Sorry, I Failed

Summary: Poem… Hitsugaya's… Hinamori – comatose… Thoughts…. Read… Review…Afterwards…

Don't ask me... A poem I made… Hitsugaya's POV… Just read then review!!! It would be appreciated… I'm tired of my current life… Grrrrr….

I walked to your room. You had been like that for weeks. I wonder how're you… Are you gonna return??? Will you stay…? Will you have gone on??? Will you leave me alone???

It broke my heart to see you sad,

To see the darkness in your eyes.

To show that there is something bad,

To show you're tired of their lies.

I want to help you but couldn't,

I never thought this could have happened.

It rips my heart to know such things,

I wish you would get back here please.

I stare at you forever. I want to let you know about a lot of things but I just couldn't. I just don't know. Maybe I can't… Maybe not yet….

Why does this have to happen?

Why did I let this happen???

It's all for me to blame, I know

I wish you'll forgive me, and let me know.

I wanted to protect you,

But why'd I failed to do so?

I dedicated my life to you,

But wrong I am, I know.

I stare through you… I wanted to cry but I can't. Why could this be so hard? I wanna let go of everything now you're half – dead. I remember that day sooo bad. When you had… When you had… I never felt this bad… (Cups face in his hands and tries to relax)

As you cried all by yourself,

I try to cry along, instead.

To show that I'm here for you

But you just cannot see me too?

My broken heart called out,

And tried to communicate with you.

But sadly, shattered, your heart.

You deflected everything true.

I was about to leave when I heard you whisper. I was shocked. "To…shi…ro…" My jaw drop… You were there. You haven't left me. I wanted to cry now. I held your hand and pressed my lips to it… I want you to be with me… Suddenly, tears fell from your still closed eyes and I froze again.

I don't want to see this,

I never wanted to make you cry.

I wanted to make you see

That you're the most important to me.

Its hard to say things but I'm here.

I'm the shoulder for your tears

I'll protect you no matter what.

I'll never break your heart.

I feel it. I feel these tears form in my eyes. I feel my eternal longing's been eased even for a while. I want to stay. I want you to stay. I want you to return to me. I believe in you. I trust you. I love you… And now I'm crying in front of you. My tears cascading just like some times when yours do. I wanted to tell you so long ago. I really, sincerely, and will always be loving you.

As each promise I give to stay.

As they are told each day.

But first I have to say.

I'm very sorry that I failed.

Never will you ever cry.

Never will you break down.

I will never break your heart.

I'll never let you down no matter what.

---Morning-----

Momo wakes up… She was startled with the feeling of a hand in hers. She looks and finds it was her friend Toshiro. Smiling, she kisses him in the forehead. She said, "Thank you" then she closes her eyes once more to rest but she knows she'll be fine after an hour. So believe in miracles from the heart.

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