Dear Journal
Today I saw the most heart wrenching thing last night...I saw Sasuke with another woman. A whole three years down the drain because he wanted to fuck whores. I'm so mad right now that I don't want to see him or be with him for that matter. Three years and he does something like that to me...ME of all people I am the best thing that happen to him so he says and god damn it if I don't want to cry so bad right now it's ridiculous. I want to shut out everyone and anyone who wants to talk to me, but for what I wonder for a cheating back stabbing emo ass bastard ugh I don't think so...He lost someone who truly loved him and I don't feel bad. I'm moving on...
Signed
Naruto Uzumaki
I closed my notebook and sighed I looked at my clock to see it was twelve in the afternoon. I got up from my desk and walked to my bathroom; when I got there I went straight to the my mirror to look at my bloodshot blue eyes and tear stained whisker cheeks and my blond hair an unruly mess (More than usual I may say). I saw my eyes water up again and I wiped them before I start another round of crying. I turned my faucet on and washed my face and brushed my teeth and left my bathroom. I heard my cell rang and I looked at the caller I.D. to see a picture of me smiling while that bastard stands behind me and his arms wrapped around my waist that was when I could stand to hear him or look at him I sat down on my bed and waited until the phone stops ringing. I thought of just ignoring the call, and I did but he called again the second time I ignored him again, and he called again and just kept on calling. I angrily groaned and answered the phone.
"What?" I asked sternly
"Normal people would say hi when they pick up the phone." That deep monotone said
"Thank god I'm not normal because weird people like myself only say those things to people they actually want to talk to." I retorted.
"So you don't want to talk to me?" He asked I closed my eyes and started to count how long it would take me to go off.
"Yes I do, but I want to do it face to face okay so I'll meet you at your house." I said and hung up before he could say anything else I was proud of myself for sounding calm and collected. I looked around my room and saw many things that belonged to him, and shook my head. I stood up from my bed and grabbed a random box and just started throwing his shit in there not caring if I broke it or not after I cleaned out I looked around for something to wear and found navy blue sweat pants with a orange stripe going up the side of my left leg and my name going up the right side of my leg using the English alphabet I then found a plain orange shirt and put it on as I grabbed my cell phone and the box and left my room. I walked downstairs and saw my family in the living room. My mom turned towards me first.
"Good morning well not morning anymore because someone wanted to sleep in but whatever good afternoon." My mom looked at how pissed I looked and her smiled faded "Or I'll just say hi baby." My mom said cheerily. "Where you're going?" My mom asked.
"Good afternoon and I'm going to stop at the store first and then stop at Sasuke's house afterward." I said fishing for my keys.
"What's in the box?" My mom inquired
"Sasuke's stuff..."I said knowing that my mom wasn't going to let up I started looking on the key rack for my keys letting my mom know I didn't want to talk about it. After finding my keys and pocketing them and opening up the front door. "I'll be back shortly." I said leaving the house closing the door behind me and into my car forming a plan. I started it and threw his crap in the backseat the box hit the backseat and rolled on the floor. Oh well if something breaks something breaks. I backed out the driveway and went to the corner store and brought matches and went back in my car. I then pocketing them and drove to my "boyfriend" house to see him standing in the front yard I had half a mind to run his ass over but I didn't want to. I would not hurt my baby like that we been together for three years now it be hard to get a body dint out from the hood and then I wouldn't be able to charge the person who dint my car because he be dead than I'll be in jail...it's just too messy. So I stopped in his drive way and got out my car and closed my door opening my trunk getting out the whiskey I took from the party, and walked to him. Sasuke grabbed my waist and pulled me to him and kissed my lips and I let him do so with no complaints I also let him walk me backwards and lay me on the hood of my car because I knew this would be the last time he be doing this so why not make it good. I started to grind on him making him very happy then I stopped him. I pushed Sasuke away and sat up on the hood.
"Sasuke we need to talk." I said out of breath from the previous make out session.
"Talk later action now." He demanded I rolled my eyes and shook my head.
"No we're going to talk now."I said finally looking at him.
"Were you crying?" He asked the obvious.
"No last night when I went home I just started to laugh so hard because I think it's funny to see my boyfriend having sex with another woman...SO I just laughed and laughed and laughed all night. I laughed so hard that I didn't even sleep." I said chuckling to myself.
"I didn't ask for the sarcasm and like I said I was drunk." He said backing away from me.
"And I didn't ask for a cheating boyfriend look at what we got." I said smiling to him.
"Naruto..."He said shaking his head biting his lips.
"I hope you caught something from the walking S.T.D."I said
"Why are you so stupid sometimes?"He yelled at me.
"Why is she a slut see there are questions that no one knows the answer to?" I said
"Naruto I told you I thought that was you!" He said grabbing my shoulders harshly.
"Yeah you can mistake her for me because we look so alike it shocks me so I understand the confusion." I said.
"I can't talk to you when you have a smart ass remark every time I say something." Sasuke said shaking me.
"I'm not a magic 8 ball you can shake me all you want but I won't be able give you an answer." I said
"Why the hell are you here Naruto huh?" He said letting me go.
"You should shake me I be able to give you that answer." I said smirking at him
"How about I wrap my hands around your neck." He threatened me
"How about you give me a reason to get back in my car..."
"And leave." Sasuke interrupted
"No give me a reason to run your ass over because my keys are still in the ignition I dare you to put your hands around my neck and here I was thinking that I wouldn't have to go to jail today." I said getting off the hood of my car. "I'm just here to drop off a few things of yours." I said opening the back door and switching the whiskey from one hand to the other and grabbing his shit and holding it under my arm. I walked back to him and dropping the box in front of him and opened the bottle of whiskey and going into my pocket getting out the matches.
"What is this?" He asked
"You don't recognize your shit." I said and he knew it was over.
"Why did you bring it here?" He asked and I tipped the bottle of whiskey over letting the contents pour over the stuff and when it was emptied I threw the bottle in the box too and lit the match.
"That whiskey was your sluts what she was giving you wasn't alcohol but just plain juice but spiked...Sasuke I'm erasing you out of my life for now on..." I said dropping the match in the box. "You ruined us." I said watching the flames consume the stuff I turned around and went back into my car and drove back to my house. Running in the house and up to my bed room because I'm pretty sure my family already knew what I did because I know that aunt Mikoto would tell my mom what I did so I waited.
"NARUTO UZUMAKI WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?" My mom screamed.
"He slept with someone else last night..." I said in a low voice
My mom looked taken back.
"I know what I saw the person with that whore had duck butt hair and that ugly poke ball rain drop crap on his arm...I know what I saw!"I screamed with tears in my eyes as I fell to my knees and my mom running to me cradling my shoulders.
"I loved him mom why would he do this to me why?"I asked between tears
"Sweetheart I don't know?" My mom said than the door opened and revealed my older brother Kyuubi.
"Whoa what's wrong who died?"Kyuubi dropped his things he had and knelt down in front of me.
"Nothing Kyuubi...We just got you out of prison."My mom said to Kyuubi.
"I know but what is wrong with Naruto?" My brother asked.
"Last night Sasuke and I went to one of our friends party and sometime during the party Sasuke disappeared and when I went to find him he was in a room with the school's whore..."I said in tears.
"Naruto were you drinking?"Kyuubi asked
"Yes..." I said
"Naruto..."My mom started
"Mom not right now."Kyuubi said
"I thought we would be together but I guess not." I cried into my mom's chest.
"Naruto please try to calm down I understand your hurting but like the old saying says don't cry over spilled milk...But my mom always told me to cry over that spilled milk, then clean it up and get a new glass of milk." I looked up and smiled.
"Such a great philosophy mom." I said wiping my tears.
"Thank you..."My mom said
"Mom remember when Dad said that I could go abroad before I went to high school right well that's what I want to do I want to leave." I said
"If this is what you really want I'll talk to your dad Naru." My mom said and kissing my forehead.
That is what my mom did she talked to my dad that night and I was sent to England to finish out high school than I went to college in England too it wasn't the most impressive time because I tried to heal the hurt I was feeling from my break up so I got a tattoo and I was sleeping with anything that remotely moved and that was interested until I met him in college and then I felt whole again, but I was becoming homesick or I was ordered by my parents to come back. Then after all was said and done I moved back to Japan to live with my parents again; then I moved out my parents house because I felt like I was a grown man and can do what I wanted so to show them I was serious so I moved in with Gaara, Shikamaru, and Kiba and now here is where the story actually begins when I thought my past would stay in the past but I guess 'he' didn't get the memo.
I awoke an early summer morning to an annoying beeping that was my alarm clock. I turned around in my bed and pulled the covers over my head and that annoying piece of plastic kept on going and going until I noticed something the ringing didn't sound like my alarm clock but my phone. I sat up fast and started frantically looking for my phone and when I found it I saw in big capital letters "Job" I hit my hand on my head and answered the phone.
"Hello..."I said waiting for the lecture.
"UZUMAKI WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU? YOU SHOULD OF BEEN HERE AN HOUR AGO..."My boss yelled at me.
"I'm so sorry my alarm clock is on vacation right now and don't want to work for me anymore."I said in a apologetically voice
"Well I guess you and your alarm clock will have something in common."My boss said in a calm voice.
"What would that be?" I asked already knowing the answer.
"NO JOB!" And hung up right after that.
I sighed this was the tenth job this month that fired me. I guess I should start getting ready to job hunt again. I dragged my legs over the sides of the bed and stood up and stretched I went to my window curtain and opened it revealing the bright sun. I then went to my bathroom and took a shower and washed and brushed my teeth and face. I then left my bathroom to get dress. I opened my closet and grabbed a simple orange shirt and dark blue pants and went downstairs. I walked in the kitchen when I got down there I saw Shikamaru laying on the island and Kiba looking at the newspaper and Gaara cooking breakfast.
"Good Morning everyone." I said
"Whoa shouldn't you be at work?"Kiba asked
"And I thought reading would make some people smarter." I said.
"Lost another one?" Shikamaru asked sitting up on his elbows.
"Yes..."I said sitting next to Shikamaru. "I was late again and he gave me the boot now I need to find another job quick and fast." I said letting my head hit the island.
"Well you could work with me." Kiba said
"No thank you I would rather not see you at home and work but thank you." I said
"Well you can work with me and Shikamaru."Gaara said
"What do you two do?" I asked
"Well I and some others deal with money an easier way for you to understand." Shikamaru said in his arm.
"But I'm a part of the restaurant and I'm a waiter." Gaara said turning around and giving us our plates.
"Wait a minute where you guys work you two make a lot of money don't you?" I asked happily
"Yeah there are three sections there is the hotel, the casino, and the restaurant where I work but Shikamaru actually works in the company distributing agency."Gaara said "Somebody just quit and we need another cook...walk-in's are welcomed."Gaara said.
"Yes this is great...Gaara you didn't make them quit so I be able to work there...If I worked there I would be able to save enough money up to open my own restaurant." I said getting excited.
"If you feed that damn dog table food he'll be dinner." Gaara threatened to Kiba who was about to pour his food in Akamaru's dish.
"Akamaru needs to eat too!" Kiba yelled at Gaara.
"Then let the mutt eat the damn dog food I waste my money on every week." I said
"No Akamaru doesn't like that fake crap." Kiba said
"Well then he'll starve because I cook only for four mouths not five." Gaara said.
"Well you should cook for five." Kiba said.
"The choices are dog food or he'll be food."Gaara said
"Fine...Whatever..."Kiba said
"Gaara would it be a problem if I come with you to work?" I asked.
"Sure why not."Gaara said.
After breakfast Shikamaru and Kiba left for work and Gaara and I left for his job. Gaara went into a parking lot for employee's only and parked his car than he and I got out and walked into the lobby and walked up to the desk. Where the receptionist was on the phone with somebody.
"Hey did they find a cook yet Temari?" Gaara asked
Temari put a finger up
"I'm sorry sir I'll fix it right away and what room are you in again?" Temari waited and jotted down the room number. "I'll call someone to fix it thank you for your understanding and I hope that you will stay longer and you will have a comfortable stay here." Temari hung the phone up and groaned. "Damn old geezer just because it said to call anytime does not mean to actually do it." Temari grumbled. "Do you know what he complained about because he didn't get the get the stupid peanuts...What were you asking? Oh yeah about the cook no none of the cooks fits the boss taste and we are losing business because of his fine taste, and who does he tell to bring the news to me is his whore of a wife." Temari said
"Well your worries are over because here is the answer to your prayers." Gaara said pointing to me.
"Really than you got the job." Temari said
"Really just like that?" I asked
"Yeah he wants a cook and he got one."Temari said
"Follow me the real test is in the kitchen." Gaara said leading the way to the kitchen.
As we got in the kitchen I saw many people who I saw in high school before I left but they were so busy that I couldn't even talk to them.
"Okay we are practically throwing you in because of the many customers here. Right here is where the main chef works so I hope you don't fuck it up." Gaara said walking out and leaving me behind at my station I looked around at the many people who were giving orders and taking the same orders and making it. I then looked at the station and saw a book of recipes and skim through it. I confidently smiled at myself for knowing how to make all these dishes. Which is weird but whatever I waited on an order and made it and gave it to a waiter. I did that for another eight hours then everything seem to calm down everyone hurriedly walked back out into the sitting area and I was very curious and followed after everyone. I saw all the waiters lined up and then I heard him speak.
"Good Job everyone today's profits seem to go up for some reason." That familiar monotone voice said.
"Yeah Uchiha-san we finally got a cook." Ino said
"Really and who is this person who helped out the kitchen." He asked I turned around trying to find a door when I did I slowly started for that door until I heard a 'right there'.
"Uzumaki Naruto." I jumped and turned around and stood up straight.
"Yes."I said
"Wow it's been long hasn't it the last time I saw you my stuff was on fire in front of my face." Sasuke said
"Yup and the last time I saw you I was the one putting your shit on fire." I said and smiling.
"You do realize that I'm the owner of this establishment right." Sasuke said smirking at me
"Well I don't want to work here."I said in a matter of fact way
"Well that is just like you running away from something that isn't finish." Sasuke said hitting a sore spot
"Excuse me I never ran away from anything undone."I yelled
"You ran away from me."He said
"No I left you there's a huge difference."I said rolling my eyes
"By leaving the country I say that is running away." Sasuke said smirking again
"Well no one cares what you say."I said
"Whatever dobe but you would never be able to obtain this money that you would have to work for two years in another job than here where you can get the same amount of money in less than two days. Think about your dream"
"So unoriginal."
"What?"
"Nothing fine I'll work here but if you do anything on the lines of sexual harassment I'll sue your ass for all you got and then this will all be mine." I said
"Fine welcome to the team."
Dear Journal
This day was the day where I'll live in epiphany for the rest of my life and one of the best choices I ever made in my life.
Signed
Naruto Uzumaki