AN: This is Leia's journal during the trip to Bespin, through which I have tried to present their days but just through her eyes. These first few are a little awkward in their style as, 1) I have never been able to keep a journal myself, and 2) I am not going to do any editing at this time other than spelling, grammar and such. Also, this starts on the 3rd day of the trip as, in my mind, the majority of the first 2 days is portrayed in the movie.

The characters aren't mine but some of the situations I threw them into came entirely from my imagination with no other sources involved.

Enjoy!

-LLL/LOS

DAY 3

ENTRY 1

Wow, look at me, writing in a journal.

Woo!

Well, I guess if it helps my sanity it's not bad. Though if the "Captain" is any indication, my sanity will be the least of my worries, since I'll be worrying about my life.

Oh there he is knocking on his…my door, telling me dinner's ready. Wish me luck little journal.

Dinner was…okay, considering Han was there. Chewie actually made us a rather good stew, which is amazing since I've never liked stew.

Chewie tried to get our minds off things by suggesting we maybe stick 3P0 in the cockpit to watch and maybe put a holo in. The look on Han's face was priceless. He HATES 3P0. Eventually we got him to agree to it. I came in to use the fresher while they got the holos out to see what we're gonna watch.

I figure I should say that Han is letting me use his cabin, and he's sleeping in the crew quarters, which is new for him. Usually I just sleep in the crew quarters.

I better go before he wonders what I'm up to.

We watched DEMI ROW and I can truthfully say, I have no clue what happened in the whole thing because I was watching Han and Chewie and just thinking.

I remember the first time I saw that holo, when I was at the university. A friend got it right after it came out, and I'm pretty sure I liked it then but I don't know.

The holo was over before I knew it and Han caught me staring at him. But instead of his usual teasing he just smiled and told me good night.

He's never really been like this before so why is he doing it now?

I don't think I will ever understand that man.