this hit me in a dream hope you like!
"bella dinner is ready!" i heard her but i ignored her as i listened to my linkin park and evanescence mix cd. this was my fave part of weight of the
world.
Freefall, freefall, all through life.
If you love me, then let go of me.
I won't be held down by who I used to be.
She's nothing to me.
there are 3 things i held near my heart
1. skating,
2. my crew,
3. music,
sadly life keeps getting in the way. my moms a horrible cook and im not hungry but i don't even bother telling her that. its boring. everything is
boring other than music crew and skating. "bella come down dinner is
ready!" if i don't go know she is going to come up and rant about the mess i call a room. i liked it because i knew were everything is, i thot as i
walked down stairs to just end up picking at my food.
"so how was your day?" she ask just like every night she was actualy home.
"fine." i said pushing at my slightly burnt crappy burger. she kept on with the stupid questions i nodded as i tuned her out. i had slept almost all
day so i could sneak out tonight. she wouldn't know because she left at 8 in the morning and came back at 7. she got up and cleaned her plate i
did the same and just as i set foot on the first stair she touched my shoulder.
"please think about what i said." i shrugged her of nodded and left to go back to my music.
i sat on my bean bag and waited for it to be 10. that was the magic hour when i actualy lived life. because i had all three of my favorite things.
most nights we would party others we would go to parks or prank people. tonight we were gunna hanging at the park.
renee was asleep by know. i looked at the clock it was almost nine. i got up and went to the shower. after i washed and shaved i went to the only
thing that was organized in my room. my closet.
i had so many clothes i could supply an orphanage, they probably wouldn't see my wardrobe as appropriate tho. i selected a slipknot shirt that i
had cut short. it wasn't long enough to even cover my stomache, then i picked a pair of capris that were black and had cuts. they were my fave. i
then picked out a checkers pink and black slim jacket that looked like it had spattered paint on it. i slipped my clothes on and left the jacket
unzipped.
i glanced at the clock again it was 10. i felt good about my outfit and sat down at my make up stand.
after i straightened my hair completely i put on heavy black eyeliner, pink eye shadow,
mascara and my favorite screaming pink lip gloss that tinted my lips perfectly.
i am so glad i have a perfect complexion. i ran a hand thro my hair for a messy look and grabbed a belt.
i grabbed the electric pink one with metal studs and put it loosly around my hips,not putting it thro my pants loops.
i love my outfit.i put my ipod, 230 dollers (bella all ways has money.) and my cell phone in my pockets. then i picked up my pair of black skates with
purple laces. (just in case your wandering, there not roller blades there roller derby kind you know like a four wheeler?) i climbed out my window
and went to the corner of the street. this is who i am.
i put my skates on and quikly got used to them. in a few minutes zane came into view on his skate board, followed my carter and angie on roller
blades and finaly zeek on his roller skates.
"bell!" everyone greeted me with hugs. "hey were going to the park tonight for a compatition with kella and her crew." angie sounded confident.
"don't call it a compatition because they are not match!" i said smugly as i jumped up and down with angie.
"know come on you guys the compatition is in an hour ad we need to practice!" zeek announced hurriedly. we took off letting the streetlights be
our guides. i was the fastest in the group so i sped ahead loving the feel of my skates taking me to such speeds. we finaly reached the skate park
witch was always open to us because zanes dad owned the place. he pulled out a key card and opened the gates leading us into my second
home.
i smelled burnt rubbed and sweat. not the most pleasant to most but i became accustomed to it.
then i took off to practice what i loved.
like always everyone watched me first then joined in after a few minute. i sped twords the rail and skidded across it smoothly, then i headed for
the ramp that lead to the bowl. i jumped of the ramp at high speed doing a full flip, it seemed like time stopped when i was facing the ground mid
flip. i whipped upright and landed skating into the bowl. i heard clapping so i came out of the bowl and skidded to a stopp as i saw kella clapping
sarcasticaly while the rest of the groups jaws were dropped . yeah suck up my awsomeness people. "good to see you actualy showed, we were
getting bored."
my crew fallowed me over to her. "yeah whatever bell, any way you know the deal, 30 minute timer one person from each side skate tillt they
cant skate anymore first to fall or give up pays the other 50$ okay?" kella looked smug. "yeah okay." i said pulling out my nightmare before christmas
wallet showing i had the money. she did the same. we lined up and the timer started.
as i began skating i thot about how dangerous this was. skating nonstop for half an hour is like swimming that long but with your legs only. i would
make it tho. i just cant fall or stop. i decided to have fun with this so i went all out.
i started with a one foot rail skid with the other toot in front of me out streched. i sped for the medium ramp and flew above kellas grew cork
screwing and flipped landing in a skid turn riding back past them waving as they watched my skills. then i notice kella coming up beside me and i
waved as her to. before i knew what was happening she rode in front of me and poured a bottle of oil on the ground as she circled away. i looked
to my left and the gate was know there and to my right was her crew. i couldn't stop or id loose. and i hate loosing.
my mind was going a mile a minute, the puddle was about three yards long as it grew in size. i gained speed, i knew without a ramp this was
going to be hard. i prayed all thos years of working my legs i had enough muscle. i heard some one play were will you go by evanescence,
But where will you go,
With no one left to save you from yourself,
You can't escape You can't escape,
You think that I can't see right through your eyes,
Scared to death to face reality,
i reached it and jumped into a front flip, my face was inches from the puddle as my feet were in the air. i didn't get enough air, i was falling. but i still
threw my legs forward and the momentum actualy carried me far enough! i landed skating back twords kellas pissed face and flipped her off.
she stopped her skate board and came over to me she swung a punch to my gut but i was faster. i turned slightly and she was mad that she
missed! she tried to kick me but i put my skate were her foot was supposed to connect. her foot crashed into my skate, she whimpered but it would
only bruise since she was wearing skinny jeans.
she turned and threw my money on the ground and walked off with her group. i picked up the money and skated over to my frozen friends. they all
gaped at me. i took out 4 tens and put one in each of there hands. they snapped out of it, all protesting my sharing the win. "its okay you guys, you
all deserve it. you practice hard. please take i?" they all nodded.
we all skated back twords our houses mine was farthest away all tho it wasn't far. zane left first giving everyone a hug, then angie and carter.
finaly me and zeek got to my house. i hugged him and tried to pulled away but couldn't. "zeek?" i asked confused. he pulled away slightly kissing me
and then he was gone. on his way home.
did zeek just kiss me? so he likes me? i've never thot of him that way till know. i dont know what to do. i just climbed up my tree and into my
window. i sighed. it was 3 am. i flipped on my lamp and gasped. my mom was sitting on my bed and she looked mad.v"i guess im in trouble know
huh?" i looked at her shyly and put my skates away and took of my jacket. she hadnt spoken so i looked at her again. she looked like she was
about to explode. "mom?" i squeked trying to look innocent.
"yes, bella you snuck out at night while i was sleeping and you wore those clothes and you ignore me all the time and you never talk to me and...
are you on drugs?" she stood and grabbed my face motherly. "no way! i could never do anything to make me look ugly." she sighed believing me.
i enptied my pocket putting everything on my desk. my mom gasped and went over to my money. she picked it up cautiosly getting angrier and
angrier. "isabella marie swan how did you get this money!" she was definatly pissed. but i cant believe she actualy thot i would revert to
prostitution. i sighed loudly, "mom im a skater and i," she interupted looking like the hulk or something, "i cant handle you anymore!" she opened my
door about to leave. "hat do you mean?" i said lazily. i would just sneak out tomaro night anyway."what i mean it that i cant handle you
anymore!...maybe your father will." she turned back slightly. "thats it! im sending you to forks to live with your dad to straighten your behavior!
maybe then you'll be normal." she huffed and left.
id she just say shes sending me to my dads? wait that means no crew, thats like taking a third of my heart.i-i cant go... ill... i wont survive the pain
how could she do this to me? and just when things heat up between me and zeek!
i fell asleep crying.
don't worry edward is going to come in soon and just wait till she sees jacob! anyway please read and review thanks! reviews are like my fuel!