Knowing Is Not Seeing
Curt has always lived on impulse; it is what turned him to a heroin addict, famous for having an affair with Brian Slade, and…made him fall in love.
Impulse is what led him to invite him up to the rooftop.
Impulse is what ran that night, lust, and intrigue.
At first, he thought of him as just a crazed fan who wanted a piece of him, like anyone else he met. At first he thought of Curt as having the perfect life.
Things aren't always what they seemed to be though.
After that night, after ten years Curt still remembers clearly what happened on that rooftop.
What's your name, favorite movie, favorite color?
Are you high?
Make a wish.
The questions, the touches, everything, he will never forget, neither will.
He doesn't know that Curt thinks about him every night when he is on the verge of sleep, and he remembered when he saw him in that bar, and Curt doesn't know that he changed that scared little boy, into a man who isn't afraid to let people know what he is.
Maybe it is better for them both to not know.