A/N This is my first run at a fanfiction so if you don't like it sorry but I'm trying. :)

Tsukune ghoul thoughts/inner moka thoughts

Thoughts of anyone

It was like any other morning for tsukune. He awoke in his dorm room pulling his right arm to rest on his forehead. The holy lock dangled in front of his eyes. Watching the lock sway back and forth tsukune replayed the events with hokuto and the great barrier. He had wanted to save everyone all on his own this time and yet he fell short. Not only relying on moka but in the end relying on his enemy.

Pitiful he thought to himself.

"How will i ever impress and win her over when i can't protect anyone?" this time the words came out of his mouth but he was still speaking to himself.

Realizing this was nothing more than procrastation on his part he sat up and got out of bed. Continuing his normal morning routine her then showered and started to get dressed in his school uniform. A sigh escaped his lips as he slowly tighten his red tie, leaving it slightly loose. Approaching his dorm room door he slipped on his shoes and opened the door in a very fluid fashion. Proceeding downstairs he ran his right hand through his hair.

It'll never be straight he thought bringing his hand back to his side.

Exiting the boys dorm he squinted trying to help adjust his eyes to the sunshine(what little there was anyway). Before he could finish squinting though his face was covered, no buried, in darkness. He recognized the scent and managed to squeeze out a few words to greet the blue haired succubus.

"Good morning kurumu." He said through her yellow sweater which was basically attached to his face.

Kurumu giggled but spoke as well, "Oh good morning tsukune! How do you like the view today?" Tsukune couldn't see her face but if he could he would've seen her blushing slightly.

Before he could answer her question the succubus was removed from his face. Tsukune looked down to see kurumu rubbing her head where a washtub had slammed into her. A slight chuckle escaped tsukune's throat as kurumu stood up and began to yell at the tiny witch. Yukari was yelling right back at her, something along the lines of how he would suffocate one day. As the two bickered over tsukune's well being moka walked up to join the gang.

"Morning tsukune," she said holding onto his arm.

Smiling back tsukune greeted her as well,"Morning moka...and to you as well mizore." He shot the last part behind everyone to a tree where the purple haired girl had poked out her head.

The whole gang was here for their morning "walk" to class. All the guys in school envied tsukune. Not only did he have one or two beautiful girls following him he had four. Even thought yukari was four years younger some guys still went for that. Most every guy at youkai academy wanted to be tsukune aono. He was better than average looking and he had defeated more than one strong foe at the academy. Plus the man had a fucking harem at his call at all times, who wouldn't want that? The five of them continued to walk to class. Kurumu on one arm, moka on the other, yukari on moka's other arm, and mizore from a safe yet close enough distance. As they walked through the front gates tsukune meet the glare of almost every other guy at the school. All except gin of course. Gin was steadily approaching the five of them as they walked in the front gates.

"Tsukune!," Gin called,"Man we gotta go me and you. Come on." Without explaining he grabbed the very confused tsukune and rushed off. The four girls all stood bewildered at the event. Gin and tsukune had become rather close after all the events that had transpired. They were even trying to work together to write more articles for the newspaper.

"Gin where are we going? If you are taking me to peep on some girl you better let go now. You know i hate it when you do that!" Tsukune said as he followed yet slightly resisted gin. Gin just laughed as he continued to pull tsukune along to where ever they were heading. Finally gin let go of tsukune's arm and turned to face him. Gin was smiling and chuckling for some strange reason.

"Ok man i brought you out here to have a little meeting. Now no one can know about anything that is going on here ok?" Gin asked looking serious for once. Tsukune only nodded, being at a loss for words. After he nodded gin started to smile again as ruby appeared beside gin. Ruby smiled at tsukune then waved her wand and created a barrier around them.

"Tsukune the holy lock will break one day and you will die becoming a mindless ghoul." Ruby began, "But what we are going to do is try and train you to control that power and keep control. This barrier will keep anyone else from seeing, hearing, or knowing about what is going on. Also the barrier can create any landscape to fight in. Now we are going to slowly release the seal made by the holy lock but not enough to kill you. This way you can train to control it while fighting-" She was cut off by gin's voice.

"Me! After all I am an S class monster just like moka. If things ever get to out of hand and ruby can't stop you then i can." Gin was smiling at his friend who looked rather confused by the whole situation.

"Oooook," Tsukune started to speak,"but why do i need to learn to control my ghoul side now? I mean the holy lock only has like three cracks on it. Plus i have class." Ruby threw up her hand as if to stop him from saying any more.

"Look tsukune it's not that we can't wait it's just that if we do and another incident occurs like with hokuto we could all lose you. I even convinced the headmaster to lend my some items that will help in your training." Ruby looked so sincere and worried about the ghoul-boy. Tsukune let out a sigh and nodded again.

"Ok fine. So what is the plan? We just gonna do this everyday?" He asked holding the holy lock in the left hand.

"No no not everyday that would be way to crazy for me and you." Gin said shaking his hands in front of his torso. "We are gonna start with every week maybe longer depending on how it goes today. But that doesn't mean either one of us needs to hold back at all. Ruby has all kinds of magic items backed up to help heal us and keep us in check." Gin was smiling again while he started cracking his back and knuckles. As soon as he finished talking he transformed into a werewolf and looked at ruby. Ruby only nodded and then proceeded to walk toward tsukune.

"It may hurt a little at first but don't worry about it to much. We are going to forcibly draw out the ghoul inside you. Not to much but enough to where it'll be more than you've had control of before. If you start to lose control i will restrain you and revert the process. You ready?" Ruby finished by holding out her hand. Tsukune sighed and stuck out his right hand. The holy lock dangled there in front of him again just like in bed only now ruby was chanting something while holding her hands around it. When she finished a blast of light shot out and blinded tsukune. His left arm flew to his face to guard his eyes. when he lowered them he saw that his hands were shaking. His throat felt like it was on fire all he wanted was to drink...drink blood. He started to look up but ruby was already in midair safely away from the now blood lusting ghoul that was tsukune. Then his gaze meet the werewolf that stood in front of him.

For a dog he sure does look tasty the thought ran through tsukune's mind. Then he caught himself. That dog as he put it was gin his friend. Like his best friend.

Awww come on lets just eat him his blood will taste good...for a dog he chuckled in his mind. What the hell was happening to him. He could hear his thoughts but then another voice as well.

You haven't figured it out yet? I'm your ghoul thoughts the voice said. That made sense he thought. I mean he is drawing on that power more.

Now come on can we eat him...if you don't make up your mind we may die. The voice said as tsukune realized there was an S class monster, a werewolf charging him.

Shit how did i miss that?

Its all because you were focusing on the fact that you can hear DODGE HIM!

Tsukune listened to the ghouls voice and dodge rolled to the right away from gin's strike.

Good good. Now attack him and make sure you can pin him down. After all he is a werewolf if he can't move then we've won. Then we can eat him...so much blood...mmmmmm.

Will you stop that? I'm not going to eat gin. He is a friend of ours...Mine. Why did i say ours?

Because we are one person. I'm just your more...fun, yea fun, side. Tsukune could tell the ghoul was smiling at that. The time for talking to himself was over though. Gin was coming right at him again and man he was fast. No matter what the ghoul was right stop him from moving and he wins. With that in mind tsukune went to attack. Gin was smiling as the ghoul-boy stood up and began to run at him.

"You may be a vampire ghoul but you still can't match my speed tsukune!" Gin called out as he jumped above tsukune clawing his back as he flipped behind him. Tsukune let a groan from the pain only it wasn't to bad as normal attacks hurt.

It's because of me. I have a higher pain tolerance than you human. Tsukune realized that was probably true sense he didn't like pain all to much yet he did endure it...a lot. Tsukune got up without another thought and began to run at gin again. This time he was thinking about moves he could make. If gin jumps up i can flip on my back and throw him but if he goes to either one of my sides i can just stop dead in my tracks and give him a nice old punch in the face. Tsukune smirked at the thought of being able to hit the perv square in the jaw even if they were close friends. Gin looked at tsukune and ran at him jumping to his right side this time and going for a leg swipe. Tsukune quickly stopped and wheeled to his right side landing a nice left hook to gin's face, which sent gin flying.

"Damn bro you do hit hard! Nice counter it seems you have more control than we thought. Thats good though. Hey ruby we can stop now!" Gin yelled up to the floating witch. She slew down and looked at tsukune as she dispelled the barrier. Gin was back in his human form already. Both just looked at tsukune and sighed when the realized he hadn't noticed at all. Tsukune just stared at them blankly in his confusing. Ruby held up a small mirror which tsukune looked in and became wide eyed. He had red eyes with small black slits in them and his hair was silver.

"What am i suppose to do about it?" Tsukune said. "Just reseal the ghoul part and ill be ok." He said looking at ruby. She only shook her head in disapproval. "That's not how this works tsukune once i release a portion of your ghoul side and you have complete control i can not reverse it. You're gonna have to learn how to disguise yourself like all the over monsters." Tsukune just looked at her in shock as the ghoul laughed before speaking to him again.

It really isn't that hard i mean you already have the holy lock on so just think of looking like normal you again idiot.

Tsukune did so and sure enough he had his chocolate eyes and brown hair again. He then sighed and gin laughed. Ruby disappeared as gin and tsukune headed back toward the school. Tsukune hadn't realized that they were really far from the school and that it was already lunch time when they got back. They parted ways gin off to peep and tsukune to his "harem". The girls were all sitting together under a tree not eating, they all looked extremely worried. Moka was the first to catch his scent and look up as tsukune found them. She jumped up and ran to him hugging him briefly before they both hit the ground. All the girls had followed her example and jumped onto tsukune.

Damn man for an average guy you sure can get it. hehehehe now which one do we eat and rape first?

Eat and rape? No way what is wrong with you?

Right right my bad...rape then eat hehehehe

You seriously have issues. I'm not gonna eat or rape any of them. They are all my friends and i care about them.

Especially her i see. Tsukune hadn't realized it but his left hand had landed on kurumu when they all fell. He was touching her lower back right above her waistline. Sure enough just that was enough to get him thinking. Kurumu wasn't the first girl her met here at the academy but she was amazing. Now they were close friends she even snuck over to his dorm some nights to talk and watch a movie together. Though he wouldn't admit it out loud he was falling for her and her alone out of his "harem". He quickly removed his hand from her warm body and started to wiggle as if he was hurting. The girl all got off of him and in unison asked one question.

"Where have you been?" They all seemed a bit angry and annoyed, except mizore but she never really showed emotion. Chuckle tsukune rubbed the back of his neck as he stood up.

I can't say what i was really doing it's suppose to be a secret. Shit what do i do?

Lie to them idiot. Say you were peeping with gin..i wanna see how that goes over.

I can't say that I'll die for sure.

"Well me and gin were...doing some research for a new article together. See we went to investigate some of the graveyards off school grounds." Tsukune said as the girls all watched him carefully. Everyone one of them was thinking about the two boys being peeping toms together.

Oh yea real nice pause there now they all think you're a pervy pervert hahahahaha

Shut up I'll be ok they know I'm not gin. The girls finally believed him and they all sat down to eat their lunches. Everyone wanted to share with tsukune which made him glad he had skipped breakfast today. After lunch they enjoyed a normal day at school. At the end of their classes all the girls walked with tsukune back to the dorms following the same formation as the morning. Kurumu on one arm, moka on the other, yukari on moka's other, and mizore safely away yet close by. As they reached the boys dorm each girl said goodbye to tsukune.

"Night tsukune. I'll see you in the morning." Moka was the first to let go of tsukune and start to walk away.

"Night tsukune! Don't forget to have nasty dreams about me and moka tonight!" Yukari spouted as he ran after moka.

"Have a nice night tsukune stay cool." Mizore said as she blew him an ice cold kiss. Kurumu stayed still in front of tsukune and quiet for once. She had her legs crossed and was rubbing her fingers together as if she was embarrassed. Tsukune walked up to her and lifted her face to meet his gaze before he spoke.

"What is it kurumu?" He said gently as he stared at her.

"Well...i just wanted to know if you wanted to maybe watch a movie tonight or something in your dorm?" The succubus was blushing as she looked at tsukune but made sure to escape his eyes.

"Sure kurumu did you have one in mind for tonight?" Tsukune asked letting go of her chin and looking up to the sky blushing himself.

"Uhm yea sort of...I'll just bring it over and surprise you k?" She said looking at his chest now.

"Sounds good what time did you wanna come over?"

"How about around 8 so it's not to soon after curfew?"

"Ill see you then." Tsukune said hugging the girl. Her warmth was so nice to him. With that done kurumu became her old self again and skipped off toward her dorm.

Oh man it's late night movie tonight. We are gonna get some of that hot blue haired busty babe action!

I'm not sure i can get used to this... Once again tsukune found himself having a conversation with his ghoul half. Only he stopped talking back after that comment. Tsukune then continued to go upstairs and pick up some clothes off the floor and set up the tv near the bed so it would be all ready for this movie night with kurumu. When he finished cleaning he looked at the clock it was already 8:15.

Where could she be? She is never late for a movie...

Awww come on don't get all depressed on me you do have three other girls who wanna hop on that. Tsukune could tell that ghoul was referring to his penis. He let out a sigh and just as he was going to sit down there was a light tap at his window. There hovering outside was a winged kurumu. Only she was wearing a v-neck cut t-shirt and jeans. At the lowest part of the cut in her shirt you could see the black lace of her bra. Tsukune nearly had a nose bleed just thinking of dirty things. Ignoring his thoughts he let her in.

"Wow kurumu you look good."

"Thanks tsukune you do too." The succubus was blushing as she hid her wings and went to put in the movie. Tsukune was shocked by her comment he hadn't even changed today. He was still in his Khakis but had taken off his tie and unbuttoned his shirt some.

Good choice wearing no undershirt man. Looking all manly showing off some chest. The ghoul was nearly laughing at tsukune. Both then came to a complete halt when the happened to look over at kurumu who was bending over in front of the tv. Her jeans had slid down to revel the black lacy panties under them. Tsukune quickly threw his hand to his nose expecting to explode. Lucky no nose blood occurred and he regained himself before kurumu turned around.

"So what movie did you bring tonight?" Tsukune asked as he climbed onto the bed.

"The princess bride." Kurumu got onto the bed also but instead of her back against the wall she laid on her side resting her head on tsukune's chest. Just as the movies started tsukune's heart started beating faster and faster.

Oh my god this is...a date isn't it? And i look like crap! Oh man oh man.

You really are stupid. Who cares what you're wearing now just end up wearing nothing.

Before tsukune could yell at ghoul's thoughts kurumu looked up at him and smiled.

"Everything ok tsukune your heart sounds like it's gonna explode on me." She was giggling a little as she asked him this. Tsukune blushed and nodded.

"Oh I'm fine kurumu no need to worry."

The time flew by as they watched the daring sword fights of the romantic movie. They both laughed at the jokes and smiled at the right times. Of course the best part was at the end when buttercup and Wesley kissed, both tsukune and kurumu blushed thinking of the other. Kurumu looked up at him again and realized what time it was.

"Tsukune its already almost 11. Can i just stay the night here?" With that question tsukune's heart skipped a beat and he turned the brightest red.

"Uhm yea sure why not? Let me get you some pjs to wear." He jumped up and ran to his dresser. He opened the middle drawer and pulled out some sweats and a white t-shirt. Holding both in hand he turned to face kurumu. The clothes fell to the floor as he saw a half naked blue haired beauty walking toward him.

"Just the shirt will do thanks tsukune." She said it picking up the shirt but it sounded so seductive, so inviting.

Ok ok play your card right. Say this and only this. I only sleep in my boxers hope thats ok. Now go. Without arguing he looked at kurumu and decided to spice it up.

"I only sleep in my boxers hope thats ok." Only he said as he unbuttoned his shirt and slid off his pants. He wasn't hard enough for it to be obvious but she could tell he was turned on. Kurumu decided to have some fun so she reached inside the shirt and undid her bra pulling it out the right sleeve.

"Bras get in the way when i sleep hope you don't mind." She was pressing her chest up to him now rubbing her nipples against him. Tsukune could feel it growing down below and he had to stop it.

We haven't even kissed yet i can't do anything else. Shit how do i stop this.

Then don't do anything else. I mean I'm all for it but your in control and i won't enjoy it if you don't. Tsukune then laid down in his bed and invited kurumu to join him. They laid together trying to find out what the next move was when finally tsukune spoke.

"You know that really was a great movie. But I think there is something i need to check." Kurumu looked up at him confused only to find his lips pressed to hers a second later. Her arms wrapped around his neck as she kissed him back. Tsukune continued to kiss her as he put one hand on her side and the other on her neck to keep her where he wanted her. When he pulled away kurumu looked surprised yet happy. Tsukune laid back and waited for her to ask because he knew it was coming.

"Ok just tell me already what did you need to check?" She finally spoke up pouting at him a little.

"I just wanted to make sure our kiss was more passionate than theirs. And i was right it was." He smiled and he once again pressed his lips to hers. Only a lighter and less heavy kiss this time. He followed it with a peck on her forehead.

"Goodnight kurumu."

"Night tsukune." They both then drifted off together. Kurumu's head resting on tsukune's chest. Tsukune's right arm wrapped around kurumu. Both of them thought only one thing as they finally fell asleep.

Yep I'm definitely falling for her/him.

Ok so i hope yall liked the first chapter. Took me an hour or so to write. Gonna try and update soon too. :) Review and all that jazz.