AUTHORS NOTE: This takes place during The Reckoning in Derek's POV watching Chloe and Simon.
DISCLAIMER: I OWN NOTHING! NEITHER DP NOR THE MUSIC! ALL RIGHTS GO TO THEIR AMAZING CREATORS.
I see you standing here
But you're so far away
Starving for your attention
You don't even know my name
Chloe's blonde hair was billowing around her in the slight wind, she was laughing at something Simon said while brushing some hair behind her ear. I stood from a distance, watching her. She was beautiful. I have never felt this way towards a girl, ever. I lived for her smile, her laugh, her pretty face; her entire being. When she talked to me my heart would beat so hard and fast it felt like it might explode. I craved her attention, even just a look my way, I think I've fallen for her; my inner wolf would growl when Simon was with her and called her 'Mate' when he addressed her to me.
You're going through so much
But I know that I could be the one to hold you
I knew she was hurting, not knowing if her aunt was alive or not, I fully understand her and want to cheer her up, to make her happy.
Every single day
I find it hard to say
I could be yours alone
You will see someday
That all along the way
I was yours to hold
I was yours to hold
I love her, though she'll never know, she's Simon's girl and I couldn't do anything about it.
I see you walking by
Your hair always hiding your face
I wonder why you've been hurting
I wish I had some way to say
She passed me in the hallway; I was heading upstairs to my room while she was heading downstairs to meet Simon. She was hiding in her hair, she always hides in her hair when Simons not around, he never noticed her pain.
You're going through so much
Don't you know that I will be the one to hold you
I would always be there for her, holding her through the rough times.
Every single day
I find it hard to say
I could be yours alone
You will see someday
That all along the way
I was yours to hold
I was yours to hold
Through thick and thin I would stick by her side, forever.
I'm stretching but you're just out of reach
You should know
I'm ready when you're ready for me
And I'm waiting for the right time
For the day I catch your eye
To let you know
That I'm yours to hold
Simon had stolen her out of my reach again, asking her out on a date, she had said yes. Just that broke my heart in two.
Every single day
I find it hard to say
I could be yours alone (Yours alone)
You will see someday
That all along the way
I was yours to hold
I was yours to hold
They were on their date while I was stuck in the safe house with Andrew and queen bitch, I'd much rather be with Chloe, have her laughing with me, have her smiling at me.
Every single day
I find it hard to say
I could be yours alone (Your so far away)
You will see someday
That all along the way
I was yours to hold
I was yours to hold
I just hope she realizes my feelings for her, she's my mate, my only one to love, forever; there will never be another girl than her.
I'm stretching but you're just out of reach
I'm ready when you're ready for me
The date had gone great, when it was getting late I went to look for them, only catching them making out on the porch, they broke apart; Simon smirking and Chloe blushing. I couldn't handle their love anymore, the rest of my heart shattered to non-existence, scratch that, my heart felt like it was ripped out of my chest, stomped on, run over by a bike, hit by a bus, lit on fire, and the ashes blown away in the wind. I need to escape.
I've written this cause I'm in a really depressed mood lately, I think my life's just going down the drain, like I could do something better with my life. Eh, I'll probably get over it soon enough, but fo now its fake smiles time!