Dear Alice

by Momma Jude

I know you may never get this note, and I know you may not care, but to me it feels like I'm dying every night when you're not there. So, dear Alice, I wish you would see just how much you meant to me and perhaps someday you'll think of me too, just like I will do of you. A letter to Alice, written by Peter after her departure from Wonderland. I may expand it to more characters.

Dear Alice,

I know you're a thousand miles away, but there's something that I need to say. I know that you may hate me, though for what I'm not sure, I just wish that you would see my love for you is pure.

Though you may have gone back home I hope you'll remember me, because I want you to know that you're the only girl I'll ever see. In my heart you will reside forevermore, even though the wounds you left hurt more than they did before. Did you leave because of me, or was it something else? I wish you would've said goodbye because I couldn't even tell.

So as I sit here in Wonderland and dream that I could hold your hand, just one more time under this sun. My heartache has only just begun, and yet I already feel as though I can't go on each night when I'm waiting for the dawn.

I'll wait forever to see you again even though you'll never come back. That's just what love's all about, and I must make up for what I now lack. I know you never cared for me, but darling I just wish you'd see that I had eyes only for you and until the day I die I'll swear that's true. Alice, dear, I love you so, and I just wish you had time to know just why and how much I care. I wish so much that I could be there.

Wherever you are, I hope you'll smile and I hope you'll think of me once in a while. As long as you're happy I will be too, because that's just what lovers do. Not that we truly were lovers before, and now you've officially closed that door. Whatever the case, I'm glad you came. Now my life will never be the same.

I'll never hate you, even though you stole my heart; but where does hate end, and love start? Maybe I hated you all along, but I guess now I'll never know if my love was wrong. So Alice, when you think of me I wonder exactly what you'll see. Will you think back with a smile or a scowl? The second one seems foul but I can picture it, just my luck.

Even though you'll never get this letter writing it still made me feel so much better. So please just look back at our time together and grin, because I'll always wish we could be together again.

With all my love and fearful might,

The white rabbit, Peter White.

AN/ This was… weird to write. Awkward to write. Painful to write. I wanted to format it like a poem so badly XD

In case you hadn't guessed, it's a letter from Peter to Alice after she left Wonderland. It was a random idea that came to me while roleplaying Final Fantasy VIII/VII and drinking tea… O.o

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