Hello hello! Long time no see, fanfiction realm!
How have you all been? Has 2018 been treating you well so far? I hope so. I got off to kind of a weird, but not bad, start, and I'm super excited to post my first project of the year!
The moment I found out about CLAMP Femslash Week I knew I had to participate and I knew I had to write about Tohru and Saya, because I love them, plus I think their relationship is really interesting and super important and wanted to examine it. Each chapter will be following a prompt each day for the event, but it's all connected. Obviously I'm going to be taking some liberties, but I hope you'll come along with me anyway.
The first prompt is OTP, so I figure... Let me start off the week right with something delicious.
Anything else? Oh yes, the fic's title is from Spellbound by AC/DC, and the title of this chapter is from Hells Bells, also by AC/DC.
"Good night," Saya whispered, sliding her bedroom door shut. Guilt immediately bubbled up from the spring deep inside her, but she closed her eyes and took steadying breaths to suppress it. She hated the lie she lived and she hated hurting her family this way, but there was no other option. Besides, the immediate prospect made her inevitable punishment worth it.
She began to walk down the hall, the sounds of her footsteps and the cicadas and Tokyo's distant traffic strangely magnified in the darkness. She paused briefly at the children's bedrooms to make sure everyone was sleeping soundly, then hurried on, her heart speeding up with her step. She came to a stop outside the door she was looking for and immediately felt goose bumps rise up and down her arms. She knocked.
After barely five seconds, the door slid open, revealing Tohru, lit from behind by the moonlight filtering in through the windows. She was dressed in that old band t-shirt and underwear, her long hair falling in messy waves around her shoulders. She smiled, and Saya shivered at a surge of her power, of her feelings for her, of how the hours of catching up and small talk and family had been torturous. Wordlessly, Tohru took Saya into her arms, guiding her carefully into the room. Saya made a soft noise of satisfaction and wrapped her arms tight around her, pressing their bodies together and burying her face in her neck. She felt different, after years apart and extenuating circumstances, but still so achingly familiar, and Saya felt suddenly hot in her arms.
Tohru closed her eyes, taking a second to relish the feel of Saya, the crisp cotton of her nightgown caressing the soft curves of her body, her silky hair and her breath at her neck. Keeping her eyes closed, Tohru nosed gently against Saya's cheek and ear, smelling her hair as her lips ghosted against her skin. Saya let out the softest of breathy moans and Tohru felt heat rush between her legs. After a moment, she pulled away just enough to slide the door shut. Saya made a faint noise of protest, but then Tohru tenderly held the sides of her face in her hands. They stared hard at each other, and all the emotions that came with their reunion rushed up between them like a geyser, only now it was expressing more, those more primal, lustful feelings they'd had to keep in check all day.
"I've missed you so much, Saya," Tohru breathed. Saya smiled, her hands finding Tohru's shoulders and holding them tight.
"I've missed you too," she replied, the words coming from deep inside, making her stomach twist and heart skip. Tohru closed her eyes in a soft gasp, but then met Saya's gaze again, heat and power and need rushing up between them.
"I love you," she whispered, before kissing her full on the lips. Saya moaned, the kiss echoing through her body, making her almost dizzy. It was even better than she remembered and she held tight to Tohru's shoulders and opened her mouth, completely wanting and receptive. Tohru groaned into their kiss, feeling an almost relief in her entire body as she kissed Saya deeper, breathing hard through her nose. She kept one hand on her cheek and brought the other to her waist, pulling her into a protective embrace as she thrust her tongue into her mouth.
Saya dragged her hands down Tohru's chest, moaning softly as she felt her breasts through her t-shirt, the t-shirt she still had after all these years, and her heart swelled. Tohru arched her back, pressing forward into the touch and letting go of their kiss with a soft groan. Saya squeezed her breasts and rubbed her thumbs back and forth over her nipples, hard under the soft fabric. Tohru moaned quietly and dragged one hand down Saya's back to grip her ass, causing fresh arousal to surge up inside both of them. Saya met her gaze, her eyes shining with the force of all she was feeling and how badly she wanted it.
"I love you too," she whispered, and then they were kissing again, harder this time. Tohru pressed her thigh between Saya's legs and she shivered and rocked her hips back and forth, grinding teasingly against her. Tohru gasped against her lips, her entire body shuddering in excitement as she felt how hot and wet she was, the thin fabric of her underwear soaked through in an incredibly cruel tease. She wanted to touch her, taste her, really start pleasing her, and when she could stand it no longer she reached for the hem of Saya's nightgown and pulled it up, breaking their kiss for a fraction of a second to take it off. It fell gracefully to the floor beside them, and Tohru let out a moan of longing as the heat inside her began to boil. Saya's body gleamed in the moonlight, her smooth skin, softly heaving chest, dark and wanting eyes and shivering thighs. "Tohru," she moaned, shifting her hips lustfully. Tohru closed her eyes and leaned her head back in a soft gasp, her own name searing her nerves. She then sank to her knees, wrapped her arms around Saya and rubbed her face against her belly.
"Mm…"
"Oh god…" Saya closed her eyes, tenderly held Tohru's head against her with one hand and stroked her hair with the other. "Oh god!" Tohru brought her hands to her thighs and began to kiss along her lower belly, her hips, her pubic bone. "Ah!" It was soft and subtle but it set Saya's body on fire. Fresh heat rushed up her neck, between her legs, and she ached for more stimulation. Tohru dug her fingers into her thighs and her ass, breathing deeply through her nose, so aware of Saya's need, of her own. She slowly rose to her feet, dragging her lips and the tip of her nose up Saya's belly and chest and hands up her thighs and waist as she did so. At last she got undressed, tossing her shirt over her shoulder and kicking her underwear aside, then shaking her hair out of her face. Saya moaned in longing as she did the same, her eyes roving up and down Tohru's body before fixing upon her face. Immediately they held each other close again, their hands all over each other as they kissed almost fiercely. Tohru felt a head rush at finally getting the skin to skin contact, at sharing their lust, their desire, their love.
"Let's lie down," Tohru gasped, between kisses, beginning to walk Saya towards the bed. However, Saya just smiled, reached between Tohru's legs and pressed her fingers up against her, letting out a soft cry at how wet and full she was. Tohru's entire body shuddered in arousal, but almost before she could completely register the sensation, Saya took her hand away. Tohru shuddered again, the ghost of the touch echoing inside her as she stared at Saya with desperate eyes. Saya brought her fingers to her lips and began to lick them clean. She moaned, her body singing as she tasted her, heard her shocked and excited cry. She took her hand away with a smile, her lips still parted seductively, and Tohru pulled her into yet another passionate kiss, thrusting her tongue into her mouth, chasing the taste. Saya shivered in her arms and thrust her hips forward, feeling so turned on it was almost painful. Thankfully, Tohru pulled out of their kiss to stare her hard in the face. "Let's lie down," she said again, a little more firmly this time. Saya nodded gratefully and lay down in bed at once, her legs spread and chest heaving in the moonlight. Tohru lay on top of her, her long hair falling along either side of their faces as she kissed her hard on the lips, dragging her hands down her chest to cup her breasts, warm and heavy and glorious. Saya arched up into the touch and wrapped her legs around Tohru's waist.
"Please," she breathed, desperately, and Tohru felt the words in her entire body, gripping and releasing her, making her inner walls throb. She just nodded, breathing hard, and pulled away to begin kissing her neck, her collarbones, finally making her way to her breasts she was still holding so reverently. She exhaled slowly against her skin before taking her nipple into her mouth, swirling her tongue around it and sucking. Saya hastily stifled her cry and pressed her chest forward into Tohru's mouth, the sensation making her whole body shudder gratefully. She entangled her fingers in Tohru's hair, feeling almost dizzy from pleasure and desire for more, the heat and pressure inside her scorching.
"You feel so good," Tohru whispered, moving to her other breast, kissing and licking and sucking, while she carefully slid her hand down between her legs to finally press her fingers up against her.
"Oh god!" Saya cried, softly, her thighs tensing around Tohru's waist, making her smile through her violent shiver of arousal. She moved her fingers carefully back and forth, her labia hot and full and slippery with want. Tohru took her mouth away to look Saya in the face, and they shared yet another surge of arousal. "Please…" Saya said again, in barely more than a whisper. Tohru gave her one last kiss on the lips before sliding down her body, kissing tenderly all the way, and brought her thighs up over her shoulders. Saya swallowed and heat flooded her body as she stared between her legs, alive with anticipation. Tohru locked eyes with her, then smiled, powerful and enigmatic as ever but so loving and tender and wanting.
"I love you," she whispered, spreading Saya apart with her thumbs. Saya's toes curled and she let out the softest of needy cries.
"I love you too, I-" but the rest of her sentence was drowned in another cry as Tohru placed one last kiss on her pubic bone, then dragged her tongue slowly and gloriously up her slit. She closed her eyes for a moment to relish it, then opened them to lock with Saya's, both women wearing exultant expressions.
"You're so perfect," Tohru said, quietly, and before Saya could reply she was back for more, spreading her tongue to lick her up and down, gloriously slow and reverent. Saya gasped and shifted her hips back and forth, chasing the pleasure and begging for more. Tohru swallowed and spread her wider apart, darting her tongue inside for the tiniest second. Saya cried out and immediately clapped her hand to her mouth to stifle her moan as Tohru slowly drew her tongue up again, then circled her clit but made no contact. Saya's inner walls throbbed and she grabbed a fistful of Tohru's hair, not pushing her anywhere but needing the contact. Tohru let out a low, guttural moan at the touch, and though her body was begging her to stop teasing and fuck Saya into loving oblivion, she managed to stay in control. She swallowed and moved to Saya's labia, taking one side between her lip and tongue, sucking more firmly. Saya cried out hard into her own hand as her clit pulsed and her thighs began to shake.
"Yes!" She gasped, and Tohru moaned and moved to the other side, sucking her soft but so good before pulling away, leaving her breathing hard and shuddering. She looked blearily down at Tohru, her lips parted and chest heaving. "More!" Tohru smiled, her own eyes darkening lustfully as she brought her hands to Saya's thighs, adjusting her position so her hips were lifted, leaving her gloriously exposed and ready. Tohru leaned forward, and Saya could feel her hot breath on her oversensitive skin, but then she took her clit into her mouth and a tidal wave of pleasure crashed through her body, wiping out all but the sensations, her curling toes, throbbing inner walls and seizing muscles. "Oh my-" But she had no idea what she was even saying; pleasure was shocking every nerve of her body like an electric charge. They'd only just gotten started but the heat and pressure inside her was already at the bursting point.
Tohru just kept going, feeling almost high from Saya's pleasure, from her taste and feel and voice. She was desperate to make her come, the thought alone was almost too much after being denied it for so long. She pulled away for a second to catch her breath, and Saya looked up at her with huge, disbelieving eyes, but then Tohru swallowed and was back for more, sucking luxuriously on her clit, moving her tongue back and forth in exactly the right way. Saya's thighs shook violently and her belly pulled in and up and her grip on Tohru's hair was painful.
"I, oh, please, OH!" Saya came suddenly, her entire body shuddering with the force of it, the sensation electric as it shocked through her nerves. Her mind went gloriously blank and her face contorted with pleasure as she let out a strangled cry. Tohru pulled away at once, gasping against her, her gaze burning as she watched Saya come. However, rather than satisfy her, it set her very soul ablaze. Wordlessly she got to her knees and turned Saya over onto her belly, deliberate but still careful. The action jolted Saya back to the present, to how wet and hot and full she still was, to Tohru's almost painful desire for her. She looked wide eyed at her over her shoulder, but Tohru just slid her arm under her to lift her hips. Saya moaned gratefully and melted into the support, her lower back arching deeply and legs spreading wide. Tohru closed her eyes for a moment, Saya so wanting and beautiful, hot flushed skin and sweaty hair, was almost too much. Then, with her free hand she carefully pressed her first two fingers up against her, letting out another low, guttural moan at how obviously turned on she still was.
"You feel so good," she told her again, quietly, teasing her before sinking her fingers inside. Saya threw her head back in ecstasy, barely containing her cry. Her inner walls pulled in tight around Tohru's fingers as another tidal wave of pleasure crashed through her body and mind, reminding her viscerally and gratefully how it felt to be touched this way. She started rocking her hips against Tohru's fingers, looking desperately for more friction, and she obliged at once, drawing her hand back and thrusting in again, over and over, hard and fast and deep. Saya buried her face in a pillow to hide ecstatic moan after ecstatic moan. The friction, the speed, it was perfect, and then Tohru curved her fingers in exactly the right way and Saya's entire body seized up in pleasure.
"Just like that!" She cried, though she was barely aware of it; she was so completely in her body, in her pleasure, in the woman she loved above all else. "Just like that! JUST like that!" Tohru bit down on her lip and breathed hard through her nose, her body on fire but mind sharply aware as she watched Saya take her fingers, felt her throb and squeeze around them, heard her moan and beg for more. She thrust her fingers in as deep as they would go, then pressed them down and moved them in a glorious circle against her sweet spot, making her cry out and thighs shake. "OH!" Tohru took a sharp breath in and kept going, her rhythm harder and faster than ever. In her gloriously oversensitive state, it was almost too much for Saya, but she was too far gone to even think of telling Tohru. She came suddenly again, taking them both by surprise as her inner walls throbbed, hard, around Tohru's fingers. Again her mind blanked gloriously as all of the heat and pressure building inside her rushed out through her body. Her thighs gave way and she collapsed onto the bed, shuddering and gasping and momentarily spent.
Tohru carefully took both hands away, though remained close as Saya came down. She brought her wet fingers up to her mouth and sucked them clean, moaning in satisfaction before placing a tender kiss just above Saya's sacrum, then between her shoulder blades, then carefully moving her hair out of the way to kiss the back of her neck. The kisses started to bring Saya back to Earth, though her mind was still gooey with pleasure. She swallowed and turned to smile at Tohru, then rolled onto her side and reached for her, needing more than anything to be in her arms. Tohru lay beside her and pulled her close at once, rubbing her face in her hair and kissing her on the top of the head.
"That was incredible," Saya breathed in a deeply satisfied voice. Tohru laughed softly and kissed her on the forehead.
"Good," she breathed back. Saya wanted to say more, but in that moment she was feeling way too good. They'd have time to talk in the morning, and right now…
"Let me," she said, softly, bringing her hand down to once more press up between Tohru's legs. Tohru cried out, the touch radiating out through her body, reminding her of the need she'd been ignoring. She kissed Saya hard on the lips, thrusting her tongue into her mouth and digging her fingers into her skin. Saya moaned into the kiss, teasing her deliciously with her fingers, knowing a deep surge of arousal at how turned on she was, how good she was about to make her feel. "How would you like it?" She asked, softly, between kisses. In answer, Tohru just kissed her harder and rolled her onto her back. She came to straddle her hips and tossed her hair out of her eyes.
"Like this," she said, her heart swelling in her chest as she remembered, suddenly and viscerally, their first time ever doing this, in this same position but so many years ago. Saya's eyes widened and she felt a surge of Tohru's power, energy and love, making her heart swell and throat tighten. They stayed there a moment, just looking at each other, before she reached up with her free hand, inviting Tohru into a kiss. Tohru shivered against her, and this time it was entirely emotional. Her heart pounded against her ribs and she kissed Saya deeper, thrusting her tongue into her mouth with a moan. Saya began to move her hand, gently teasing her and spreading her apart. Tohru pulled out of their kiss and rested her forehead against Saya's, her breath harsh and shallow. "Like this," she said again. Saya gave her one last kiss on the lips.
"Like this," she echoed, and slipped her fingers inside. Tohru let out a hard groan and closed her eyes, instantly pulling in tight around them. Saya shivered in excitement, spreading her fingers and moving them slowly in and out, feeling the sensation all the way up her arm. Tohru kissed her again and cupped her breasts with both hands, and they stayed there a while, just sharing breath and energy and pleasure. Eventually, Tohru pulled out of their kiss and straightened up, her hands still on Saya's breasts. She gasped softly, the new position forcing Saya's fingers into a deeply pleasurable angle. Saya smiled, knowing exactly how she was feeling as she began to move her hips, grinding hard and delicious against her hand.
"Oh god," she groaned, the friction perfect on her oversensitive skin, and began to move faster. Saya let out a soft cry and curved her fingers forward and Tohru bit down on her lip to hold back her own cry, the sensation like an electric charge through her body. Saya's breath sped up as she watched Tohru, feeling her pleasure in her own body as though they were in tune. It was beautiful to watch, her hips moving in an erotic rhythm, her skin catching the moonlight while contrasting beautifully with her dark hair, the look on her face as she brought herself closer and closer to ecstasy by her hand.
"Tohru," she moaned, softly, pressing her thumb against her full, pulsing clit and rubbing it in insistent circles. Tohru threw her head back in a hard cry of ecstasy, her hair catching the light in a graceful arc. Her toes curled and her thighs seized up around Saya's hips as she moved even faster, the pleasure inside and outside making her head spin. Her belly pulled in and up and she gasped for breath, drowning in the sensation, in Saya.
"OH!" With a hard cry, Tohru came, more intensely than she had done in a very long time, her inner walls throbbing around Saya's fingers in deeply pleasurable spasms that gripped and released her entire body. She closed her eyes as her mind blanked gloriously, though she continued to rock her hips back and forth, riding out the pleasure, before collapsing forward on top of Saya, who wrapped her arms tight around her. Tohru buried her face in her neck, gasping and shuddering, kissing her skin and smelling her hair. Saya licked her fingers clean with a residual shiver of pleasure, then began to rub up and down Tohru's back and stroke her hair. They said nothing for a long time, just laid together, until their heartbeats slowed down and their breath returned to a natural rhythm. Finally, Tohru pressed into the bed to lift her chest up, and she gave Saya a radiant smile. "That was fantastic," she said, her voice slow and languid. Saya returned her smile and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. Tohru closed her eyes at the touch, feeling so aware of everything between them.
"I'm glad," Saya replied, quietly, her heart swelling in her chest.
"Will you stay with me the rest of the night?" Tohru asked, unable to stand the alternative.
"I'll stay with you always, you know that," Saya whispered, her overfull heart throbbing. Tohru swallowed, and they could both feel the inevitable conversation they'd have, the guilt and the fear of the shared knowledge. However, as always, they both pushed it aside and embraced each other again.
"I love you, Saya," Tohru whispered.
"I love you too." They got under the covers and curled up in each other's arms. They were bound by destiny, by choice, but most importantly by devotion.
I hope you all liked it, see you tomorrow for the next chapter!
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