized something that hurt me,
You loved her,
And you would never love me,
Despite what I realized, I still loved you.
And Those words you spoke of your love for her,
They wounded my heart
Much more than any bullet could.
There was also that day,
When I first entered your room,
I wrote some words with your pen,
Just to show you I could.
That day I was happy
Because I could talk to you.
That day was before you met the "Lark"
When a lowly girl could still occupy your mind.
But, Monsieur, I should tell you
How I first fell here,
When I saw that awful gun
Being aimed at your heart
I put my hand up
And I took the shot.
To see you die would break me,
Even more than seeing you in love with her.
But, Monsieur, Please don't worry
And just hear me now.
You see, I'm not scared of my death,
It can't be any worse than the life I have lead.
Monsieur, the rain can't hurt me,
Not as long as you're there.
Now, for my pains
The ones I've gone past,
Promise you'll grant me one last request.
When at last I'm at rest
Kiss my forehead.
I'll feel it, even if I am dead.
The rain now gently falls
And I can barely feel anything at all
But I feel your arms around me
And I know I always will
Because I've dreamt of this moment
Over and over again.
Now, I've only one thing left to say,
Before I travel far away,
"Do you know, Monsieur Marius, I believe I was a little in love with you."
