I know that this story may not be widely accepted but that's okay. I wrote it because I wanted to write it. It is also my hope that there is at least one person out there that shares my view on these two. If you really don't like it you could almost substitute anybody for Jimmy since I didn't get to specific and never actually named him.

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

I don't understand my feelings. I'm attracted to Bobby. I always have been and why not. He is the kind of guy that I should fall in love with. I'm not in love with Bobby though. I can't be. I can't fall in love with Bobby because I'm already in love with Bosco. I always have been. Bosco and I are more suited than me and Bobby. Bosco and I have more in common. Sometimes I wish that I could fall in love with Bobby. He might be better for me. He is the kind of man that could keep me in line. Unfortunately, Bobby is too passive. I need someone with an edge. Someone that I can have a good fight with. That's Bosco. Bosco and I can argue till the ends of time. Sometimes I think that we actually spend more time fighting than doing anything else. That's the way that it's always been and that's the way that it will always be. That's okay too. It will always be okay. I love Bosco and I always have. I know that Bosco loves me and he always will. No matter how much Bosco and I fight we can never stay angry. Plus, the best part of fighting with Bosco is the make-up sex. As much as Bosco and I love to fight, we love to makeup even more. All the random women that I slept with before, they were nothing compared to Bosco. I had a hard time excepting all of this in the first place. I had denied my attraction to Bobby for so long just hoping it would go away. When Bosco and I got drunk that night, when I kissed Bosco for the first time, everything changed. Nothing has ever been the same. That's okay too. Because as much as I respect Bobby and the man that he is, I always have and always will love Bosco.