We drove to the next stop in our journey to find Dimitri, we left Robert Duro's house three days ago and we started looking for Dimitri.

Eddie, who was Christian's guardien, drove the car. Lissa and Christian sat on the second row of the minivan and me and my mom- who was, like me, Lissa's guardien - sat on the third and last row.

The ride was quiet, Christian fallen asleep and Lissa listened to her iPod (I wouldn't recommend doing it unless you love the Pussycat Dolls and Jesse McCartney). I was looking outside, thinking about Dimitri, how will I act when I see him? Will I succeed healing him? And tons of other questions spun in my brain. According to Robert Lissa or I must touch Dimitri the whole healing, of course I'll do it… but it would be hard' I will try to paralyze him and Lissa will concentrate on the healing. The point of the healing was to 'heal' all the darkness out of him and by that brings him back to life, but he won't turn shadow kissed because that wasn't the end. After Lissa brings him back to life, she will reconnect him to his soul- Robert warned us that this was the difficult part, if it won't go well, a tear snick down my cheek. I whipped it immediately. I should be positive no bad thoughts. Everything is going to be okay…

"Rose…"

"Yes mom?"

Are you sure you want to do it? I mean it's dangerous and it takes so much from you… I hear you crying almost every night and I'm worried about you…"

"Mom, don't. I'll be fine. Anyway I won't be fine until I do it. And we talked about it before… we made it till here and we are NOT giving up! Trust me I would rather do it by myself but Lissa insisted to come"

"Than you should have refused or not to do it"

"We had this discussion before mom, I love him, he is my other half and I can't live without him alright?"

Lissa stopped her music "Janine she'll be fine. She is stronger than you think"

"I'm telling you mom. I will be fine. And so is Lissa"

"I'm just saying…"she started but I suddenly felt the nausea again.

"He is here" I said in a weird voice, I didn't know how I knew it was him but I was positive about it. "He is running after the car and he isn't so far"

"Dimitri?" Christian woke up and asked stupidly, who else could have such a powerful influence on me?!

"Oh god" Lissa said "what will we do?"

The guardien in my mom kick to action. "First of all, Eddie don't dare to pull over!" she said when she noticed Eddie started slowing down "we need time to think what we're going to do. Stay in the same speed as before. Now, I saw a sign to a meadow in the next exit. Drive there and will do the healing there. We need a close almost private area. Rose, you'll stick to the plan, paralyze him until Lissa is done. Christian you will set a wall of fire around you, Lissa and Eddie so Dimitri won't get near you anyway. Lissa you know what to do. I'll help you Rose in case things go wrong. Everyone got it?"

"yes"

"okay" she took a deep breath "Eddie you can pull over".