Hola Guys This is me first story so hope ya'll enjoy!
Disclaimer: I dont own Austin and Ally..Yet
Austin and I were best friends until junior year. Then our love story began.
I still remember it like it was yesterday;
I was sitting on the piano bench in the practice room at Sonic Boom crying my eyes out with no hope to stop.
"Ally! Ally Dawson where in the name of Apollo are you! I need you really bad Ally Cat," Austin said the last sentence so softly I thought my mind was just teasing me with my greatest desire. He knew I was on a "date" with Dallas, but what he didn't know was that Dallas only "asked me out" to see if I would write a song for his new girlfriend. I couldn't even tell Austin since he already didn't like Dallas. And knowing that , Austin would think that was reason enough to kill him.
"There you are... wait what's wrong? Why are you crying Ally Cat?" That made me cry even harder knowing that all the pet-names he called me didn't mean anything. I moved to the couch so I wouldn't be so close to him. Knowing that I was completely in love him and he just saw me as a friend was totally killing me. Lets face it. He just ain't into me like that. I felt weight shift on the couch and knew that he came and sat down on the other end.
"Don't cry Ally-Loo. Pretty girls shouldn't cry. What happened? I can fix it no matter what it is. I pinky promise I can," He said giving me yet another nickname. I couldn't help it. I needed him. I moved over to his side of the couch and curled up to his side. I felt him stiffen and then relaxed and put his arms around me. I smiled through my tears at this. I didn't want this moment to end but of course Austin just had to get all nosy and find out what was bothering me.
"Ok Allyson what the hell is wrong? You know I can't stand seeing you cry. Is it Trish? Or Dez? I hate to ask but is it Dallas? Ill kill him if I have to just please stop crying, Baby Girl, " Austin said shifting me so that I was straddling his waist. I would have tried to turn away from him if it wasn't for his iron hard grip on my petite waist.
"Austin he didn't want to go out with me. He wanted me to write a song for his new girlfriend. I just feel so used like everyone only wants something from me. I remember when I used to like him so much. Now I just can't stand him," I told him drying my tears. I was done crying over Dallas. Never again will I cry over a stupid guy. (I even stuck to that for a while too.)
"Used to?"
"What?"
"You said you used to like him. What happened you were like totally in love with him last week," Austin said pointing out what hoped he wouldn't realize.
"Yea well I haven't liked him since the middle of last year. I liked someone else. I was just using him as a distraction really," I said with a grimace. It was mostly the truth. I did like another guy. It was just that the other guy was him. I just didn't want him thinking I was another obsessed fangirl. I was in love with my best friend, Austin Moon. I didn't think he really liked me, though. He probably just saw me as songwriter Ally, too.
"Well why were you crying so much when you found out what his real intentions were?" He asked with a look that questioned my sanity.
"I told you. I felt used. Like no body wanted the real Ally. They just wanted the songwriter Ally. And Damn it that's not all that I am!" I said practically screaming the last part at him.
"Okay, I'm sorry! In the name of Apollo don't yell at me! Anyway who is he Ally?" Austin said. He looked like he really didn't want to know and that he was in pain talking about me liking someone.
Oh Holy Hades! What in the name of Artemis am I supposed to do? I can't tell him the truth, but I can't lie to him either. I just wish that I can go back to the time before I met Austin Moon.
"Well Austin to tell you the truth it's ..."
"Wait Ally I have to tell you something!" Austin said interrupting me, ruining any chance I had to tell him how I felt about him. "Look Ally Bear I'm just gonna come out and say it: I love you. And not just as a friend. I know you like this other guy a whole bunch but I just had to get this off my chest. Okay go ahead and tell me who the guy is,"
"It's you Stupid!" We heard Trish yell from the doorway. How long has she been standing there, I wondered to myself. But she was gone before I could ask her.
"Really Ally? Or is Trish just saying that to make me feel better?" Austin asked with an expectant smile.
"Really, Austin. I've liked you for a while I just didn't want to tell you. I didn't want you to laugh in my face," I said not meeting his eyes.
"I would never laugh at you, but that makes my next question a breeze. Ally will you be my girlfriend?" He asked with a dazzling smile.
"I can't believe you just asked that question," his face fell drastically. I became instantly worried he would take me seriously. I said the next part quick as a whip so he didn't think i was being serious. "That's the stupidest question I've ever heard you ask. After everything that was just said I would think it would be obvious, but since it is you we are talking about. Of course I'll be your girlfriend!" I said smirking slyly. I still remember that smile he wore at the greatest moment in my life and at that point his life as well.
I felt myself slip back into the present. A present without Austin. He left when his career took off later that year.
Me, Trish, and Dez traveled with him during the summer but we didn't get the luxury of home schooling while on tour. The pressure became way to much for him to handle and he like completely lost it. Well he at least changed. And not for the better. I hated how it changed him. One day we heard him talking to his manager. He said that Trish was a loud mouth, know it all and Dez was immature. He called me a stuck up priss, but when I begun to pack he noticed and apologized. I should have just ignored it, but I was blinded by love.
I hated being in the spotlight after that. After seeing what it did to him. But that's what got me over my stage fright. Him not being there to cheer me on. I began to crave the cheering so I got over it so that I could be cheered on by hundreds of people.
That school year was when the big change happened. The texts, calls, emails, Facebook pokes, youtube updates, blog updates and even Farmville requests stopped completely. (He was totally in love with Farmville at the time.) We didn't get invited to spend the summer with him. I waited by the phone for weeks after that just waiting for the phone call that said: "Ally-Doll please forgive me." It never came.
After that was when I changed. I was no longer sweet, innocent, naive Ally. I became hard-as-a-rock, ice-cold, I-get-what-I-want-at-all-times, never-let-anything-bring-her-down Ally. I changed after Austin left. Austin changed everything.
Hope ya'll enjoyed. Ill update asap not sure how soon that will be though.
