Disclaimer: The lovely J.K. Rowling owns the Harry Potter world. Here is just my little story of what could have happened!
A/N: Hello, so this is my first fanfiction so I hope you enjoy and just a note... Please only constructive criticism! Thanks!
Every day. Every single day. You see her. You smile at her. You compliment her. She looks away, disgusted. Every day. You drank. You smoked. You fucked around. She hates you. You love her. Everything. Everything you do is for her. Because of her. You ask her out. She hexes you. You don't give up. You learned to fight. Fighting for what you believe in. It is what you do best. You had bad habits because of it. You did stupid reckless things. You got drunk. A lot. When you were drunk you didn't have to think about her. For that little while she didn't exist. Those empty desires disappeared. She would never return the emotions you showed. She spent years tearing you apart. Left you powerless. You had your wand in your hand but the magic to control it no longer existed. She broke you. Without her you didn't exist. You're friends knew something was up. They questioned you. They said you'd become cold. You had lost your passion. If you could not be with her. To love her. .. Why did you exist? Where was your purpose? Did you have a purpose? Was life really meant for you? Maybe your purpose was to be an example. An example to show people to take a chance. Don't block yourself out to the world. You never know who could be the one. You had no hopes. Your magic was gone. The good magic. The magic make of love. You needed darkness. You needed hatred. Something to make the pain go away. You picked up your wand. Pointed it at your head and muttered the curse. "Avada Kedavra" The second the green light hit you the pain left you. Only instantly you were filled with a new ache. One that reminded you of everything you've lost. An ache that tells you that you will never have another chance. Everything you have ever hoped for is now impossible. No longer even have the slightest possibility of being with her.