A/N: This song - I wrote it several years back while reading a very sad manga, which for the life of anyone I cannot remember the name of.
Life was but a fantasy
All I could see floated right by me in the blink of an eye
The promise we made for so long
Meant nothing more than just a couple of words
No matter how hard I try
Given the choice of temptation
Was a term of total demise
It doesn't matter how hard I try
It will always be a wish
To bring you back here by my side
I'm missing you, missing you
Until you're here again
And I can't understand
Why you left me standing here in the cold rain alone
Like a flower waiting to wilt away...
Painful gashes and memories
All embedded in my heart
Everything seems to be falling apart
So much that I don't think I can handle it anymore
As if I'm ready to burst
Why! Why is it always about you?
Is it true you've never cared...?
Did all those gentle kisses and warm hugs
Meant nothing but a game to you...?
A/N: Tell me what you think. Onegai.