Ok so first story, first try, I hope you enjoy and please for me to continue I seriously wish to see what you think about it so far so please submit your reviews. This chapter is very long because it is sort of an introduction to the real thing. So with that said, please enjoy.

A raven black, messy haired, black eyed L watched a boy with brown hair and even browner, almost amber eyes, as he slept peacefully and quietly, wishing he could do the same. His thoughts were unknown and his emotion was unseen, even though both of them were chaotic, they were like a little miniature tornado mixed together inside the much older male detective.

All was quiet in the night. No birds sung indicating that the morning wouldn't come any time soon, yet no crickets chirped, which showed that the night hadn't just begun. The moon lay passed the middle of the sky. Suddenly the wind began to whisper through the tree limbs, shaking them slightly and making them rustle quietly.

Yet, this did not distract the black haired detective form his late night thoughts. The warm cover drifted lazily around him, yet was snuggled up around the young teen that slept soundly beside him. The cold metal of the handcuffs was a constant reminded of their current positions and the possibilities that could occur. L was worried about these possibilities and hoped they were not true.

It even seemed to pain him to even begin to think bout Raito like that, to think Raito was Kira. Yet he had to admit, the younger boy did act a lot like Kira sometimes. His percent was low thankfully. Though until it was gone, or never even though of, L had to continue to be very careful and what around him. No matter how infatuated he was with him.

Infatuated... L wrinkled his nose from the small amount of disgust he found in those small and innocent words. How in the world he could EVER fall in love with a suspect, even he didn't know. Though he really couldn't blame himself. Raito had a kind and gentle personality and he had the looks to go with them. Or maybe it was from being chained to him for a long time, he couldn't even begin to guess from all the choices. Though most likely it was his first guess. Sure they had, had their squabbles and fusses here and there, but, over all, he still loved Raito.

As the night wore on, L scolding and kicking himself in the inside, for the fact that he might be in love with Kira, he didn't even seem to notice Raito's tired eyes open and stare at him curiously. He had been watching L for a while now, and L seemed to be keyed up and on guard. Disturbed and upset sometimes. It was very unlike him to be this way so, Raito guessed what he had been thinking...

And unknowingly, he was right on the mark. Poor L... I can't believe he still thinks I am Kira! Raito thought bitterly, now glaring at him. If only I could find some way, to prove to him that I am not, and never will be Kira! What would he do if he didn't have me as a suspect though? Would he be lost? Would he be unable to continue without the constant idea of me being Kira?He didn't want L to be lost, but also he didn't want to be considered Kira any more. Because truthfully, he had a major crush, or maybe even more, for the guy.

Raito found a small sigh escaping his lips, eager that L thought about him all the time, upset because it was about him being Kira, instead of passion or love. Though Raito didn't know how wrong he actually was! L did think about him all the time, but not just about him being Kira. He loved Raito as much as Raito believed that he too loved L. And yet, both were to prideful to tell the other first. So it wouldn't be a big surprise to anyone if there love was never uttered.

"What is it Raito-kun?" L asked Raito looking down at him with those dark eyes, startling Raito out of his current thoughts. "Nothing..." Raito whispered softly, his voice rough and husky from sleep. "Raito-kun, you can tell me anything you know..." Raito nodded even though what L said wasn't a question but I statement. "I know, but I just don't want to talk about it."
"Will you please tell me?" L pushed on in his own low and quiet voice. "Ryuzaki, it is nothing." Raito said more firmly waking up with every second. L went silent and said nothing more, not pushing the sleep groggy Raito even further. Making Raito feel really bad for silencing him.

"Don't you ever sleep?" Raito said sitting up beside L. "Hardly." Was his short reply. Raito again felt even worse so decided to press further. "Why?"
"What's wrong?" L shot back determined to find out what was wrong with Raito. Raito glared at L, actually disliking himself for feeling bad about making the detective upset. "Memories." L eventuality stated. 'Giving up'. His voice whispered quietly almost as if he was serious. "Aw, is the big, strong, smart, L having bad dreams?" Raito teased playfully. When L didn't disagree and only got even quieter, his eyes averted from him, Raito knew it wasn't a joke.

Feeling even worse then from before, Raito gulped and wrapped his arms around L's shoulder tenderly, in a friend like way. L froze in his small embrace and time seemed to stop to Raito in fear of being pushed off of him, but then slowly he relaxed and actually laid his head on Raito's shoulder, even though every cell in his body screamed at him not too. "I am sorry, Ryuzaki. I had no idea-!" Raito was quickly cut off by a soft whisper. " No, it's fine, don't apologize." L stated gently, his eyes shutting. Raito found a small smile appearing on his lips as he laid down, L laying on his chest, Raito still holding him tenderly. L's eyes were still close as he felt the warmness envelope him, making him feel nice and warm on the inside and out. He listened to Raito's slow and steady heart beat, and just knew Raito was blushing... And he was.

Raito looked down at the older detective who lay on his chest. Again the room went silent except for his and L's soft and quiet breathing. Raito hadn't seen that coming, he had suspected L to push him away, to not want to be touched, though he had actually done the opposite. Surprising him and what surprised him even more was the warm and wet liquid he suddenly felt on his chest. But by the way L was trying to hide it, Raito said nothing at all. Go ahead and cry Ryuzaki, there is nothing wrong with that. Let everything you have bottled up inside of you out... I won't tell, and I will always be there for you.

I will try to update this every week or so, maybe even every two days unless something bad happens... So come and check back every week. Or two. '