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AN. *This was my very first fic. I hope you guys like it. Let me know if I should continue or stop where I am. Well here goes!
Bpov
Buzzzz buzz
It was the persistent buzzing of my alarm clock trying to wake me from my slumber. I reached over quickly and pressed the snoozed button, trying to silence it before it woke the sweet sleeping baby girl in the next room. I try and listen for her little cry, but I hear nothing. I am so glad she is still sound asleep.
I had a long night with studying for my finals, washing clothes and getting this house clean and in order. It is so hard sometimes being a single mother, but I think I am doing a pretty good job ( I hope so anyways). I lie back down to try and get at least ten more minutes of sleep. But as soon as my head hit the pillow I heard it, that small little whine from baby girl letting me know she was awake.
I forced my weak and starved of sleep body to roll out of bed. I put on my slippers and robe and made my way down the still dark hallway. I stuck my head in and there she was standing in her crib looking over the rail at me with those big beautiful brown eyes. Those eyes melted my heart just like her daddy's did. She was so much like him with her jet black hair, soft brown skin and those perfect little red lips. He would be so proud to call her his.
I made my way over to her crib. She reached up her tiny hands and whimpered for me to pick her up. How could I resists? I took my precious child in my arms and kissed her fat little chubby cheeks.
"How is mommy's little angel this morning?" I whisper to her. She snuggled her little head in the crook ok my neck with a sigh of contentment.
She was my life, a blessing from god. I never knew I could love anything or anyone so unconditionally so completely. My heart was so full of love; I felt like it would burst. It has been a hard road to travel, but this sweet gift made it all worth it. All the pain and heartache I endured this past year was worth this perfect little reward. I would not change a single thing that would prevent me from standing here with her in my arms.
I stood there rocking her back and forth enjoying this valuable moment. I lay my head on hers humming and swaying. I look down at her little face to find that she has fallen back asleep. I could hear her sweet pint-sized snores and even breaths. I sat down in the rocking chair next to her crib and thought back to just how I got here; something I always found myself doing even when tried my hardest not to.
~Two years earlier~
I am feeling so many different emotions right now. This is my first year of college and I'm here alone thousands of miles away from home and my family. It is so exciting, yet I'm scared out of my mind.
As I took in the sights I made my way around campus and to my very first class. (Breathe Bella breathe. you are not the only one here miles away from their family and lonely)I kept telling myself.
When I had finally made it to my class, I was the first person there. I pulled my computer book out of my book bag and hyped myself for the class. Other students start to file in and fill up the seats around me. That is when I saw him. He was magnificent. I had never seen anyone so prefect, so beautiful. He stood at 6ft 7in about 180 lbs. (I'm guessing). He was truly breathtaking with his thick jet black hair, Flawless copper brown skin. I could not take my eyes off of him. He was wearing a pair of dark blue jeans and a light blue polo shirt that fit him perfectly. Oh my, this boy was just too fine for his own good.
As soon as we made eye contact and he smiled that smile at me, I knew he would somehow change my life. I tore my eyes from his as he made his way to the empty seat right next to me. It seemed like he was moving in slow motion. As soon as he sat down he turned in his seat to look at me and introduced himself.
"Hi, I'm Jacob Black." he held out his hand for me to shake.
"Oh, I 'm Isabella Swan, mm…my friends call me Bella." I replied, while reaching out and taking his hand and shook it. Nice strong hands.
"Nice to meet you Bella. " He said with that same grin on his face.
"Nice to meet you too." I finally got out, trying not to make eye contact again.
And oh my goodness the way this boy smelled made my mouth water. Oh yeah I could tell he would be trouble. The teacher came in and started class, but I could not keep from staring at this gorgeous creature sitting so close next to me. (Close your mouth Bella stop drooling all over yourself). What is wrong with me? I had to get a hold on myself. I just know he had to have seen me staring. He probably thought I was some kind of crazy person. How am I going to make it through the semester with this kind of distraction? (God help me). I prayed to myself.
After sitting there for an hour and fifteen minutes trying to concentrate on what the teacher was saying but failing miserably, the bell rang signaling our class had come to an end. I tried to get my things together quickly so I wouldn't make a bigger fool of myself. Oopps, too late, I managed to drop my books on the poor boy's foot. He bent down to help me pick up everything.( Ohbaby, he's polite and fine.)
"Oh I …I'm so sorry, You don't have to help….I can get it." I said trying to pick up my stuff but he beat me to it.
"No please let me help you its ok" Jake said. Picking up my books and smiling up at me, showing off his beautiful pearly whites. I could almost see my reflection in them.( I hope my teeth look that good.) I thought to myself as I skimmed my tongue across teeth.
"Well , uh… nice to meet you and thanks and I..I am sorry about that." I stuttered grabbing my things and high tailing it out of there. I wanted to look back but I couldn't chance it; plus I needed to watch where I was going I didn't want to run into something or knock anyone down.
(I am so freaking clumsy) .I thought to myself.