Why Should Hold On? by Angelic4Evil
Intro: Well, another suicide, which was caused by someone else's suicide.
Disclaimer: You have to be stupid to think evil owns Beyblade.
You were taken it away
Now I have nothing
There's nothing left
Nothing left but scars
I'm hopelessly destroyed
I'm lifeless, but living
I'm in tact, but broken
I'm still here, but I'm lost
His life was a wreck. He lost his true love, he lost contact of everyone. He lost his friends. He lost his family. Azura was the very last person he had left. All he could do now was search for an answer, a new beginning. Azura meant everything; he would do anything to have her alive. He'd do anything for his old life with her, his friends and family, but no, you can't change the past. You can't just alter everything to your liking. Everyone destroyed her, somehow, some way. He was all she had left, but people drove her away. To eventually Kai finding her bloody corps lying beside a dagger. His endless tears, the sleepless nights, the hopeless life he started to lead.
Why should hold on
Why should I go on
Tearing my heart to sorrow
Cuz I cant see my tomorrow
My Koi, why can't you see
You were the only one I could believe
Now there's nothing left to believe
Nothing left to see
Kai's P.O.V.
My Koi. Why did you go? I have nothing left. Why did those bastards have to break you? Those bastards used to be our friends. Why do they hate us now? Why didn't you have a second chance? Why couldn't I save you in time? I can't believe you left me here. Why were you taken away from me? I'm feel so helpless. I feel so alone. Wait a minute, what do I mean feel? This is not only feel, it is. I am alone, and helpless. There's just nothing left for me if you're not here. I wish you knew I'd do anything for you back. I wish you knew you were everything to me.
I never had anything but you
I didnt even have the truth
Why did you abandon me
Why is it I can never be
My Koi you were my last chance
My finally piece of happiness
I'm hopeless, broken now
I'm lifeless, destroyed now
There's nothing left to believe in now. There's nothing left for me in this life. I hope you're happy now, my koi. I hope that you're happy that you've escaped them. I don't want to see another tomorrow without you. Tyson, Hilary, Max, Kenny, Tala, Bryan, Spencer, all you bastards. My koi is gone because of you. I despised you so for doing this to us. I don't want a tomorrow where I must see your murderers, Azura. I don't want to face those who drove you away forever.
Why should hold on
Why should I go on
Tearing my heart to sorrow
Cuz I cant see my tomorrow
My Koi, why can't you see
You were the only one I could believe
Now there's nothing left to believe
Nothing left to see
I remember you. Your beautiful self with the soft black hair. Those silverish blue eyes, and how amazing you were. You were the most intelligent and kind person in this world and now the next. Your clever tongue, which no other could match. Your 'I don't take no shit', cold, dark attitude was what I most admired about you. I know I sound desperate now, and that's because you're gone now and I have nothing left. I didn't deserve to be graced by your wonderous self. You were a fallen angel that was taken away from me. No one will be able to replace you, my koi.
If I could
I would change our past
If I could
I would save you everytime
If I could
I would have helped you along the way
My Koi, I wish that I did
But it's just too late
It too late for wishing
I'm just too late
My Koi, I remember when we were together my sweet love. I remember everything. I remember what koi means. I remember you called me that and never told me. I remember in the end that I had to find out on my own, and what you kept calling me was Love. I remember when you said ai shiteru that final day and I thought you were mad at me, but weren't. You were saying I love you. I wish I had the chance to say I love you too.
Why should hold on
Why should I go on
Tearing my heart to sorrow
Cuz I cant see my tomorrow
My Koi, why can't you see
You were the only one I could believe
Now there's nothing left to believe
Nothing left to see
I want to change what I have done in our past. I wish I saved you. Why didn't I check on you that night? I should of come over. I know you would be crying that night of all nights. I'm worthless, I didn't even bother to help. I just abandoned you and did not say another word about it. That was the very night you died. Why am I so stupid? I wish I was with you at least, but I just too late. Why am I always too late to help? Damn me and my late hoping. I'm dead inside. Simply broken inside. Why did it end up this way? My Koi, I miss you so much. I want to be with you, but you will never come back. So I'll go to you, my Koi. I will take my dagger and shove it through my heart. See you soon my Koi.
You were my only reason to hold on
My last reason to go on
You were my reason for living
My last hope for life
I only had you
You hid me for the truth
You saved me but now
I'm broken, just broken
I have nothing left to believe
Nothing left to see
Evil: Well, another chapter, another suicide.
Kai: Why is it you're so pestimistic?
Evil: I wasn't always like this, but all I have to say about it is, the only thing I'm glad I got out of it is the truth.
Kai: I see why you're so sad most of the time.
Evil: So at least you know.
Azura: You know it is sweet that Kai actually cared about me in this one.
Evil: I know, even if he ended up dying.
Kai: Why is it every time Evil talks to you, you don't try to kill her?
Azura punches him.
Azura: I don't try to kill you either, you just pick fights with me.
Kai: You hit me. (makes a cute sad face) It hurts.
Evil hugs him.
Evil: Stop acting like a little kid, Kai. You need to start acting like a man again.
Kai (in perky way): Okay!
Evil: And not a sugar high one.
Kai: Alright.
Azura: Ooookay, whatever. Okay review everyone, cya. Now children say goodbye.
Evil: Yea, whatever she said. Latz.
Kai just stares at Azura, and walks out coldly.
Azura: It seems he's back to normal.
Evil nods her head.