Peddie
A.N. This takes place prior to House of Sorry/House of Hex where Eddie reveals his secret, since no one knows where that's fully going yet.
Patricia
My life was perfectly fine until Eddie came along. He's so annoying, yet what I seem to live for anymore. I try to tell myself, my friends, and Eddie that I hate him, but it's not true, no matter how much I want it to be. Eddie is special. Ugh. Just his name makes me sick, yet I like him so much it's silly. I've always known that. It's like, I'm not complete without him, but that part of me that's him makes me sick. He knows I like him, I know I like him, but it's hard to put my shield down after being stuck in it for the last four years. I wish I could smash mine open, tell Eddie how I really feel, and then that part of him that's me wouldn't make me sick anymore. But it does. I wish he knew.
Eddie
If you've noticed, I'm not exactly the marshmallow type. I like to pretend I'm a bit tougher than I am. Really though, I'm practically made of cotton candy. I wish Patricia knew that, because if I had someone to be with, then maybe I wouldn't have to be the way I am. Maybe I could show Patricia, and this whole school, that I do have a soul. Patricia sort of knows. I wish she wasn't such a stuck up jerk though. I wish I didn't have to act like a second grader just to get her attention, because right now, that's the only way I know for her to remember I exist, stupid pranks. Which is stupid. If she had just lowered her shield, We could both be so happy right now, I would have told her how I felt. I wish she knew.
