Her Portrait of Crimson

A poem by:

Mordecai Thrice

The dark side of the moon shines tonight

She, the maiden, awaits me in her gothic abode

Voices in my head tell me to run

'Was the Nemesis' presence not enough to warn you?'

It screams inside my skull

But I choose not to believe

'Just let her crawl into her casket, never to awake'

"But, yet, the Phoenix is made of persistent ash

And even ash can suffocate

If the end is so near, where are the Horsemen?"

The main event is my punishment

Where no Sacrament can save me

No hope, only this dark sin

And so, she, the maiden, waits for me

The blaze is consuming us both

But still we hold to each other

We hold to flesh as if that will save us from Hell

But flesh is weak and Hell is not

Her dark palace is descending into the Lower Levels

A place from which return is foreign

Taken in this false crusade is blasphemy

The Horsemen charge down the hill towards the castle

Shouting out this creation's ruin from the housetops

So, amen to the people who think they can escape

Amen to you, oh crusaders,

Begging for a crusade in which to die

Amen, indeed

The last of daylight is now covered from view

Darkness is replaces the maiden for whom I sacrificed all

I see that the only thing I embrace is a skeleton, dead, decaying, and making me sick

And now, if only I could go back

I would scream at those in my footsteps

I would scream at them to see the death that is, of course, to come

For now I suffer the pains of hell with only my conscience

Saying 'I told you so, you fool'

Although I was taken in sin, I am tortured alone

Inscribed on my casket would be the words,

"Do not lack foresight, for you create the future every day.

The maiden that waited for me has left me to my demise.

Nothing is worth the price of sin for you or for Him."