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This is going to be a story about Jared's view of Eclipse, maybe an occasional other char.

POV but I'm really trying to stay true to the book and not add any stray story branches.

Well here goes…

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The fire was waning and the food was long gone around the circle. Emily and Sam had politely excused themselves a half hour ago, at the exact moment the stories had finished. We weren't dumb, although Emily tried to pretend we were more like innocent little brothers. We knew by now when she got that look in her eye. Her bad one kinda closes the wider her good-sided smile gets. She leans into him and braids her hand with his. She lets her hair drop and nuzzles her head onto his shoulder. It's the way my dog use to rub up against my grandpas' knee when he smelled bacon. Its cute, if we ALL weren't so grossed out that our older "sister's" sexmones are drenching her panties to the point we can almost taste it in our mouths.

Sam was mid discussion with Billy when he smelled it too. You could tell by the way he was uncomfortably trying to clear his throat and wrap his other arm around himself to caress her head; he was trying to shield her from our knowing smiles. Oblivious, poor Billy kept going on, even using his hands to make the really good points, and Sam's eyes were locked on his so he wouldn't have to make eye contact with any of ours.

Kim rustled herself a little next to me, but it's just because she gets overheated easily when she's tucked into my arm and forgets how warm it is. I lean into her hair and smile when I kiss her head. Of course, this also puts me in direct eye line with Paul. He's currently holding his can vertical, gulping with his chin in the air, making the same eat shit grin I am. His eyebrow raises and he looks at me, then looks at Sam, and looks back at me. Even Lame-O Embry is chuckling into his bag of chips like there's something funny at the bottom. Its times like these I'm glad Jake isn't around. He left even earlier when his vamp-humping pretend girlfriend fell asleep at the butt crack of 11'oclock. Being this close to Bellugh, and smelling our pack mama this wet would have put his junk into overdrive and definitely raged a hard on for the remainder of the evening. Not to mention whoever ran patrol with him later tonight would have to listen to the mind numbing fantasy of him taking her doggystyle at First beach on repeat.

Kim and I were among the last to sit and watch the embers glow away. The only ones left were Sue and Billy engrossed about something or other and Seth was sitting Indian style in front of them, trying to pretend he's not totally homo-obsessed with anything Billy says. Leah was lurking around close by somewhere in the woods, waiting for her mom to go home. She takes walks a lot now. Old Quil had driven Quil and Embry home, and now just Paul poked around the other side of the fire, intent on roasting all the marshmallows left in the bag. Occasionally he looked up and nodded when Sue or Billy asked him to concur with something they said, but at least I knew he was only sticking around for the food.

Kim sighed a little when she rustled against me this time. I could tell the difference between these little signals she was giving me. I was fine tuned to them now. The way her sigh made her shoulders drop and the way her finger made little circles on the back of my hand clearly stated she was bored but depressed that the evening was over and she would have to go home.

I let her keep caressing my hand for a few more minutes before I grabbed hers and squeezed to let her know it was time. I stood up first; our hands still locked, and pulled her up too. It was sweet how she always had to readjust her shirt when she stood up, afraid someone might get a look and some bare skin somewhere. If only she knew how bare I wish she was most of the time. Holding hands again, we turned to face the grown ups. Sue raised her eyes and nodded a goodbye at Kim and Billy did the same in a more manly fashion to me. Seth looked up at both of us with a goofy wave and said "Bye guys". Paul could only be bothered to look up from his flaming mallow to touch two fingers to his forehead in a lazy salute. I knew he was probably waiting around now to get some one on one time with Leah. Fat chance, dicksplatter. Kim did that cute wiggle-her-fingers-next-to-her-face wave at the parents and turned us around to walk to the car. She never said much around the guys. It wasn't fear, just a little self conscious. We were a tight little family, and not that we weren't warm to the lady friends, but sometimes there was just a distinct "he-man, woman-hater club" vibe to our discussions. Even Leah had bigger balls than most regular guys. Kimmy didn't mind most of the time. She was just happy to be around. And I certainly was happy she was around, especially at time like this.

I was brought out of my retarded mind discussion by the vision before me. She had let go of my hand and felt confident enough by the light of the moon to walk ahead of me a few feet. Her ass. Oh her Ass. Her hands were in the pockets of her unzipped hoodie, stretching across her front so that they crossed over each other. This made the material of the back tight and accentuated her skinny little jeans and that glorious ass. My hands tingled with the ache to reach up and juice it. Seeing as this would seriously dampen my chances for later on, I choose the chivalrous path to her hips instead and wrapped both my arms around her in a vice grip. We both fumbled forward a little and she wrapped her arms around mine like doing a pull up and giggled (the first time I'd her voice in hours). The sound, mixed with feeling the front of her body through her hoodie and the already for mentioned fantastic ass, made little Jared pulse to an eye opening hardness. I couldn't help the moan I made into her neck. Her thin hood was up around her head now but I could just see in my mind the way her eyes rolled at my reaction. Little Jared and Kimmy had a very strict understanding. They only played when Kim was in the mood and only far, far from the prying ears of any other super hearing mythical creature/guy.

We were half way to the car now and I was suddenly a little bit sad knowing it would be three whole days before I could see her again. Her parents not being privy to the werewolf in-crowd, they kept insisting she attend these Podunk weddings for great, twice removed cousins constantly. It seemed every month she was going off to these ridiculous affairs. How many relatives of marrying age could she have? Her being so far away made me uneasy. Like anything could happen. She wasn't a trouble magnet like BellaMcclutsopants or anything, but I still felt better when I could touch her.
She finally reached up behind her to hold my cheek and whispered. "I'm glad I came"

"Me too, or rather, I'll be glad when you do it again later." I was pushing my luck but my little guy had yet to resend back down. I made my point firmer by pushing into her ass for effect. She giggled but quickly slapped my face and then rested the hand back on my cheek.

With a slightly annoyed tone she added "Sometimes I like you better when you're horny."

"Then you are really gunna love me tonight" I squeezed her a little tighter. "But seriously, I'm glad you did too. It's nice having my woman around when the pack has stuff like this. I dunno…it makes us seem more…official..kind of." She laughed a sigh and then I dropped my arms when I felt the frisky spring in her step she got when we reached the clearing where we parked. She walked to the driver side of her old accord and held her key ring above her head, feeling around her enormous amount of key chains and squinting by the light of the moon for the car key. I held the door handle waiting for the click and looked up to see her still squinting in determination with her tongue poked out the side of her mouth. I always forget about my wolf-vantages like night vision.

"So…what'd you think?" Finally finding the key, she opens the door and we both get inside.

"oh you know, it was great. Not gunna lie…..it was a bit hard to follow sometimes. But there was also something drawing about it…. Like a fairytale." She nodded to herself like she'd said something ridiculous and started the car. We pulled back onto the main road and she was already in comment mode. "Emily made me feel like we were in Lit class, all those notes….., I bet she got really good grades, well better than you anyway. And Sam! Did you see how awkward it was when everyone was making fun of him for Emily's randy hands?"

"Well yea she totally had the loo…wait what? You kn.." but he couldn't even finish a sentence before she was babbling about something else.

"Oh pleeeze..it wasn't nearly as bad as Jacob stealing looks at that Bella girl every 12 seconds like he wanted to know her reaction to everything in the story."

"Yea well, he's into her, A LOT if you can't tell." There was a silence as she readjusted her hands on the steering wheel.

"Do you think she's pretty?" Aha! One of these Womenfolk riddles carefully laid to trap unsuspecting weremen by the balls. You'd think the answer is easy, but that's where those of us that are unseasoned warriors make the mistake. How to decide…..

"Ummm…Jake thinks she is"

"You think she's pretty" There was no question this time. Just a slightly disappointed matter of fact statement.

"Not a chance. I like them a little tanner." I wiggled my eyebrows like a total Quil move.

"Well, there's no saying she's unattractive or anything, but there is something about her..a little egotistical maybe. Like she wants people to think she's harmless but maybe she's actually always playing an angle. I dunno. I feel sorry for Jacob. It's a shame he doesn't even get any play out of her. If what you've told me about these vampires is true, she's deaf, dumb, or blind to choose them over him. And really I don't understand why she gets both." She took a breath to adjust her bra strap that gave me a great view of some chest skin. "Besides, who would want a bloodsucking rock to get naked with anyway. If you ask my opinion, she's being kind of a cunt, and obviously not one Jake can get into."

It was after monologues like this one where I had to roll my tongue up from the floor that I was positive this was the woman who would carry my children. She may not say much around anybody but me, but she was always watching. And always pulled out vocab words that made me seriously dream about what the inside of her thighs tasted like. But again, off on another tangent before I could catch my wind.

"Oh and Seth is just getting adorable. He really has grown overnight. I bet you he would love to go out with Amy's little sister. And I bet he would reall.." this time I didn't let her finish before I made a hacking gagging sound like I was about to throw up, which she subsequently hit the back of my head for. The rest of the ride was spent picking our favorite parts of the stories and sneaking my hand onto her thigh one finger at a time. When we got to my street she pulled over on the curb and cut the car off. This was our normal awkward moment. We hadn't done the deed yet, oh who I am kidding? We hadn't even climber Mt. Oral. But touching was permitted, and touching certain body parts to other certain unconventional body parts happened on occasion. But it was never pre-determined .And always left me wanting more in a very dangerous and uncontrollable way. I always hinted that more would be nice, but I never pressured her. She was my everything and no matter how much I would never admit to anyone out loud, making sure she was happy was all I needed. Plus even though she talked big, she was actually pretty nervous about this stuff and far less experienced than me in my few sexual encounters. I don't think she was apposed to being physical I think it just overwhelmed her and at a little scary at the moment.

"So ummm, I guess I'll see you when I get back from Oregon. It's only three days."

"Yea, only" I made sure to drop my head and pout my lip on the second word"

"Oh don't be such a baby; you know I would stay with you if my parents were allowed to know…" She was testing the waters again. I told her the law over and over. Imprints were permitted. Parents of imprints didn't make the cut.

"Baby, you know the rules" She twisted in her seat and brought one leg up under the wheel."

"Dumb"

"Its ok I guess, cause I would just be running a lot anyway. Double shifts this weekend you know"

"I know, I know, I just get so frustrated when they ask me stuff and I don't have answers cause nothing make sense. Like that time in February when I came in with those heat spots all over my neck like I'd been sunburned. Just because we decided making out was better than actually watching Push in the movie theatre. I wasn't even wearing the parka and mittens I'd worn out of the house into the snow. She was convinced we'd done drugs or something."

" Oh Hannah, how she would adore me if she just knew secretly deep down how much she already loves me."

" Pfff right, she thinks I can do better. She says it all the time…oh oh! And that time we followed my parents to Canada For Charlie's gymnastic competition and I had to come up with a lame excuse as to why we couldn't drive the 6 miles through "Cullen territory" and had to go around on the fucking 46 mile detour?!?!"

"What can I say? Your guy has particular extracurricular activities. And you still would prefer me to…" and I was lost again in her bra adjusting. Before I could register what I was doing, my body filled the gap between us and she was pinned up to her window.

" MMm…you know…..if this keeps up…..I'll forget all about the….wedding." She was trying to be coy as I suckled down her neck.

"That's…..exactly…the point." I said between mini-hickeys. My hard-on was back in full force, and all I wanted to do was close my eyes and imagine burying it so deep inside..

"Oh, mmmmm, yea.." She was killing me and she didn't know how dangerous it was to try to kill me these days. I had to do something or my blue balls were gunna explode. Her flexi legs were now spread sideways on either side of me. And I was on my knees with the middle console flipped up and out the way.

"Oh Jar…Jared….your fingers..I need." No need to go on, I pleaded internally. This was diagram #356 in the book called things I want to do to you at the drop of a hat. My fingers unzipped her pants and then went back to feeling her boob through her shirt and restraining her neck as much as I thought I could without hurting her. She pushed back a little so I could lie back on my chair and she could stand on her knees to bring her pants down. After a lot of uncomfortable shimmying, both legs were out and my princess's scent flooded that Honda like a beach in Thailand. She leaned over me and our eyes locked for the briefest of moments. But I was impatient and was moving her panties aside and playing with her folds before she could register. She closed and threw her head back and started panting I poked one finger and made sure to take care and lap up all the juice. She kept rubbing herself onto my finger and panted louder. A 2nd finger was added and I gripped her hip with my other hand. Judging by how wet she was it wasn't going to take long.

" Oh , oh Jared….."

"That's it baby, That's it….oh fuuck."

"Jared, deeper….deeper."

" Oh OH, youre so wet for me."

"MMMMMM…"

And just like that, three more good plunges and m'Lady was choking my digits with the sweetest, wettest pussy in the world. I let her come down for a few minutes and then slowly took them out of her. My blue balls be damned, this was my life. Her warm, slightly shaking body collapsing on top of me as I bestow a chaste kiss to her forehead. She put her pants back on and mumbled something about getting beauty sleep and then we had a long passionate kiss before she kicked me to the curb. I watched her drive away and had to start reciting Spanish verbs so that when I furploded in a couple of seconds, whoever was already wolfed out wouldn't get a birds eye view of Kimmy's scrumptious sweaty bod. And……yep, just enough useless drabble to get stark naked in my front yard hulk out into my alter ego.

I started running down towards the cliffs impulsively. I could her Quil finishing his second lap.

" Soooo..things went well for you I guess?"

"You could say that, if by well you mean slippery and fantastic."

"Then that's definitely what I mean." And then as if a dam exploded, images of naked Bella flooded our minds. Her bent over and spread wide in front of the piece of white driftwood. She was moaning and sighing louder this time, and I swear he imagined slapping her left ass cheek.

"Ugggh…sorry guys, I was really trying"

"Jaaaaake, this is like Cinemax trainer porn, either get out of our heads our get a new position."

** so, give me thought**