Unspoken Love
~*~I...I never told you...that...I love you~*~
Disclaimer: I do *not* own Fushigi Yuugi or any of its characters. I am but a lowly high school student with no cash. *Grumbles* also this disclaimer will count for all the following chapters of this fiction. I hate writing one every each time @__@
A/N: Yes! I have finally gotten off my butt to write the Nuriko x Miaka fic I've had in my head for like what? A month!? Longer?! Ah! Time is so little Anyway, it's sorta weird writing this because I am now a Tasuki x Miaka shipper (who I will be writing a fic for) but at first I was N+M all the way! If it wasn't for the blasted OVA's I still would be too ^^; But Tasuki-chan...Too kawaii...*drool* I still LOVE Nuriko though! He's my hero damnit! ^.^ You tell me if you want a sequel or not and please review! I love reviews! Anyway must stop rambling and on with the story!
"Nuriko! Nuriko No!!!"
I can hear her crying.
So close, right next to me even.
Even with the blood draining out of me I still feel so warm.
Like lying in this freezing snow means nothing.
It's because of her. That bright red light that's radiating from her.
Miaka...
I can feel your feelings. They're so strong.
Funny...
I never saw this light before. You bask in it but don't seem to realize.
"Nuriko!!!!!"
You're crying...I can feel it.
I don't want you to cry for me.
"Mi...Miaka...Don't cry."
Coughing up blood, Nuriko tried to hide it.
"I'll...I'll be fine. Just...stop your whimpering already."
Clutching his hands Miaka cradled his head in her lap.
"Nuriko! Nuriko! You can't go! You cant!"
"Baka...I'm still here...don't...don't give up me so soon."
Sobbing, Miaka tried to push the blood back in.
"Tamahome! Tamahome! We need to get him to a doctor! Or...Or...No! He can't!"
Miaka wept as Tamahome turned away. Shutting his eyes, he tried to push the tears back with no avail.
Nuriko...you baka...why? Why do you have to leave us?
Trying to get up, Nuriko wiped a few tears from Miaka's eyes.
"Baka...I told you. Don't cry. I'll be ok."
"But! But! The blood won't stop!!!" Hugging Nuriko tightly, Miaka sobbed onto his chest.
"Nuriko! Please! Please don't leave. We need you!"
I need you...
"Please!"
Lying back Nuriko looked up at Miaka's tear stained face. Even though he was dying...
He felt a sense of silent calmness and inside...he was happy.
Happy to, have served his miko.
Happy to, have been a seishi.
Happy to, have met her.
She was...the first and only girl he ever let his heart fall in love with.
And he was grateful to her for that. Letting him love her.
He didn't know when he fell in love with her...or when he realized it himself but...he did.
Love her so much.
That sometimes it even scared him.
To open, up his heart.
To love, like a man.
For loving Miaka, to him made 'him,' the real Ryuuen within, want to come out.
And stop hiding behind the shadow of a ghost.
It frightened him.
Un-chartered feelings, his heart whispered.
If only...
If only these feelings were mirrored.
They might have bloomed.
But even though he knew he couldn't have her. He still loved her.
And it seemed he would forever.
I sometimes wish I didn't love you so much...but then I always take it back...because even if I can't have you...loving you made me open my eyes.
His feelings washing over him, Nuriko gently cupped Miaka's face into his blood soaked hands.
"Don't cry. I'm happy. Happy I'm dying for my friends and duty. Dying for my miko...dying for you."
Listening to his tender words Miaka's eyes flashed open.
For me?!
Her mind screamed at her.
For a brief second their eyes met and in them sparks flashed.
Raising himself, Nuriko planted a sweet but tender kiss on her lips.
Miaka's heart started to flutter when their lips met and something ignited inside.
Like her heart just flew to the moon and back. When Nuriko pulled away, Miaka breathed in sharply.
Her lips missing the soft taste of his. Looking down at him with confusion mixed with many other flying emotions she whispered.
"Nuriko...?"
Smiling up at her Nuriko laid him-self back into her arms.
"I want to thank you. Thank you for coming into my life."
Taking her hand in his, own Nuriko squeezed softly.
"And teaching my heart and myself...to love."
Suddenly tears started to run down Miaka's cheeks.
"Nuriko!"
Closing his eyes, he smiled up at the sky and then came to rest on Miaka for the last time.
"Wo Ai Ni"
Nuriko's heartbeat got weaker and his breathing more shallow.
Recovering from shock and sadness Miaka clutched his hand and wept, his blood covering her hands.
Closing his eyes, Nuriko sighed softly.
"Goodbye Miaka."
"No! No! Nuriko!!!!!!"
The light around him getting darker he felt himself losing his awareness. Everything going into darkness, Nuriko whispered the last thing his lips would ever say.
"Arigato."
~*~I...I never told you...that...I love you~*~
Disclaimer: I do *not* own Fushigi Yuugi or any of its characters. I am but a lowly high school student with no cash. *Grumbles* also this disclaimer will count for all the following chapters of this fiction. I hate writing one every each time @__@
A/N: Yes! I have finally gotten off my butt to write the Nuriko x Miaka fic I've had in my head for like what? A month!? Longer?! Ah! Time is so little Anyway, it's sorta weird writing this because I am now a Tasuki x Miaka shipper (who I will be writing a fic for) but at first I was N+M all the way! If it wasn't for the blasted OVA's I still would be too ^^; But Tasuki-chan...Too kawaii...*drool* I still LOVE Nuriko though! He's my hero damnit! ^.^ You tell me if you want a sequel or not and please review! I love reviews! Anyway must stop rambling and on with the story!
"Nuriko! Nuriko No!!!"
I can hear her crying.
So close, right next to me even.
Even with the blood draining out of me I still feel so warm.
Like lying in this freezing snow means nothing.
It's because of her. That bright red light that's radiating from her.
Miaka...
I can feel your feelings. They're so strong.
Funny...
I never saw this light before. You bask in it but don't seem to realize.
"Nuriko!!!!!"
You're crying...I can feel it.
I don't want you to cry for me.
"Mi...Miaka...Don't cry."
Coughing up blood, Nuriko tried to hide it.
"I'll...I'll be fine. Just...stop your whimpering already."
Clutching his hands Miaka cradled his head in her lap.
"Nuriko! Nuriko! You can't go! You cant!"
"Baka...I'm still here...don't...don't give up me so soon."
Sobbing, Miaka tried to push the blood back in.
"Tamahome! Tamahome! We need to get him to a doctor! Or...Or...No! He can't!"
Miaka wept as Tamahome turned away. Shutting his eyes, he tried to push the tears back with no avail.
Nuriko...you baka...why? Why do you have to leave us?
Trying to get up, Nuriko wiped a few tears from Miaka's eyes.
"Baka...I told you. Don't cry. I'll be ok."
"But! But! The blood won't stop!!!" Hugging Nuriko tightly, Miaka sobbed onto his chest.
"Nuriko! Please! Please don't leave. We need you!"
I need you...
"Please!"
Lying back Nuriko looked up at Miaka's tear stained face. Even though he was dying...
He felt a sense of silent calmness and inside...he was happy.
Happy to, have served his miko.
Happy to, have been a seishi.
Happy to, have met her.
She was...the first and only girl he ever let his heart fall in love with.
And he was grateful to her for that. Letting him love her.
He didn't know when he fell in love with her...or when he realized it himself but...he did.
Love her so much.
That sometimes it even scared him.
To open, up his heart.
To love, like a man.
For loving Miaka, to him made 'him,' the real Ryuuen within, want to come out.
And stop hiding behind the shadow of a ghost.
It frightened him.
Un-chartered feelings, his heart whispered.
If only...
If only these feelings were mirrored.
They might have bloomed.
But even though he knew he couldn't have her. He still loved her.
And it seemed he would forever.
I sometimes wish I didn't love you so much...but then I always take it back...because even if I can't have you...loving you made me open my eyes.
His feelings washing over him, Nuriko gently cupped Miaka's face into his blood soaked hands.
"Don't cry. I'm happy. Happy I'm dying for my friends and duty. Dying for my miko...dying for you."
Listening to his tender words Miaka's eyes flashed open.
For me?!
Her mind screamed at her.
For a brief second their eyes met and in them sparks flashed.
Raising himself, Nuriko planted a sweet but tender kiss on her lips.
Miaka's heart started to flutter when their lips met and something ignited inside.
Like her heart just flew to the moon and back. When Nuriko pulled away, Miaka breathed in sharply.
Her lips missing the soft taste of his. Looking down at him with confusion mixed with many other flying emotions she whispered.
"Nuriko...?"
Smiling up at her Nuriko laid him-self back into her arms.
"I want to thank you. Thank you for coming into my life."
Taking her hand in his, own Nuriko squeezed softly.
"And teaching my heart and myself...to love."
Suddenly tears started to run down Miaka's cheeks.
"Nuriko!"
Closing his eyes, he smiled up at the sky and then came to rest on Miaka for the last time.
"Wo Ai Ni"
Nuriko's heartbeat got weaker and his breathing more shallow.
Recovering from shock and sadness Miaka clutched his hand and wept, his blood covering her hands.
Closing his eyes, Nuriko sighed softly.
"Goodbye Miaka."
"No! No! Nuriko!!!!!!"
The light around him getting darker he felt himself losing his awareness. Everything going into darkness, Nuriko whispered the last thing his lips would ever say.
"Arigato."