Somedays I feel fine
But most days
I'm tired
I feel useless
I want nothing to do with you
Or the rest of the world
But you don't see it
Or maybe you do
But you just ignore it
Like I want you to ignore me
I wish you would just leave me alone
Let if go
I don't need your constant nagging
Your pushing for me to "talk about it"
I don't want to talk about it
Not with you
And you know that
That's why you ask
You don't really care
It's just an act
A façade
A mask you hide behind
Because you want to seem as if you care
But you don't
Not really
If you cared you'd stop prying
I have nothing to say to you
And even if I did you'd criticize
You treat me like an outcast
Just because I'm different
I learned that a long time ago
You hate people who are different
People like me
You don't realize it
But your words
They hurt
I want to be me
But I can't
Not around you
Not if I don't want to be judged
and I don't
I can't handle being hurt
So I'll be someone else
At least for now
Until I can get away
In less then three years I'll be free
Free from you and your scathing words
Free to be me