and you
you are the
type of boy
who stays up
till five at night
to stop your mother
from crying
and then is
forgotten
the next morning
.
you are the
kind of boy
who takes all
of the bruises
in stride
because you
cannot hurt
for her
.
you are justin
and you
love her so much
and you
hate yourself so much
.
you just want room
to breath
to be able
to leave
.
you want to
come home
to smiling faces
and warm hugs
.
you come
home to
glaring faces
and never enough
.
but you
you are still
the villain
because you
you never got a choice
never proven
.
(stand strong, darling)