What's This?
A/N: Just a random thing of mine....eh, what can I say? Ums, hi, how are you...blame my *muffled noise* muse.... That was mean, this muse doesn't want you to know who it is until the end....
^-^ MysticGohan137 ^-^
It has happened again. The torture, the pain, the loss... The people don't know, and they never can...What would they think If I showed them what caused me to be like I am.... What can I do? I, a grown man, asking you, of all people, for help....yet, you need to hear it all. And, you are also the only one I can trust at the moment. So, please, hear me out, if you would, and say nothing to the end...
It happened many years ago, that is when this all started, so, maybe I should start there....I would sell my soul for it and in fact I did, but not to whom you are thinking. I sold it to him, Lucifer, the devil in disguise. He came to me, offering me a chance of a life time, to become the greatest the world had ever seen, to go from a no body, to a somebody...
I was naive, I would do anything...even this...I told him what I wanted, fans to love me forever...he smiled, or snickered and made a contract appear. He told me to sign it, that I would have no worries and my wish would be granted...If only I had read that damned thing...I never would have done it, I swear, I never would have signed it.....
1997
"Damnit, why are you leaving me, why? I need you the most, now especially! Please, don't leave, I..I.. never meant to hurt you!" I yelled at her retreating form.
"Never meant it? How could you not mean to sleep with her, how could you not mean to hit me, how could you not mean to cheat?! No, I refuse to waste my breath and precious time with you anymore
....you'll get yours in the end and when you do, the sharpest pitchfork won't be enough for you! Goodbye forever....you know, I did love you at one time, but not anymore...you've become what you always preached against, a no good bastard..." She said so softly, I wished she would have yelled it at me... It would have made me feel less guilty..But what could I do, the love of my life was gone, and it was his fault...
He appeared to me again that night, as I got drunker than I could remember, trying to drown out my sorrows in the old bottle...
"She left you, did she? That is only a part of the pain you'll feel my friend... For, whoever said you would get it scot free...just remember, the worst is yet to come..." And he disappeared without a trace, I haven't seen him since, but he was right, the worst came alright....
I was injured, hated, and I sold what remaining soul I had left to the other devil... yes, this time I talk of who you think...he screwed me over too, so I had no one, no one at all...no fans, no love, nothing...I was truly a monster, I had become something I couldn't change...
So I sit in front of you, my friend, and ask, what can I do? What can I do to make them love me again...How can I become who I used to be....Can you help me answer that simple question of questions, the thing that keeps me from being me...
"Of course I can help you, I am the one that they all come to, I am the one that the poor, weak, and helpless come to...You came to me once and then I lost you, but not again...I'll help you if you help me.... Help me destroy Ric....help me destroy him and I'll help you again."
Vince leaned back in his chair as he finished with a look and a smirk I'd not seen on his face in years...He knew he had won...what else could I do but accept? I drove Ric to hate me, to nearly end my career, all because I knew the fans would come back to me...
My name is Stone Cold Steve Austin, and this is what I was, what I am, and what I shall forever be known as....a monster.....
A/N: Just a random thing of mine....eh, what can I say? Ums, hi, how are you...blame my *muffled noise* muse.... That was mean, this muse doesn't want you to know who it is until the end....
^-^ MysticGohan137 ^-^
It has happened again. The torture, the pain, the loss... The people don't know, and they never can...What would they think If I showed them what caused me to be like I am.... What can I do? I, a grown man, asking you, of all people, for help....yet, you need to hear it all. And, you are also the only one I can trust at the moment. So, please, hear me out, if you would, and say nothing to the end...
It happened many years ago, that is when this all started, so, maybe I should start there....I would sell my soul for it and in fact I did, but not to whom you are thinking. I sold it to him, Lucifer, the devil in disguise. He came to me, offering me a chance of a life time, to become the greatest the world had ever seen, to go from a no body, to a somebody...
I was naive, I would do anything...even this...I told him what I wanted, fans to love me forever...he smiled, or snickered and made a contract appear. He told me to sign it, that I would have no worries and my wish would be granted...If only I had read that damned thing...I never would have done it, I swear, I never would have signed it.....
1997
"Damnit, why are you leaving me, why? I need you the most, now especially! Please, don't leave, I..I.. never meant to hurt you!" I yelled at her retreating form.
"Never meant it? How could you not mean to sleep with her, how could you not mean to hit me, how could you not mean to cheat?! No, I refuse to waste my breath and precious time with you anymore
....you'll get yours in the end and when you do, the sharpest pitchfork won't be enough for you! Goodbye forever....you know, I did love you at one time, but not anymore...you've become what you always preached against, a no good bastard..." She said so softly, I wished she would have yelled it at me... It would have made me feel less guilty..But what could I do, the love of my life was gone, and it was his fault...
He appeared to me again that night, as I got drunker than I could remember, trying to drown out my sorrows in the old bottle...
"She left you, did she? That is only a part of the pain you'll feel my friend... For, whoever said you would get it scot free...just remember, the worst is yet to come..." And he disappeared without a trace, I haven't seen him since, but he was right, the worst came alright....
I was injured, hated, and I sold what remaining soul I had left to the other devil... yes, this time I talk of who you think...he screwed me over too, so I had no one, no one at all...no fans, no love, nothing...I was truly a monster, I had become something I couldn't change...
So I sit in front of you, my friend, and ask, what can I do? What can I do to make them love me again...How can I become who I used to be....Can you help me answer that simple question of questions, the thing that keeps me from being me...
"Of course I can help you, I am the one that they all come to, I am the one that the poor, weak, and helpless come to...You came to me once and then I lost you, but not again...I'll help you if you help me.... Help me destroy Ric....help me destroy him and I'll help you again."
Vince leaned back in his chair as he finished with a look and a smirk I'd not seen on his face in years...He knew he had won...what else could I do but accept? I drove Ric to hate me, to nearly end my career, all because I knew the fans would come back to me...
My name is Stone Cold Steve Austin, and this is what I was, what I am, and what I shall forever be known as....a monster.....