This is my first ff so sorry if it sucks arse !
Also this is an Bella and edward story =]
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(2011)
Let me tell you little about myself before I tell you my story .
My name is Isabella swan but I like just Bella,
I'm 16 years old and have been for the past 75 years.
I was born in London England in 1920 and grew up there with my father, Charlie swan who I
adored and loved so much and even though times got difficult seeing as he was a
Single parent he was the best father any girl could wish for.
You see my mother just took off after she had me leaving me and my dad with no answers as to
why she did and I wanted to know, I wanted answers and my dad being part of the police
managed to get a hold of my mothers where abouts so I decided on my 16th birthday I was going to
find her and get my answer little did I know then that by doing that I was signing my own death certificate.
..-..
My mother had moved far away to Monterrey in Texas but I didn't care being the young naïve girl I was
and even thou my father told me I was not going alone that I would have to wait till I was older
and had people who could come with me I couldn't wait I was done I was going so I did and not
even a day into my search for my mother I was faced with death. My death, and her name was
Maria.
Life isn't all it seems and neither is death.
my life was short but sweet Ino it wasn't perfect but who's is ?
My death was anything but sweet, I used to think death would be peaceful but mine was just plain
agony the burning that was spreading through my body never lessened only got worse and worse as my life as a human was coming to an end.
I could feel my heartbeat gradually growing slower and slower and my throat getting tighter and
tighter until finally it all stopped, my heart stopped and I wasn't dead well in a sense I wasn't I
was still here on earth and I was so afraid to even open my eyes, afraid to see what I would find.
..-..
Flashback (1936)
Everything was so clear, too clear I could see every single spec of dust lying on top the hay lying on the floor of what seemed to be a barn I was In.
I could hear voices outside getting closer to the barn and then came in the face of the woman with
the red eyes I rembered who had done this to me followed closely by a man who couldn't of been
more than 19 with messy blonde hair and the same red eyes as the monster stood next to him.
But there was something about him that didn't make me feel so scared when he locked eyes with me I suddenly felt very calm and then he spoke.
" Maria you cant keep bringing in young ones ino we need numbers but this is just ridicules she
looks no more then 15 the younger you go the less tame they are" he said to who I just learned now was Maria
" I don t care jasper we need as many as we can get this war is the biggest one we've
had yet and you know I don't lose jasper so deal with it and deal with her got it" she glared at him
"yes ma`m" he said with his southern accent with that she grabbed his face and bit his lip but I
turned away before I could see anymore only to turn back around when I herd the door click shut
That's when he turned to me "come here child"
I thought for a second about bolting but the sternness in his voice told me that would be a very
stupid thing to do so I walked up to where he was and stopped just a foot in front of him.
"how old are you" his voice said,
As I opened my mouth to tell him my throat bust into flames next thing I knew I was on my knees
and was so so thirsty I looked him in the eyes silently begging him to help me
" over there in the corner is what I think your looking for" his calm voice broke through but before I could turn round he grabbed my face and spoke
" just try not to get yourself killed we need numbers"
I inhaled a big gulp of air and was greeted with the most sweetest smell ive ever smelt and I knew
I had to have it, I spun round and didn't even think twice before my teeth sunk into soft flesh and
and was pulling that sweet wine into my mouth and calming my throat. And that was the first time I ever killed someone.
End Flashback
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(2011)
After my first kill jasper told me everything about why I was turned into a vampire, yeah ino a
vampire I never thought they existed either but they did and now I was one too. I was brought
there because they was an upcoming war against another bunch of vampires over a part of land
Maria wanted to claim and they needed numbers, lots of numbers. Jasper was training a bunch of
us to become better fighters so we would have more than just strength on our side we
would also have advanced fighters that the other vampires wouldn't expect coming seeing as they
thought we would all be newborns. In the mist of all the training jasper and I became close at first
He was very cold and distant to me just like he was to every one else he trained but after awhile we
kind of became friends at first I thought it might have been because I was the youngest there
because he protected me allot in the training fights we had to have to eliminate the weak because
jasper said Maria saw them as a liability. But then as time went on I could see he found a sort of
comfort in me the same as I did him, I trusted him and he trusted me and he made me feel safe
the same way my dad used to and probably the same way your big brother would make you feel. it
was never Romanic between us but I did love him and he loved me or so I thought.
..-..
Flash back (1945)
"hey princess" I turned around from were I was sat on the grass and smiled up at jasper.
"
hey" he suddenly got a frown on his face sat crossed legged in front of me
"its happening tonight" and by the serious look in his eyes as he said that I knew what he meant the
war was going to take place tonight and I wont lie I was so afraid not only for myself but for jasper also.
"jazz im scared so scared" I trembled vampires couldn't cry but I could still feel the sting in my eyes.
"ino little one but you'll be aright I promise ill keep my eye on you, protect you"
"no you wont jazz you know you'll have to be with Maria you always are when we fight other
covens you know that" I glared at the ground, I hated the way Maria treated jasper but I also hate
the way he got sucked in by her all the time if I could see past it I don't know why he couldn't.
"No Bella I promise im done with her its over" the look in his eyes told me he was being serious I knew something was different so I believed him.
""okay I trust you" I grinned at him breaking the ice.
( later that night right in the middle of the fight )
They were too many of them more than we expected they just kept coming at me from all different angles and I couldn't see jasper anywhere.
Fuck this big bald meat head was running straight for me SHITTTT I couldn't take him on id lose
I turned around and bolted it but he was too fast and dived on me spinning me around and
trapping me under him growling and snapping his teeth at my face but luckily I had my hands
around his neck holding his head arms length
"JASPERRRRR" I screamed
Suddenly the weight was lifted off me and jasper was tearing the bald meat head apart when he's
finished he doesn't even look at me before he darts off into the trees, I quickly make sure no ones
following me and take off after him only to find him there with his friends peter and charlotte.
I can tell their about to take off but I get to him quicker and grab his hand.
He spun around to face me his eyes were so cold just like they was when he was training new borns it froze me in my place
"jazz what you doing the other coven is winning theres to many of them"
"I don't care Bella im gone this time" he said in a rush
"okay well im coming with you"
"NO your not you cant, go back out there and fight like I trained you to do"
"what…" I was so confused what was happening
" jazz what's going on im scared please you promised"
"no Bella I haven't ever promised you anything no I have to go so let me go or ill remove it for you"
" Yes you did Jazz please… " I was so head fucked I didn't no what he was going on about after all this time
I just broke down into tearless sobs
"peter come on man let her just come man" I heard jasper wipser
" No you know what I told you if she comes they will come straight after her and you because they know you wont leave her like this and you cant risk that not now you've just found Alice, you've both got a better chance this way come on"
I could feel him prying my fingers off his when he did get out of my grip I jumped up after him but
he was already gone like he just disappeared I ran after his scent at caught site of his blonde hair
"JAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ" I screamed he turned his head one last time and mouthed "stay safe
little one" .Then he was gone.
It wasn't till I turned back round till I realised two vampires had followed me I acted quick and
jumped up on the tree and jumped out landing on the blonde ones back snapping his head clean
off but the brown haired one took this as an advantaged and sunk his teeth in my arm and ripped
it off the pain that rippled through me was unimaginable I screeched out falling to the floor, I just
lay there waiting...my mind going still when I realised I had nothing left now, I rolled my eyes
to the side and stared death in the face for the second time in my life but something changed in
his eyes he must have seen something on my face because he just simply said "Go…Now" so I
did I picked up my dismembered arm and ran and ran and ran.
End of flashback
(2011) Present day
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And now Im here in Forks Washington looking for the same thing that got me into to all this mess
in the first place…answers. But I will get them and soon. After years of searching for him I finally
found him and tomorrow its my first day at Forks high school the same school he goes too.
.How sweet.
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