A/N: Before LL, taking Bella, Edward and Jasper back to the start and finding out how they discovered themselves and love along the way.

Jasper Whitlock 16.

I leaned up against my truck and watched as Edward stepped out of his car with his girlfriend, Alexandra. They'd been 'dating' each other for awhile but Edward just didn't seem that invested in their relationship. Edward Masen Jr. was the richest and the best looking guy in high school, so of cause it only made sense that he dated the richest and most beautiful girl in school.

But I doubted he was dating her because he wanted to, I was sure it had more to do with what what his parents expected of him. Edward Sir and Elisabeth Masen were the richest family in Fork's, and they were also the biggest homophobic people I have ever had the pleasure of meeting.

Everybody assumed that just because his parents were homophobic that Edward was too. My friends were always telling me to forget about him because there was noway that the only Masen Heir was gay or even bi.

But I think they were wrong, or maybe it was just wistful thinking on my behalf.

I've only been in Fork's for 6 months and in those 6 months I've never said more then a handful of word's to him. Which was usually hi in passing. He didn't snob me, he'd just smile and say hi in return before he was pulled away by his girlfriend or he had to get to class.

"Wow, check out the new girl." Chocolate whistled as she walked passed. "Hey beautiful."

The girl smiled over her shoulder at Charlotte and raised her hand in a wave gesture. She looked kind of sad today, not at all the happy excited girl I'd met a few weeks ago. "That's Isabella Cullen." I answered Charlotte. "She's the Chief and Renee's daughter."

Charlotte looked at me in surprise. "They don't have kids."

"They gave her up for adoption." I explained searching the parking lot for Edward. Damn it, I lost him. "I ran into her during the break, I asked her what she was doing in Fork's and she explained the situation and how she wanted to get to know her biological parents."

"Wow." Charlotte sighed watching her ass as she walked. "Can you introduce us?"

"Sure, but I don't think she's a lesbian." I warned her.

"When has that ever stopped me." Charlotte laughed before dragging me over to her, she was almost at the office when I called out for her.

She smiled when she saw me. "Hey jasper."

"Hi." I greeted with a charming smile as I gestured to Charlotte. "Bella this is my friend Charlotte, Charlotte this is Bella Cullen."

"Hello beautiful." Charlotte said raising Bella's hand to her lips.

She grinned at her and I saw her eyes darken slightly. "Hi yourself."

"I'll leave you two to it." I said chuckling as I walked away. When I got to my locker I saw Edward organising his books, he always came in early to do this so he wasn't late. I'd picked up on his need to be on time to class even if he was just a minute late he'd get all pissy.

I found it cute.

I grabbed my own books and was just cleaning out my old notes when I felt his eyes on me. I looked up and our eyes locked, he blushed at being caught and shut his locker and turned to leave in a hurry only to run into Bella.

"Shit!" Bella cried out falling on her ass.

Edward's eyes widened and he dropped to his knees beside her. "I'm so sorry, I wasn't watching where I was going. Are you okay?" He asked as he collected her books for her.

She looked up at him and she smiled amused. "Don't be silly, I'm practically a walking disaster." She giggled and looked up at him as he stood, she held out her manicured hand with a small smile. "Care to help a girl up."

"Of cause, sorry." He said taking her hand and helping her to her feet. "Are you sure your okay?"

She waved him off and took her bag from his hands. "Please if I had a dollar for every time I fell on my ass I'd be the richest bitch in the world. I'm Isabella Cullen, but you can call me Bella." She said offering her hand.

"Edward Masen." He smiled crookedly at her. "So your Charlie and Renee's daughter."

"Their biological daughter yes." Bella nodded her head dropping his hand and walking over to her locker. She looked back at Edward who was standing in the middle of the aisle staring at her with a smile on his face. "I know I'm probably asking a lot of you but could you show me around for the day, as you know I'm new here and my sense of direction is almost as bad as my natural grace."

I closed my locker as the bell rang and headed to class, I took my time wanting to hear his response. Being the gentlemen he was he agreed and took her to their first class which was Maths.

Cafeteria.

"I cannot believe Edward ditched me to sit with her." Alexandra complained to one of her many minions as we waited in the lunch line. "I'm his girlfriend, she's- she's just the baby nobody wanted. If I had a baby as ugly as her I'd give her up for adoption too."

"She is far from ugly, Alexandra." Charlotte laughed outright as she grabbed her tray. "If you ask me she's taken your claim of 'most beautiful' with Edward's social status I knew it was only a matter of time before he started looking for an upgrade."

Charlotte didn't like Edward by any means, mostly because of his parents, but as much as she didn't like Edward she couldn't stand Alexandra. So of cause she took the chance to play with her emotions just a wee bit.

"Nobody asked for your opinion, Slut." Jessica was the minions name. "Don't you have pussy to eat somewhere?"

"Are you offering- oh wait, been there done that." Charlotte shot back in a sing song voice loud enough for the whole cafeteria to hear.

Alexandra stormed off towards Edward grabbed his hand from where he sat with Bella and walked out of the cafeteria. Bella sat there looking both amused and pissed. Charlotte and I got our food before we headed over to Bella.

"Come join us at our table, darlin'." I said gesturing to the table in the back corner.

"You sure?" She asked looking between Charlotte and I.

"Of cause." Charlotte said taking her hand while I grabbed her tray. She dragged Bella over to our table and introduced her to everybody. "Everybody this is Bella Cullen."

"Hi Bella." They all grinned knowingly.

"Bella this is Peter, Tyler, Alicia, Leah and Muse." I said introducing them each to her as I sat down beside her.

"So why were you sitting with Homophobic Masen."

Bella looked confused while I shook my head. "Edward's not homophobic."

"Jesus Jazz, you really need to get over him." Tyler said leaning back in his chair wrapping an arm around the back of Peter's chair. "He's only going to break your heart."

"You like Edward?" Bella asked with a small smile.

I rolled my eyes but nodded. "Yeah. You wanna call me an idiot to?"

She shook her head. "Of cause not, Edward's amazing. He's sweet, kind, and super funny. He's not homophobic."

"All due respect but you've known him all of 3 hours, baby." Leah said with a shake of her head. "We've known him for years."

"And how many of you have actually talked to him?" She asked looking around the table as none of us answered. "Exactly, look if Edward was homophobic he wouldn't have just listened to me talk about Charlotte for the last '3' hours. And he sure as hell wouldn't of spent three hours pretending to listen to me while he pretended not to watch Jasper."

I looked at her like she had two heads. "Seriously?"

"Seriously." She said before she looked back at our friends. "What makes you guys think that he's homophobic?"

"His parents." They shrugged.

"They are homophobic." I explained to Bella. "The worst of the worst, I'm not even kidding."

"That's sad." Bella sighed picking up her apple. "He's probably ashamed of his feelings for you. Who's that bitch that dragged him away?"

"Alexandra, Queen bitch and his girlfriend."

Bella choked on her apple. "He has a girlfriend?"

"Yep." We all said popping on the P.

After School.

"So what do you guys do for fun around here?" Bella asked as she walked with me out to the parking lot. I followed her over to her blue convertible.

"Fork's is a small place if you want to have fun you gotta make it yourself." I shrugged opening her car door for her. She smiled sliding into the drivers seat. "My Mom is going away for the weekend and the gang is coming over maybe you'd want to join us? I know Charlotte would love it."

She grinned up at me. "She's nice."

"She can be, but she's also a love em and leave em, kinda girl." I warned knowing I was breaking serious friend rules right now but Bella was nice.

Bella nodded. "I figured as much, I'll ask my parents and we'll see." I nodded and began to walk away when she called me back. "Do you want me to see if I can get Edward to join us?"

I grinned and nodded. "If you think you can."

She laughed pointing to her face. "Nobody has said no to this face yet."

"I believe you." I laughed walking over to my truck across the other side of the parking lot ignoring the stares I was getting from people. My eyes locked with Edward's briefly before he got into his car. Was it wrong to hope that Bella could get him to agree to come.

Home.

I had just gotten home and walked into my bedroom when I got a text from Charlotte asking if Bella was coming over on the weekend.

She's going to ask her parents.
Jazz.

If she replied I didn't hear her as I turned on my CD player and put my head set on, and laid down on the bed my thoughts drifting to Edward. I must've fell asleep because like always I dreamt of Edward only this time we weren't alone.

Edward and I laid on my bed making out as our hands explored each others bare chests. Edward trailed his lips down my chin along my jaw and down my neck sucking on my neck marking me as his own as his teeth grazed my throat.

I moaned running my hand down his back, I could feel his muscles moving under my touch and placed an open mouth kiss on his bare shoulder. I was enjoying myself so much that I hardly registered the little hand that wrapped around my shaft.

I pulled back knowing this hand wasn't Edward's, I locked eyes with the dark chocolate pools that belonged to none other then Bella Cullen. I reached out my hand that wasn't twisted in Edward's bronze coloured locks and ran my fingers up her cheek and into her hair pulling her lips to mine.

Her hand tightened on my dick and I couldn't stop the moan that escaped me, Edward pulled my face from Bella's and kissed me before he turned to bella with a sexy grin as he let go of me completely pulling her little naked body into his arms.

I laid there between them as they knelt before me kissing and touching each other, their touches weren't needy or nervous they were taking their time as if they wanted to remember this moment for the rest of their lives.

Bella pulled Edward's lip between her teeth and looked up at him with a grin as she nipped him gently causing him to whimper. She turned her brown eyes onto me filled with lust and cheekiness. She held out her hand for me and I took it moving to my knees between them. Sandwiched between the only two people who could touch me and light a fire beneath my skin.

Edward's hands ran over my hips drawing small circles with his thumbs as he placed a trail of kisses from one shoulder to the other. When his hand wrapped around my dick I thrusted my hips forward hitting Bella's soft smooth stomach.

Bella smiled up at me and slid closer to me pressing my dick further into her stomach as Edward continued his strokes. His grip was perfect, tight and firm it was like he knew exactly what I liked. I rolled my head back onto Edward's shoulder as Bella began to tease my nipples with her tongue and fingers.

She may have looked all sweet an innocent but that girl was anything but. Her touch did thing's to me that I had never thought a woman could do to me. And Edward, his touch was just as addicting and I was torn on just who I wanted to be inside more.

Edward or Bella...

Bella made the decision for me as she pulled away sitting down on the bed patting the bed. "It's Eddie's turn, Jazzy."

Edward moved around me and smiled, I was as hard as a rock and wanted nothing more then to have his lips wrapped around my dick. He had perfect lips, so full and pink and when he smiled that little dimple appeared and all I wanted to do was lick it.

Edward laid down beside Bella his dick standing tall and proud, he was beautiful long and thin where mine wasn't a long but it was thick. I settled myself between Edward's legs, he had sexy legs very muscular and manly even at our age. I leaned in and placed a kiss on his inner thigh watching his face the whole time.

Bella was laying down beside Edward running her hand over his chest, her fingers gently drawing the lines of his abs as her mouth worked the same delicious torture on his nipples as she had on mine. Edward moved a hand to her hair tugging her mouth to his as I slid further between his legs running my tongue out along his crack and up to his balls.

I held his legs back as I nibbled and sucked on each nut, the moans coming from him driving both Bella and I crazy. I ran my tongue along his length right up to his swollen head taking him into my mouth sucking on his head like a lollipop before pulling him from my mouth with a loud POP.

"Jasper, honey!" My mother called from outside my bedroom door. I'd discarded my earphones and slid my hands into my pants enjoying this way to much...

I sat up grabbing my blanket and pulling it over to cover myself. I managed just as she walked into my room. "Yeah?"

She blushed obviously knowing what I had been doing before she came into the room. "I- dinners ready, come down when your ready." She said before turning and leaving me alone in the room.

I groaned falling back onto the bed closing my eyes. "Well this is going to be awkward."

And it was, we sat in silence across from each other neither speaking as we ate. Once we were finished I gathered the plates and put them in the dishwasher before I excused myself and headed back to my bedroom to figure out what had come over me in that dream.

Bella was a beautiful girl, I'd be blind not to see that but I was gay. I liked cock, granted I'd never had pussy either but that was because it just never appealed to me but if that was the case why did the thought of Bella's pussy seem so appealing?

Was I Bi or was it just that I was attracted to Bella?

I'd have to look into it a little more before I made up my mind, maybe it was just one of those one off situations. Yeah that was probably it.

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Thanks for reading guys, i'll try and post as soon as i can. LL is falling behind and i'm really sorry, i haven't given up we're just having a few difficulties with the internet. hopefully we'll have it back on in a few days, next week at the latest. Much love.