Pain.
For a long time I wasn't really sure what it was.
You fall down at the park when your three, It hurts, but nothing compares to the pain that I felt when he left.
Our relationship was good for a long while. We talked, laughed, lived, and loved.
I knew he was my everything but I didn't fully get it until he left.
It was like there was no oxygen anywhere and I couldn't breathe. I found out just hard it was to get up, eat, and live without him.
I faked a smile for my friends and family but inside I felt like I was living in a world without the sun.
I didn't have dreams anymore I had nightmares.
Vivid flashbacks of the night it screaming, crying,throwing things, and the harsh words exchanged.
It took two months to pull myself back together as much as I could. I was going out and having fun. He wasn't even on my mind.
One night everything changed. In the back corner of the room I saw him.
I looked until he met my gaze and brown met blue. I stood frozen as he made his was over to me.
With every step he took the feelings came rushing back to me. In a moment he was in front of me.
He grabbed my hand and led me outside stood in silence for a while until we said the words we both needed to hear "I'm Sorry".
We talked for hours and I felt it. I could breathe again. I smiled truly for the first time in months.I laughed and I even cried. But this time they were tears of joy. He told me how he has been feeling since the spilt and it was a lot like the way I was feeling.
He made a deal with me that we would forget the past if I promised to be his future. Without hesitation I agreed.
I wasn't sure if taking the deal would come back to hunt me, but at the moment I didn't really care.
All I knew was that he was back in my arms and i wanted it to stay that way
Forever.
This was just something i was going through and i wrote about it. Not really a certain couple, but it can be anyone you want it to be. I would like to think its Niley, but thats just me. Please leave reviews they help me as an author.
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