When I see him my heart skips a beat
My stomach flip-flops
I go weak in the knees
Somedays I'll walk towards him
And I'll almost say something
But then I'll stop myself
Because I get weak in the knees
I cannot breath
I cannot speak
But most of all
I fear rejection
You're perfect
And I'm me
You could never want me
And that's why I stay away
Why I don't speak to you
Why I avoid you
Because I'm not good enough for you
And you're too good for me
Your hair cleanly shaven
Your eyes a chocolate brown
Your voice silky smooth
And me
Mousy brown hair
Dull brown eyes
You're all I think about
The way you laugh
The smell of your shampoo
How you're the star athlete
But I'm just the nerd that no one ever notices
And I'm in love with you
But you don't even know I exist