Disclaimer: I don't own One Tree Hill nor the characters.
This is the first story I have ever written. I absolutely suck at writing
This is going to be Season 1 onwards. I am changing things.
The car accident never happened. This is all happening when the car accident would have happened
Rachael and jullian are both in this story
Summary: (I suck a summaries) she just got dumped. Her best friend stabbed her in the back and was cheating her boyfriend. Her other friend knew about the cheating but kept it to herself. She starts feeling like she's alone, and starts getting depressed. She finds out some news, but her friends aren't talking to her because there too caught up in there little circle. She feels more alone than ever, Then she meets a stranger. Suddenly her old friends want to help . Brullian, Brachael, Baley, Brathan
B POV
I have to wait 2 days until I get my test results back. I have no idea what's wrong with me. Lately I have been feeling really dizzy, like light headed. I can't sleep at night, which makes me exhausted during the day and I fall asleep in class. I have bags under my eyes, I have trouble walking, I can't keep anything down. That's why I decided to go see the doctor. I think I might be pregnant but im not so sure. Lucas has been MIA lately, I was going to ask him to come with me today, but he said that he had to help his mum so I didn't bother asking and I don't want him to be worried until I am sure. I was going to ask Peyton to come but she hasn't been answering her phone. I didn't bother to ask Haley or Nathan because things have just started to get back to normal for them. I kind of owed them that much after I blew it for them the first time.
As I'm heading back from the hospital my phone starts ringing. Its lucas, I can feel that I have the goofiest smile on my face.
"hey boyfriend"
"hey pretty girl, can you come to the river court"
"of course broody, I will see you in 20"
when I arrive at the river court, I can see my broody in a, well how should I put this, in a broody mood. He is doing that little eye squint that I love. He is just so cute when he does it. He mustn't of heard me pull up, because as I'm walking he is still brooding.
"hey broody" he flinch, but then has a big smile on his face
LPOV
Half an hour earlier
I am reading my stienbeck book, well actually I'm not really reading it I have been on the same sentence for the last half an hour. I am actually thinking about Brooke. I hate what I am doing to her and with her best friend. I know me and Peyton shouldn't have been doing what we are doing. I tried to stop I did. But we were in way to deep once we wanted to. I am happy with Brooke, I am. But I have been chasing Peyton since I was what 8. But I don't want to give up either of them. My thoughts are interrupted when I hear my door open. Peyton walks in. I stand up to greet her, and she comes and wraps her arms around me. We share a small kiss.
"hey Luke"
"hey peyt"
" Luke I think we should tell Brooke. I know we will be happier and really work if we are in a relationship and without the sneaking around. We can't keep hurting her, the longer we wait the worse it will be".
Peyton is looking at me as I take out my phone. I call Brooke
"Hey boyfriend" I can hear her smiling over the phone I just look at Peyton.
"hey pretty girl, can you come to the river court"
"Of course broody, I will see you in 20"
"I have to go, I am going shopping with Haley, I will call you when I;m done and you can come over" she gives me a quick peck and leaves. I don't really know what to tell Brooke, but I am going to head over to the river court now.
and that's how we ended up here. Me waiting for Brooke to come so I can break her heart.
"Hey Boyfriend"
I was so deep in my thoughts that I didn't even hear her come up to me until I heard this sweet sexy raspy voice call out 'hey boyfriend', I flinched because this is the last time that she will ever call me that. Then I quickly smiled
"hey pretty girl" mental slap, you are already going to break her heart stop using her nicknames
"so I was thinking later, that if your mums not home, that I can come over and help release some stress that you seem to have"
I don't smile at that, and I think she knows it. But I don't say anything she beats me to it.
"you ok broody" god Brooke you're making it harder than it already is "you seem really tense. What is it?"
"I'm just going to need some time to figure some stuff out"
"whatever you need, I'm here for you"
"yeah see… that's the thing… *long pause, awkward silence* 'god Brooke don't make me say it' "
"are you breaking up with me?"
I can see the tears forming in her eyes. I didn't think she would cry.
"I just think it's the best thing for right now"
"maybe for you"
she starts to get up. I broke her heart I really did. She starts walking towards her car. Say something.
"Brooke!"
she stops, she's waiting for me to say something
"I'm sorry"
she's putting on a brave face, but I can still see the tears
"apparently not enough"
and with that she gets in her car, I can see the tears falling down her face. Then she's gone, all I see left is the dirt that is left in the air from my pretty girls car.
BPOV
I have been trying to call Peyton, but she isn't answering. Lucas just broke up with me and I have been sitting at the car park at the mall crying my eyes out. I need my best friend and she isn't answering my calls. I decide that maybe some of my shopping therapy with help.
I have been shopping for all about 10 minutes and I feel exhausted and I am having another dizzy spell. i feel like my legs are going to give way any minute. I see a seat and decided to sit down. I am going to take this opportunity to attempt to call Peyton again.
*ringing, * "hello you've reached Peyton, leave your name and number and I will get back to you"
"hey Peyton it's Brooke, can you call me back please".
as I hang up and look up I see Peyton and tutor girl together
"Peyton!, I've looked all over for you, you didn't get my messages?"
"Really? Oh no my phone has been wacked out all day. Are you ok?"
P POV
I didn't think I would see her here. I have been ignoring her calls all day. I hear Haley calling my name, but my biggest concern right now is making sure Brooke doesn't see me.
"PEYTON"
shit she saw me, ok Peyton walk over there and try not to act guilty.
"I've been looking all over for you, you didn't get my messages?"
I look over at Haley, she looks so uncomfortable, it sucks that we put her in this position. She has been keeping mine and Luke's secret for us. I knew that she hated keeping it from Brooke. I think of a quick lie, can't exactly tell her the truth which is, that I have been purposely ignoring her calls because I'm the cause of the break up
"really? Oh no my phone has been wacked out all day. Are you ok?"
Of course she's not ok you idiot, her boyfriend dumped her for you. Oh shit she is crying over him, she really did feel for him. Shit shit shit shit shit.
"Not really no" SHIT "I said I wasn't going to do this and I said it wasn't worth it but it is. Lucas broke up with me"
what do I say, what do I say
"I'm sorry" yeah good one Peyton
"I was looking forward to get the chance to show him how much he means to me, and he says that he just wants to be friends. But every idiot knows that, that's code for go away. I just don't know what I am supposed to do."
"Look if Lucas says he wants to be friend then I'm sure he means it"
"how do you do that with Lucas"
well shit how am I supposed to answer that? I wasn't exactly friends with him, I was seeing him behind your back. I look at Haley, she gives me a death stare, my eyes are screaming ANSWER THIS FOR ME and thank god she does
"you just umm. You sort of do everything you've been doing except the sex part"
GOD THANK YOU HALEY I COULD KISS YOU!
"I guess there's a first time for everything right"
god this is just awkward.