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-Flash Back-
"Yuki-san, please... I'm begging you. I'm in love with you. Just don't, please just promise me you'll stay. I just I Can't..."
"Don't make a fool of yourself, Sabo. I Just... I cant hurt you anymore if I disappear."
He'll be better off without me. He'll feel no more pain, no more than i've caused myself. If I'm not around, then I'll stop hurting, I cant get myself in too deep. I can't let that feeling come back. I WON'T. Yuki's eyes fill with tears. Quickly he turns to hide the tears burning in his eyes. Sabo attempts to pull Yuki back to face him, but Yuki gets up and walks out of the cafe.
"So thats It?" Sabo yells after Yuki. "You just have the courage to walk up out of my life! Like you can just wake up and forget me. Forget everything I Meant to you." Yuki Continues walking away. "Eiri Yuki PAY ATTENTION WHEN I'M TALKING TO YOU. Just tell me the truth. Did you even love me?"
Annoyed, and embarrassed Yuki Shouts back, "You want the truth kid? Fine, You got it. I Never loved you." Sabo's expression goes blank. "You're an embarrassment to me, and thats why I can just get up and leave." Yuki felt a sharp pain in his chest seeing Sabo fall on his knees. There Eiri stood, paralyzed. "Get up and go home. You'll forget me in no time." Yuki tried his hardest to fight back the tears burning in his heart.
Hours Later
How can I just let him believe me, he was so foolish, so naive. He believed every word as i said it. The way his eyes were glossy, how can i just hurt him the way i did. To yell at my dear Sabo, and telling him how i never loved him. That damn naive kid, he was such a burden to me, but i loved him. NO i Love him. Shit what did I do, I need him in my life. I WANT him in my life. As Yuki walked the mile it took to get to Sabo's apartment, he stood in the lobby for a while, thinking of what to say or if Sabo would even forgive him. I probably broke his heart. God Im such a fucking idiot. Well here goes nothing.
Yuki walks up the stair to the 5th floor, and can't get the courage to go to his door. Yuki stands there with his thoughts, what will I say, or do, What will my Sabo say? Is he even home. What if he ran away. That idiot does that a lot. Fuck, I need him. I want him. Yuki walks to his door, apartment 250. The door is cracked, the lights are off, nothing is out of place as far as Yuki can see. But still No Sign of Sabo. First the kitchen, nothing moved, then the bathroom, not even a towel out of place. Suddenly a breeze, Yuki turns to the balcony, frantic, Yuki looks over the railing. Nothing.
He sits on the balcony floor. Where is this kid? Brushing his hands through his dirty blonde hair, Yuki looks up to the bedroom. Door is shut but the lights are on. Slowly Yuki Makes his way to the room. Hands shaking, the doorknob is cold, heart beating fast.
The tears come rushing down his face. Oh God what have a done? My Dear SABO. "No, No, No, No!"
Yuki Falls to the ground, his face laid in his hands. When he finally grew the courage to look up, he saw a paper on the nightstand. It read...
Dear Yuki,
...
-End Of Flash Back-