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Last Resort :
Kai crept to his room and silently shut the door. He could handle beatings just fine, if you beat someone for a long enough time they become numb to it. Mental and emotional abuse was harder to deal with though. It stung, although popular belief said that he had no emotions, believe it or not, he did.
/Cut my life into pieces This is my last resort Suffocation No breathing Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding This is my last resort/
The sides of his face were discoloring rapidly from being hit so many times. His grandfather.............no that monster was no reletive of his. Kai caught sight of his reflection in the mirror across from him. Haunted garnet eyes stared back at him. "Stop staring at me" he muttered throwing the alarm clock at the mirror, shattering it. "Shit, I'm going to be beat for that, I should probaly clean that up or I might get cut" he thought to himself, as he started at the shattered reflective pieces. Kai all of a sudden started laughing, a haunting histarical sound. Here he was worring about cutting himself on the mirror pieces as he was already bleeding from various parts of his body.
/Cut my life into pieces I've reached my last resort Suffocation No breathing Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding Do you even care if I die bleeding? Would it be wrong? Would it be right? If I took my life tonight Chances are that I might Mutilation outta sight And I'm contemplating suicide/
He was broken inside and out. Kai started picking up the mirror pieces, paying no attention as the shards dug into his hands drawing even more blood from his battered body. He dropped the shards into the waste paper basket and turned around.
/Cuz I'm losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine/
He jumped as he saw the monster (AKA- his grandfather) behind him. "So you broke something of mine. You must be punished" The monster said looking at Kai with lusty eyes. Kai's own eyes widened in fear. ' No.....not again' Kai though backing away from the monster. SLAP. Kai, already weakened by the prievious assults, hit the ground as the monster backhanded him. He felt the familer fear and panic as he felt the monster tearing at his bloody garments. The familer helplessness. Dranzer couldn't even help him. Tears welled up as he thought of his beloved beyblade and bit beast, now broken as he was. He recieved another slap as the monster saw the liquid eyes. There was nothing he could do now to save himself.
/I never realized I was spread too thin Till it was too late And I was empty within Hungry! Feeding on chaos And living in sin Downward spiral where do I begin? It all started when I lost my mother No love for myself And no love for another. Searching to find a love up on a higher level Finding nothing but questions and devils/
PAIN! Gods did it hurt, each thrust he was ripped open more, his screams didn't matter, the monster seemed to actually like them. 'WILL HE NEVER BE DONE!!!' Kai's mind screamed as wave after wave of intense pain washed over him. The monster had taken him raw, again. Finally, just as he was on the verge of blacking out, the monster pulled out of him. Blood immeditly pooled out, staining the area around him. The monster left, leaving Kai in agony, disgusted with it and himself.
/Cuz I'm losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me in fine Losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Nothing's alright Nothing is fine I'm running and I'm crying I'm crying I'm crying I'm crying I'm crying I can't go on living this way/
Finally he allowed himself to do what he hadn't done in years. Tears poured down his face, mixing with the crimson fluid making it look like he was crying blood. He reached over the bedside and his hand searched for the waste paper basket. It tipped over as he pulled out two of the bigger pieces of the shattered mirror, watching it reflect his torn image in it's surface.
/Cut my life into pieces This is my last resort Suffocation No breathing Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding! Would it be wrong? Would it be right? If I took my life tonight Chances are that I might Mutilation outta sight And I'm contemplating suicide?
Kai raised the glass piece, ready to plunge it into his wrist, when he caught sight of the picture of the bladebreakers. He could almost hear Them telling him he was a coward. That this was the cowards was out. None of them knew of his abuse at the hands of the monster, and he had to much pride to tell them or ask them for help. He didn't want to go on without Dranzer. Kai felt a warmth at the back of his mind. Kai looked bewildered for a moment then it sunk in, Dranzer had never left, even though his beyblade was smashed. He knew what Dranzer wanted him to do. Kai carefully pulled on some clothes not caring if blood spilled on them.
/Cuz I'm losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Nothing's alright Nothing is fine I'm running and I'm crying
I can't go on living this way Can't go on Living this way Nothing's alright/
He should of had the courage to do this long ago. "Tara, Takahashi" Kai called with a raspy voice from all his screaming. The head maid and the head butler ran in. "Master Kai," Tara started, she couldn't go on due to the fact she looked loke she was going to start crying any second. Tara and Takahashi were more like parent to him the the monster ever was. They always wanted to help him whenever he was being hurt but Kai had always told them not to. He cared too much for them. He didn't want them hurt. "I can't go on like this" Kai stated. Takahashi opened his mouth to say something, and Tara's eyes widened, but Kai held up a hand to finish. "I thought about that, but dicided after much thought, that the scars on my wrists don't need any company, so Tara I need you to phone the police for me, I would but I'm having trouble walking at this moment" Dranzer gave him the 'NO SHIT' look in the back of his mind, "I want you, Takahashi to keep IT in IT'S room untill the police arrive."
Tara smiled through her tears and ran to find the phone," It's about time" Takahashi said in a voice filled with relief, as he went to make sure the monster stayed in it's study.
"Yes it is" Kai thought wearyly.
TBC?
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A/N-
OMG I CAN'T believe I did that to Kai! So. Should I continue and if so what pairing? But you have to admit, when you saw the song Last Resort, you thought he really was going to kill himself. But: 1- That was too pradictable. 2- He's my favorite charater, I'd hate it if he'd have died. And 3- Do you realize how many fans would be after my head if I had killed him???!!
*****
Last Resort :
Kai crept to his room and silently shut the door. He could handle beatings just fine, if you beat someone for a long enough time they become numb to it. Mental and emotional abuse was harder to deal with though. It stung, although popular belief said that he had no emotions, believe it or not, he did.
/Cut my life into pieces This is my last resort Suffocation No breathing Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding This is my last resort/
The sides of his face were discoloring rapidly from being hit so many times. His grandfather.............no that monster was no reletive of his. Kai caught sight of his reflection in the mirror across from him. Haunted garnet eyes stared back at him. "Stop staring at me" he muttered throwing the alarm clock at the mirror, shattering it. "Shit, I'm going to be beat for that, I should probaly clean that up or I might get cut" he thought to himself, as he started at the shattered reflective pieces. Kai all of a sudden started laughing, a haunting histarical sound. Here he was worring about cutting himself on the mirror pieces as he was already bleeding from various parts of his body.
/Cut my life into pieces I've reached my last resort Suffocation No breathing Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding Do you even care if I die bleeding? Would it be wrong? Would it be right? If I took my life tonight Chances are that I might Mutilation outta sight And I'm contemplating suicide/
He was broken inside and out. Kai started picking up the mirror pieces, paying no attention as the shards dug into his hands drawing even more blood from his battered body. He dropped the shards into the waste paper basket and turned around.
/Cuz I'm losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine/
He jumped as he saw the monster (AKA- his grandfather) behind him. "So you broke something of mine. You must be punished" The monster said looking at Kai with lusty eyes. Kai's own eyes widened in fear. ' No.....not again' Kai though backing away from the monster. SLAP. Kai, already weakened by the prievious assults, hit the ground as the monster backhanded him. He felt the familer fear and panic as he felt the monster tearing at his bloody garments. The familer helplessness. Dranzer couldn't even help him. Tears welled up as he thought of his beloved beyblade and bit beast, now broken as he was. He recieved another slap as the monster saw the liquid eyes. There was nothing he could do now to save himself.
/I never realized I was spread too thin Till it was too late And I was empty within Hungry! Feeding on chaos And living in sin Downward spiral where do I begin? It all started when I lost my mother No love for myself And no love for another. Searching to find a love up on a higher level Finding nothing but questions and devils/
PAIN! Gods did it hurt, each thrust he was ripped open more, his screams didn't matter, the monster seemed to actually like them. 'WILL HE NEVER BE DONE!!!' Kai's mind screamed as wave after wave of intense pain washed over him. The monster had taken him raw, again. Finally, just as he was on the verge of blacking out, the monster pulled out of him. Blood immeditly pooled out, staining the area around him. The monster left, leaving Kai in agony, disgusted with it and himself.
/Cuz I'm losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me in fine Losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Nothing's alright Nothing is fine I'm running and I'm crying I'm crying I'm crying I'm crying I'm crying I can't go on living this way/
Finally he allowed himself to do what he hadn't done in years. Tears poured down his face, mixing with the crimson fluid making it look like he was crying blood. He reached over the bedside and his hand searched for the waste paper basket. It tipped over as he pulled out two of the bigger pieces of the shattered mirror, watching it reflect his torn image in it's surface.
/Cut my life into pieces This is my last resort Suffocation No breathing Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding! Would it be wrong? Would it be right? If I took my life tonight Chances are that I might Mutilation outta sight And I'm contemplating suicide?
Kai raised the glass piece, ready to plunge it into his wrist, when he caught sight of the picture of the bladebreakers. He could almost hear Them telling him he was a coward. That this was the cowards was out. None of them knew of his abuse at the hands of the monster, and he had to much pride to tell them or ask them for help. He didn't want to go on without Dranzer. Kai felt a warmth at the back of his mind. Kai looked bewildered for a moment then it sunk in, Dranzer had never left, even though his beyblade was smashed. He knew what Dranzer wanted him to do. Kai carefully pulled on some clothes not caring if blood spilled on them.
/Cuz I'm losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Nothing's alright Nothing is fine I'm running and I'm crying
I can't go on living this way Can't go on Living this way Nothing's alright/
He should of had the courage to do this long ago. "Tara, Takahashi" Kai called with a raspy voice from all his screaming. The head maid and the head butler ran in. "Master Kai," Tara started, she couldn't go on due to the fact she looked loke she was going to start crying any second. Tara and Takahashi were more like parent to him the the monster ever was. They always wanted to help him whenever he was being hurt but Kai had always told them not to. He cared too much for them. He didn't want them hurt. "I can't go on like this" Kai stated. Takahashi opened his mouth to say something, and Tara's eyes widened, but Kai held up a hand to finish. "I thought about that, but dicided after much thought, that the scars on my wrists don't need any company, so Tara I need you to phone the police for me, I would but I'm having trouble walking at this moment" Dranzer gave him the 'NO SHIT' look in the back of his mind, "I want you, Takahashi to keep IT in IT'S room untill the police arrive."
Tara smiled through her tears and ran to find the phone," It's about time" Takahashi said in a voice filled with relief, as he went to make sure the monster stayed in it's study.
"Yes it is" Kai thought wearyly.
TBC?
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A/N-
OMG I CAN'T believe I did that to Kai! So. Should I continue and if so what pairing? But you have to admit, when you saw the song Last Resort, you thought he really was going to kill himself. But: 1- That was too pradictable. 2- He's my favorite charater, I'd hate it if he'd have died. And 3- Do you realize how many fans would be after my head if I had killed him???!!