Don't Let her know
Frozen Fanfiction
By W.A. Astor
Warning: F/F, Incest

Chapter 1 Well, now you know


Standing frozen…in the life I've chosen…

Yes, she had finally come to term with her power, started to see it as something special rather than a curse. She had eventually agreed to come back to Arendelle and reigned as its rightful monarch. She had allowed her beloved Anna to reach out to her again. No more slamming of the door. She promised to herself.

Yet, what she had expected of their delightful reunion, days and nights filled with joy and happiness for Anna and her, ended up being an hour or two of breakfast. Ever since that man…Kristoff came into their lives, Anna had always gone out with him to the mountains. Arendelle never required much from its princesses but everything was different with its ruler and ministers. Anna played her day away with some kind of new adventures she came up with. Adventures she once promised to Elsa should she agree to let her in her frozen sanctuary when they were children.

The invitation stopped coming.

When she faked nonchalance and asked why, the answer left a lump stuck in her throat, "Now that you are the queen, and I can't really bother you with my silly adventure, right? It's okay, Elsa. I have Kristoff and Sven to accompany me. You go do your….well, queenly duties or whatever you usually do with all those ministers, and I will see you at dinner! Well, not sure when I'll be back though, actually. If it gets too late, I probably dine with the trolls. If you're hungry, go ahead! Don't wait for me! Bye!"

And then, Anna took off, sprinting away happily. Of course, she did not turn back to see the look on Elsa's face.

Once the door was firmly closed, Elsa let it all go. All are frozen. No part of the room escaped the freezing wrath of the Ice Queen, from white marble to the grand chandelier. She needed not to worry about the servants as she once asked them to leave them both alone during breakfast.

Clenching her fists, gritting her teeth, she let herself "feel".

A single teardrop came out.

She wanted nothing more than to spend as much time as possible with her little Anna.

She would make up for everything she had done to hurt Anna in the past.

She would do anything Anna would ask just to have those captivating smile plastered on Anna's face everyday.

Apparently, Anna did not need her anymore. She had that man.

Oh yes, her dear Kristoff.

Elsa thought she should be more grateful to the man as he certainly was part of the effort to save Arendelle from that sick excuse of a prince's hand…and from her hand.

Still, she could not help feeling some sort of resentment toward the man. He, after all, stole Anna's attention, stole Anna's time and attentive gaze…away from her.

She started to despise the man with reasons she herself deemed childish and illogical. Well, not like everything in her head is that logical anyway. She finally let herself feel yet conceal all those emotions with her perfect mask. The one she mastered long time ago.

Elsa let Anna go spend days and nights with the duo reminding herself that even the ever adventurous Anna know what is proper and improper. Her Anna would not do anything to tarnish their name, and… that man would not break her trust. She regarded him as one of the honourable fellows.

So, with her respect and Anna's fondness for him, it should never come as a surprise for Anna to show up one day at her door in the morning, let herself in and move to stand in front of Elsa who was about to go to breakfast and ask THAT dreaded question.

"Hey, Elsa… I have some news to tell you. Don't freak out okay? Here! Hold my hands so you don't accidentally freeze anything…not that I think you can't control your power though, just in case, you know? Haha. Oh! Not that I think your power is dangerous or anything, I think it's really wonder-"

"What do you want to tell me, Anna" She cut Anna off mid-sentence knowing her adorable rant would go on forever should she let it continue. Not that she mind listening to that heavenly voice though. The swirling storm inside her had only gotten worse once Anna reached out and kept both her hands in her own delicate pairs.

A trademark smile blossomed on Anna's face and she finally let out,

"Kristoff wants to ask for my hand but I think I should break the news to you first. You know? Just in case. Don't let the history repeat itself. Hahahah. Last time I introduce you… a guy, you froze everything."

Elsa remained silent, fighting to get a hold of swirling storm inside and trying to keep a straight face. Anna failed to notice the sudden coldness in her sister's gaze and continued with her usual grin.

"We would like to have your blessing, Elsa. I would love more than anything to have you walked me to the altar"

Walk Anna to the altar? Give her away?

All the color drained form her already pale face, yet Anna continued to rant on about… something. Her mind went numb, no sound reached her head anymore.

All she felt is this unexplainable pain, just like thousands of needles were piercing through her heart. Suddenly, the air become so thin that she never felt it was this hard to breathe. It was even worse than last time…with the prince….

It's okay to feel but no…no, don't let them know. Don't let HER know.

She felt like she was about to lose control.

Finally, Anna 's mouth stopped moving. She looked up at Elsa expectantly with a shy smile, "Well, what do you say, Elsa?" Anna stepped in closer and brought their noses together, loving sisterly gestures they like to do as children.

The gesture that she likes more than she was supposed to…the gesture she longed for…

Despite the sudden warmness she felt in her cheek the swirling emotion inside her made the room temperature suddenly dropped.

Of course, Anna felt the change in temperature and was about to move away and probably make some playful remark. Elsa would not allow that. All her control was gone the moment their noses touch. She would do anything to make that great sensation last longer. Even a little bit.

"No"

Then she closed the gap between them crashing their lips together. Her hand kept Anna's head firmly in place while the other hand roamed down the girl's slender form.

Feel but don't let her know…

It seemed like the other girl was too shock by her action to even resist. She stood firmly giving out no reaction like a marble statue. Elsa's tongue tried to gain access to Anna's mouth of which permission was granted with a delightful yelp once her right hand reached down to the girl's bottocks.

Well, now you know…

Elsa stopped regarding Anna as her sister in her mind…long time ago.

Let it go…

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