(A/N) This is another one of my (Jakie) poems that I wrote...this one was really off the top of my head. It is supposed to take place when Bella jumps off the cliff in New Moon....so check it out and leave me a nice little review if you liked it.............or if you didn't!! thanx ;D
My world grows still,
Black and empty,
Sending through me a chill.
This want and needing,
Grows,
With tears that keep on bleeding.
Our love was fake,
Our love was false,
Making my heart ache.
I can't take anymore!
The hurt and pain
So hard to ignore.
I must end this,
I must cease,
I fall into a dark abyss.
My world rushes by.
And I ask myself,
What does it feel like to die?
The water grows nearer,
My life flashes before me,
As if I looked in a mirror.
His voice I hear now,
Velvet like I remember,
As he spoke his final vow.
A promise I said I'd keep.
My eyes start to water,
And I begin to weep.
"This can't be the end!"
I shout an angry demand,
Although I still descend
The water is coming,
Frozen and piercing,
And I only hear humming.
"Am I dead?"
The question lingers,
Waiting for an answer I know I might dread.
I see your face,
Beautiful and radiant,
A picture my mind couldn't erase.
This is my conclusion,
All light fading away,
Without any confusion.
The darkness takes me.
I let it come,
Swallowed by the sea.
But strong arms pull me away,
Light coming back,
Still everything is gray.
Voices shout,
But none of velvet,
Something I have to live without,
This was not my destruction.
Still I linger, broken,
By your seduction.
I will not forget you,
Even if you forget me.
Because I know that I loved you.
And I know that you loved me.