I will forever love you :)
Am I losing you again? Because that's what it feels like. Why can't we ever be happy? Someone or something always gets in the way. I thought it was forever this time, we've moved mountains to be together and now that you're facing prison I don't know what to do. I can't fight that and that scares the hell out of me. We've been through so much; stood by each other through our darkest days…you're not getting rid of me now. I love you with every beat of my heart and if I have to wait for you then I will, as long as I have to. I will wait for you till the end of time, because you are worth it Brendan Brady.
You've always been in my head; since the first day we met and you always will be, I could never love anyone else now, you are mine and I am yours no matter what happens, remember that. The way you smile it makes me shiver, I could never get bored of seeing that smile not ever. The way your hand feels against mine, it's like we are made for each other and I do believe we are…no one could love you more than I do. I know you had to see your boys, I understand that, but I miss you so much and I need you back with me now. You've been away far too long.
Since we've been back together, I have felt complete and even through other parts of my life have fallen apart, being with you has fulfilled me. Do you know how many nights I dreamed of you? Of us being together? You were always the one thing I could never forget and now you openly love me I know I could never live without you and your love. You don't see it I know, but there is something pretty special about you and I will spend the rest of our lives telling you how amazing you are and how much you mean to me. I really don't think you realise the extent of my feelings for you, that's okay though because I will show you every day.
We fell in love, despite our differences and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has only happened once, and that's why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory and I'll never forget a single moment of it. I'm not saying that it's always been perfect between us, because we both know that it hasn't, but I wouldn't change any of it and I guess that's what makes it perfect for me. I don't care what tomorrow brings as long as we're together. To hear your voice, to see your eyes, to taste your lips, to feel your touch, to tell you I love you when you come home…I can't wait.
I've missed you more than you will ever know, I want to stare into your eyes and never look away. I want to kiss you with a passion that only we share, no one could ever compare to you. The way you make me feel, you only have to put your head close to my heart and you'll hear the beating of my burning desire for you. Close your mouth around mine and taste all that I am, I think I'm looking forward to kissing you the most…I long to be close to you again.
Since you've been away my heart has ached for you, I feel like I just exist, but I can't live my life or be happy at least not until your back with me, where you belong…in my arms. I want to tell you that I love you, that I love you more than anything in the world and I don't ever want you to leave my side again. We have a future don't we? We might just have to put it on hold for a little while, but then we can put everything behind us and make up for all the time we've been torn from each other.
My love for you is everlasting; it will never grow old and it will never fade away. I will forever love you.
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