Author's Note: Hi guys! I was listening to some FMAB openings and endings and I just got super motivated to write something about FMAB. So basically, I don't know where this story is heading. I just wanted to write for the hell of it and see where this story leads to :) So please review with ideas or questions.

I don't know the pairing for this yet. The rating is T, but it might go up, depending if I want to write something that might change the rating go up. Ummm... what else?

Oh, this story is about Edward in female version. Yep. I don't have anything against men, but I just think that it would fit so much better if Edward were a female in this story. Um pairings? So far, only Winry and Al are together. You'll find out the rest later on ;) depending if I feel like writing or not.

Anyway, enjoy reading!

Disclaimer: I do not own FMAB.


Chapter One

The wind was blowing through the fields of ever blooming flowers. She inhaled a deep breath, catching a whiff of the pollen circulating in the air. The spring breeze were swaying the grass that was tickling her face. Then she heard it. It was her brother that was shouting for her.

"Ed! Edward! Come over here, I think I found something that you would be interested in." He screamed from somewhere across the field.

Edward opened her eyes to a blue sky. She covered her eyes from the light of the sun and sat up to search for her brother. She saw that he was bent over something in the distance.

"What? What did you find Al?" She asked as she made her way towards him.

"I'm not sure what it is." He said.

Edward came behind Al and saw what it was that captivated his attention.

"What is that?" She asked. She bent down, trying to get a closer look at what Al was holding in between his hands.

They both watched as the metal shined in between Al's hands.

"Do we keep it?" Al asked.

Edward shrugged. "Sure. Let's ask mom about it, maybe she'll know something about it." Edward said.

"Hm." Al nodded in agreement as he pocketed the shiny object.


The birds were chirping when Edward woke up from his nap.

"Did you sleep well?" Hohenheim asked.

"Hn." Was Edward's blank reply.

"Well, I'm going off for a few days. I don't know when I'll be back." Hohenheim said.

"Okay." Edward said. She didn't really have much to say to her father, even after all these years that they've spent together on the other side of the gate.

The door shut closed behind Hohenheim, leaving Edward by herself in the empty living room. She turned her head to look at the window. Al. She knew she would never see him again except in her dreams, and even then, his image was starting to fade. Lately, she has only been able to recall how he used to look, before his transformation. She wondered if he ever got his body back, or yet, if he was even alive. For now, Edward could only wish for the best.

She sighed again for the millionth time and decided to get up. Edward massaged her shoulder where the metal was connected to her bone. Winry. She wondered how long it has been since she has seen her.

"Edward! Ed!" There was a knock at the door.

Edward turned to open the door to reveal Winry.

"Hey, what's up?" She asked. Edward stared into her eyes. It was Winry, but it wasn't.

"Hey I just got this news tha- hey, are you alright?" Winry stopped her sentence.

"Yeah I'm fine. What's up with these news?" Edward asked, trying to distract her.

"Well um… You know Hughes? His wife just gave birth!" Winry shouted happily.

"Oh wow, that's um… great." Edward replied.

They stayed there, staring at each other for a while.

"So… is that all?" Edward awkwardly asked.

Winry sighed. "I don't know how you always do it. You always seem so distracted, as if you were in another world or something. Come on, let's go visit the baby." Winry said.

Edward gulped. "Uhh sure." She replied.

Winry sighed again before deciding better and dragged Edward to Hughe's house.


Meanwhile, on the other side of the gate…

"What do you mean you don't have that book! I have searched long and wide for it, and here I am, at the Central's library, and you're telling me that you don't have that book? Well what do you mean, you sold it? How could you? What? No. Ugh okay fine. Whatever, yea uh huh. Good day to you to." Al said as he slammed the phone down.

"Hey, you alright there?" Sheska asked Al.

"Yeah. Just a little bit frustrated." Al said as he rested his hand between both of his arms.

"Aww don't worry about it, I'm sure you'll be able to find whatever it is that you need to." Sheska came to sit next to him.

"Yeah I know, but it's just that I'm so close. I'm so damn close that I can't seem to get any closer. I'm so close to seeing Ed again." Al's voice started to crack.

"We all miss him too, Al." Sheska said.

They stayed like that for a while. Sheska was the only one that was supportive of Al on his adventures to find Ed again. Although it seemed like she did it out of pity, like she couldn't bring herself to tell Al that Ed was dead, Al needed this. There was also the General, Mustang. But he never has an opinion on Ed's case. Ever since Ed's disappearance, he's been so dead and distance from everyone. Especially when Ed's name came up. Did he think that he was somewhat responsible? Al sighed. He really needed some rest.

"Hey, Sheska. Did you ever read a book called Hohenheim's Journals ?" Al asked.

"Let me think. Ahhh yes, I think so. Very interesting opinions actually. Very nicely detailed, although the writing was such a hassle to uncov-" Sheska was stopped.

"CAN YOU RECOPY EVERYTHING THAT YOU REMEMBER FROM IT?" Al shouted. How did he not think of this before? Of course, Sheska read it. She read everything. AND she remembered everything she read.

Sheska nodded. "Would it help? With Ed?" she asked.

Al nodded eagerly. Here I come Ed. Only a few more days.


Edward was in one word, awkward. She sipped from her red solo cup, away from the group that was crowding around Gracia.

"Hey!" Maes came to Edward. "Why don't you wanna go see my baby? Do you want a picture so you can always see her?" Maes offered Edward a picture of the newborn baby.

Edward took the photo and observed it, waiting for Maes to continue.

"Her name's Elicia. Doesn't she look like Gracia? They're both the love of my life." He said.

Edward continued to stare at the photo a little longer before looking to Maes.

"I used to care for people too." Edward said in a sad tone.

"On the other side of the gate?" He asked.

Edward nodded. She had tried to explain to Maes the life that she had on the other side of the gate, and he has come to an understanding about it.

They stayed in silence until Winry brought Edward home.

No matter how long she's been here, she just can't just use to seeing old faces in a new place. It was odd. At times, Edward had given up that she'll never be able to see Al again or even use alchemy, but the thought of it and the memory of how it felt to feel the magic course through your body before the alchemy happened was what kept Edward sane. She was determined to use alchemy again one day.


"Al! Stop, what are you doing?" Winry shouted at Al.

Al ignored her, while continuing his pattern.

"Al! Answer me! What happened? Weren't you just looking for a way to find Ed? What has gotten into you?" Winry shouted.

Al stood up and kissed her on her lips in order to hush her.

"I'm bringing her back Winry. I'm bringing Ed back." Al said.

Just as he was about to expel the magic, Winry pulled onto his arm.

"But… wouldn't you need to sacrifice something?" she asked.

Al nodded, knowing what he was doing.

"Besides, if she even gets back, what will she think… about us? Does she even want to be back?" Winry asked.

"I don't know, Winry. I know that Edward needs this. She needs us. We need her, Winry. I need her." Al replied desperately.

"Let's get her back then." Winry replied.

Al shot one last glance to her before activating his alchemy. He was bringing Edward back.


Author's Note: Hi again! I know it was short, but I want to see if anyone is interested in reading something like this. Anyway, please let me know if you have any suggestions or ideas for this! I don't know the pairing yet, I've got one in mind but mehhh...

This story has not been betaED so please let me know if there are any mistakes or concerns about the story. Please review, any criticism much appreciated!