Eli's POIT OF VIEW

I was walking down the hall to go check my math grade and I needed to talk to my math teacher "I'll be back in a moment Eli I have to go get something in the teacher's lounge" she left the classroom,all of the sudden the lights went off and the door shut "whos their!" I shouted "Oh Eli I didn't think you were in here"."Who are you?"I asked "just someone who wants to play "she said innocently ."Who are you and what are you talking about?" I asked confusingly .She walks closer to me and I realized that it was Jenna Middelton that perky girl thats going out with K.C Clare's ex-boyfriend in a way I felt like I should thank her if it wasn't for her Clare would still be with that asshole. "Oh you know I just wanna have some fun ,It's been pretty boring with K.C lately you caught my eye and you look like allot of fun"."What the F**** is your problem you know Im with Clare "."Well I stole Clare-bear's first boyfriend why can't I have you too "(she whispered) I started to feel her hands rubbing down my back and felt her warm breath on my neck I felt my cheeks getting hot and goose bumps on my neck. I felt a tingling vibration down my pants all of the sudden. I felt her nibble on my ear, and I turned around and tried to push her away. She grabbed at the front of my pants, I glared at her. "What makes you think I want you, your such a whore!" I snapped, she pulled on my belt buckle and that aroused me, I pushed her against the teacher's desk, Jenna wrapped her legs around me pulling me closer and closer to her.

I grabbed the front of her shirt and unbuttoned it slowly one button at a time I was hesitating a little but the exitement was to strong. Next thing I knew I see her lacey red and black strappless bra with a bow right down the middle. Oh God It's like she knows what I like ,but I don't like her at all why am I doing this I stopped and tried to get away before I did anything I was gonna regret I started to turn around and just walk away but she grabbed my buckle at the front of my pants and I groaned "come on Eli" she whined and that slightly turned me off just slightly ."I have to go " I said trying not to look at her bra again and lose my train of thought ."You know you want too" she said with a seductive smile on her I want too? No I don't, the only person I would want to do this with is Clare and only Clare if she ever found out about this it would kill her.I remeber I promised her that im not like K.C and look at me now im no different than K.C if I do this.

I pulled her legs off of my waist with all my strenght and It took alot of my will I ran out and shut the door behind me . I left the school and got in my car and took a deep breath and tried to calm myself what the hell happened back their I was just about too... No! I wasn't going to do anything I need to forget about this . I feel so guilty right now,I started the car and drove to Clare's house I need to forget about this and be with her.I only want to be with her and no one else I thought to my self I love Clare,Only clare no one else . I parked the car in front of her house ,got out and walked to her front porch and knocked on her door and tried to calm myself down again and act like nothing door was opening and I saw Clare smile when she saw me"Hey Eli what are you doing here?" I tried very hard to smile back at her without looking guilty and said"I just wanted to see my girlfriend ,I miss you" I said and that was true I did miss her I always missed her I grabbed her hand and kissed it then I pulled her towards me and started to kiss her with as much love as possible and didn't want to let go. She pulled away and looked at me with a blush on her cheeks I love it when she blushes she looks so beautiful . "Come on in then ,my parents aren't home" she said while pulling my hand into her house and on to her couch in the living room I sat next to her and started kissing her again I grabbed her arms and she placed them around my neck and she leaned closer to me and sat on my lap I kissed her cheeks and her nose and her forhead she has such soft warm skin and I loved it . She grabbed on to my hair and pulled me back to her lips and she kissed me passionaly I felt her tounge in my mouth and we just couldn't stop, I love kissing her she makes me feel out of this world . I pulled her closer to me and the next thing I knew she was on top of me while we were still kissing I felt her hands go into my shirt and open the zipper of my pants Dam this felt so good...I really enjoyed this I put one of my hands on her her hair and wrapped my other arm around her back , she pulled away "do you wanna go upstairs" she said breathlessly I looked at her in shock what? I've never been in her room before."Really Clare you want me to go upstairs with you in your room?" I asked confused."Yeah Eli come on" she said while she grabbed my hand and pulled me up to her room ,her room was pretty big with pink and white and flowers and I saw Fortnight books stacked up on a shelf and the whole Twilight series stacked up on the other side that didn't really surprise me.

Clare pulled me to her and I ended on top of her while we were on her bed I always dreamed of being like this with her I never thought it would be so great,but then I thought I don't deserve this after what just happened I need to to tell her I know I didn't really do anything wrong I didn't cheat on her with Jenna , Jenna was coming on to me and all I did was walk away . Then why did I feel so guilty? I stopped thinking about that as soon as I realized that Clare was starting to take of my shirt I smirked at her "like what you see " I said and I felt her hands run down my chest her hands are so warm and soft then she pulled on my pants again the Zipper was already down and she pulled the front of my boxers."Eli I think I want to explore some things with you" she said shyly but yet in a sexy way I saw her blush again I put my hand on her cheek and looked into her deep blue eyes"like what?" I asked dazed."Well I don't know lets see were this could go" she pulled on the strap of my boxers again and I started to pull on her shirt I looked at her to see if it was ok she had her eyes filled with lust,so without thiking I pulled the shirt off of her. When I saw her in her bra all I wanted was her I wanted to take her in my arms and make her mine she's so ..."your so sexy Clare you have no idea what I want to do to you, how much I wanna to touch you feel you..." I put my lips on her mouth and just wrapped my hands around her and reached her back up to the hooks of her bra .I paused and looked at her"go ahead Eli I want you to ,I want you to touch me and kiss me" she said in a whisper. I started to kiss her shoulders and grabbed one of the straps of her bra with my teeth while my hands went down the front of her skirt and I started pulling it down slowly. She put her hands on mine and helped me pull her skirt down and she got out of it. I unhooked her bra now and just janked it off of her the sight of her breast were breath taking I kissed and sucked on her neck down to her chest and went lower and nibbeled on her nippels.

I wanted to feel her breast with my tounge and my teeth so I started sucking and biting on the side of her breast as hard as I could , but yet I didn't want to hurt her so much .I wanted to leave her a reminder of this perfect,sexy,great moment were moaned of pleasure that let me know she was liking it I just want her to feel good It's all she deserves. "Oh Eli" she groaned "I love you Eli,I love you so much" I stopped and looked at her my heart started beating faster "I love you too Clare". I felt her tounge in my mouth and she bit my lips more that once but I didn't feel pain from it. "I wat to make you feel good too" she said while she flipped us over and she was on top of me now she went down on me and pulled off my boxers slowly and she took my dick in her mouth and I felt her tounge and teeth all over me I was so turned on and horny then ."Shit Clare!"Now I started moaning she kept biting and licking and I was completly out of it after five minutes when she pulled her mouth out I noticed my errection. Clare layed next to me and kissed me all over she went from my mouth to my neck ,shoulders and chest and now she started nibbeling on my nippels and then she gave me a hickey on my stomach. When she was done I put my arms around her and kept her on top of me and I kissed the top of her head she sighed and said "that was great I know we didn't have sex but it was still I don't know...", "amazing" I said ."Maybe later we could go farther" she said, Oh my god I would love to go farther"whenever you want baby"."What time is it ?" she asked I didn't even think about the time all I'm thinking about is her and what more things I want to do to her later on or now. "I'm guessing it's late does it matter? are you kicking me out?" I teased acting like I was hurt, "No I just don't want my parents seeing us like this" ugh I don't want to leave her side and when she started tightning her arms around me I knew she didn't want me to leave either.

I started getting up and she let go of me"I'll see you tommorow at school baby we'll continue this later" I said, she smiled"I can't wait " I put my shirt and pants back on and I saw her bra on the floor and I stared at it "you can have it if you want " she said noticing my staring I bent over and grabbed it I kissed her on the cheecks and walked down stairs and went back home in thinking about what happened today when I went in my room I looked at her bra in my hands and smelled it smelled good just like her im gonna have to find a special place to keep this but for now when I went to bed I gripped it in my hands thinking about the whole thing all over again.