Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight! I just borrow it.
The sweet, silent dark of night gently caressed my wet cheeks. I brought a pale, shaking hand slowly up to my face. I let it rest there; taking in the gentle warmth and moisture of pain.
I slowly let my head dip forward, my long, brown hair falling across my face; hiding it, protecting it from the world.
I closed my big, chocolate brown eyes, and let my mind go to the place I rarely allowed entrance to.
His angelic face was forever burned in my memory. I could almost see his light, butterscotch eyes twinkling in amusement. His unruly bronze hair was playing in the wind; fluttering in time to the breeze.
A sob slowly escaped my full lips.
Without him, I was like a rose without its petals; a bird without its wings.
The expanse of my life laid out in front of me seemed long and lonely. All the colors had been leaked out of it, leaving only the melancholy gray mist of my misery.
It felt like my soul had been yanked out of my body. I was just a shell of my existence. I no longer lived inside; I was out there somewhere, and I did not think I would be able to find myself.
My tears fell slowly, leaving a gloomy trail on my pale cheek.
I wrapped my arms tightly around my torso, as I did when I felt that I had to hold myself together.
The hole in my chest rippled with pain; pain so forceful that it took my very breath away.
Rain started to fall from up above, but I didn't care. The shell of my existence sat in the rain, while my soul watched from the outside, crying in quiet agony at the lost will to live.