Guy's this is my 1st ff, i never write before ,BUT I JUST WANT GIVE IT A TRY ... and this story might be bit long, with a lot drama and so much of romantic sense... for record -no Beta , so please forgive me if grammar mistake [i know i'm very bad in grammar loll] hope you all enjoy it :) :)
2010 SEPTEMBER .. [ lovely night at our wonderful house with some wine and my love of life ]
We were snuggle / cuddle each other on our soft sofa i trail small kisses on her neck to her check ..it always fell great when i hold her or just be with her ,it never get bored to fell her in my arm , she always smell sweet vanilla , it was her shampoo smell, she has very specific about her's like and dislike , i learn more and more about her through this year ..she become very special woman in my life...while
C: baby when did you have your 1st kiss..
she move closer to me...and bough my hand to her chest ... kiss my hand and make it like her personnel pillow
E: i dont know baby, i maybe when, i was 7...i think...oh yea .. it was 7, it was sweet and i like her
C: i'm sure you look so adorable that time, oh god i'm so envious on her...
E: you dont have to jealous of anyone baby, it nothing like with you
C: mhhhh... but you said you like me too
oh god ...she begin show that faces again that which make me fell for her more and more besides i cant resisted it or control it
E; yea, i like her , but i never fell in love with anyone ,like i fell for one special blonde girl mhhh ...narrowing my eyebrow ...[i love to teases her as much as i can, which i know she deeply love it too]
C: i wonder who that could be... let me find her then i can hurt her down ok [she teases me back and she laugh hardly because i tickle her on her hip , i know every part of her body which makes her ticklish ]
E: really you do not know [ i start tickle her ] really you dont know ah...really really
C: e...ric...eric...eric stop stop...ok ok ...i give up, stop please baby
i stop tickle her, since she begs me to stop,
E: cal, i meant it, i truly never fell in love with anyone in live, like i fell for you, ...the 1st moment i lied eye on you, i fell in love with you deeply
[ i pull her to sit on my lap, and bring her lip to mine as i kissed her sweet and lovely , it was small kiss but it still fell so right]
C: that so sweet baby, i love you as so much baby ...
peak on my check then she jumped of from where we were, so she when to kitchen to re fill the wine glass ...
E: so you really know that i love you so much right ... [ i was so tenses up standing at kitchen counter , because i going to ask something that going change our life ]
C: of course i know baby...why you are asking this baby...its silly you know
[ she try to refill on wine ,and keep doing it whiles talking to me ]
i go near her, and pull her to face me directly...i said to my self [ok ok eric this is the moment asks her now stupid ]
E: cal... look at me, baby [ i breath out fast and i make myself steady ]
C: eric...whats wrong hun, what going on ...eric... [ she had very confused look when i pull her]
i bent down to ,my knee , i take out the small black box from my pocket .. [ it was very special ring because it was her grandmother wedding ring, i know she love her grandma so much, so i decided to get the ring from her dad lasts week, and polished as it was brand new ring ] she look shock and she start to tear up, [ as i though she will be ]
E: Calleigh Duquesne, will you marry me [ show the ring to her, i hope and i know she will said yes...but]
C: oh my god ...eric...i'm dont know what to say ...it so so so .mh... i ...
E: say yes ..baby... i know you love me, and i love you more them anything , you bring life to my world , you make me special ,even i'm not... calleigh i can't image my life with out...i want grow old with ,and i want hold you forever ...so baby marry me ..
C: eric ...i'm...i ..i love you so much to..but ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,no i cant marry ...i dont want marry...i dont want
==continued-. [ there is a big reason b/c she says ''NO''...REMEMBER IT GOING TO A LOT DRAMA ,
please R & R... :") -N-