Memento Mori
Summary: Edward left and Bella can't survive without him. She doesn't have Jake, she doesn't have anyone. So she decides to kill herself. But what if someone stops her. Who is he? Is he a friend or an enemy? But more importantly is he a vampire, a werewolf, or something else entirely…..…..?
Prologue
Gryff POV
Some say that they remember themselves dying, at one point in their lives. But no one can say that they remember their death.
That's where they're wrong because I can say that I remember my death. My death will be one of the many things that will be a permanent fixture in my brain. The pain, the fire, the screaming, them darkness. Like someone once said "Memento Mori".
Chapter 1
Bella POV
Three months. Three months since he left. I can't even bring my thoughts to say his name let alone my voice. He didn't want me and he never loved me. I was some distraction to him, probably to his family as well. That day I knew my heart died, I could feel it shatter to pieces. And through the months there's nothing left but an empty hole and a few shards of my heart lodged in my chest and lungs. I could feel them trying to pierce through but now I feel nothing. A zombie, that's what everyone says I look like. They think I can't hear them, but I can, I just don't care.
Now my skin is even more pale, almost translucent. I've lost a lot more weight, I can see the ribs poking out, an impression in my skin, in the mirror. My eyes are dull and lifeless. Dark circles permanently etched into my skin. But I don't care, I'm numb empty inside. I feel nothing. All my friends stopped trying to help me awhile ago. They knew I was hopeless. My body is nothing but a shell. Dying some might say.
Right now I welcome death. I have no one, I never had. No that's not true; at the beginning I had Jacob. But even he left me, he's not my Jake anymore, he's Sam's. Charlie even gave up, finally. Every night I have the same nightmare of the night he left. And I usually wake up screaming, tears running down my face. Before, Charlie used to come in to see what happened. And I would keep repeating the same thing over and over again. "He's gone." But now when I do that he doesn't even bother getting up.
It would be so much better just to end it right now. So easy. No one will miss me. Charlie can take care of himself, Renee has Phil, he can help her. She doesn't even bother trying anymore.
So that's what I decided. I was going to kill myself. Not something they could easily stop me from doing. No, I'll wait till Saturday when Charlie leaves then head over to La Push cliffs, then jump.
Alice can probably see my decision. 'Maybe she'll try to come and stop me, maybe she does...', my conscious interrupted me, 'NO! She doesn't care, none of them do. Remember she left you, they all left you, he left you." My thoughts were right they were gone and never coming back.
Today was Wednesday, tomorrow and Friday I will go to school act like nothing has changed. Then come Saturday morning when Charlie left I would get in my truck, drive to La Push cliffs and jump. And no one would stop me. Or so I thought.
AN: Hey everyone this is my first fan fiction so bear with me. Please review, tell if you like it, hate it, any suggestions will be a big help or any questions so Please review.