Disclaimer : I do not own Green Lantern or any of its characters or places or anything ok
AN: This is my first story so dont be too mean
Main chamber in the interceptor pov
It was just an ordinary day on the interceptor. Kilowog was trying to explain to Aya why she can't be a green lantern, Hal was steering the ship but stopped when he noticed something was missing. Hal decided to go check to see if Kilowog or Aya knew what it was. "Hey Kilowog do you feel like something's missing?" "Nope. Everything's been pretty normal." Aya was checking the ship's scans to check for anything that could be missing then it hit her. "Has anyone seen Razer?" Hal and Kilowog both looked at each other, neither of them had even noticed he was absent. After awhile Hal decides to speak first. "Aya is Razer on the ship?" "Yes he is. He is in his room. Maybe someone should check on him to see why he is not here." Knowing Kilowog and Razer's Unfriendliness with each other Hal decides to go check on him.
Razer's room pov
Razer was sitting on his bed in his room remembering what he had done to Rev's home planet and Rev. And even thought he knew he didn't kill anyone other than Rev who had sacrificed himself for the safety of the people on his planet. He felt like a murderer for pushing the button. He was also thinking about Alana and how he wasn't there to protect her when she needed him. At the thought of those two memories he cried. He knows that there is nothing he can do to change what he has done but he still feels he should do something. After a long time of thinking he grabs his ring(which he was not wearing at the moment) puts it on his right hand's middle finger and fires a ring attack at his own stomach.
Hal's pov
I was walking to Razer's room to find out why he wasn't at the main chamber with the rest of us but out of nowhere I hear a loud "Boom" coming from Razer's room. That really freaked me out because it might have been a red lantern attack or something. So I ran to Razer's room to find the source of the noise but when I get there the door is locked. Trying to be the polite guy I am, I knock on the door but when I get no reply I burst thru it. But when I open the door I find a sight I didn't like. Razer was on the floor unconsious, he had tears streaming down his face, a giant hole around his stomach area, he was in a puddle of blood and he had a crumpled up note in his hand. It didn't take me long to put the pieces together and find out that Razer had just done suicide. I gently pulled the note from Razer's hand and decide to read it.
"Dear Hal, Kilowog and Aya, I know I haven't always been the most likable or friendly person on the team and yes I know I have made many mistakes. I know it because you always remind me. But today I just couldn't take it, I know I can't undo all my wrongs like letting Alana die, not being there for her, killing Rev and destroying his planet. But this is my way of punishing myself for what I have done and my way of showing you that I know what I have done and I regret it deeply. I know that writing a note is very cliché but it is my only way to explain why I have done this. Goodbye Razer."
When I was done reading the note I had tears in my eyes. He did this because of us and how we make him want to end his life for what he had done. I know he wanted to do this after he blew up Rev's planet but I thought the thought of doing that had left his mind. I kneel beside him to check if he's still alive. I can barely feel him breathing, he's lost a lot of blood and his heart is beating very slowly. Doing the first thing that comes to mind I call for Kilowog and Aya to come as fast as they can Kilowog replies "Why? What's wrong hotshot? Did Razer escape or do something dumb like blow up a planet again?" But when he and Aya got into Razer's room the look on his face changed from angry to fear.
Kilowog's pov
When I got into Razer's room I thought he had done something bad again but I wasn't expecting something like this. Trust me I have seen a lot of things in my life being a green lantern and all but I have never seen something like this before. I decide to ask Hal "W-What happened to him?" But instead of an answer he hands me a note. After I read it I just felt so shocked and surprised while Aya said nothing at all.
Hal's pov
After Kilowog gives me Razer's note back I snap out of my shocked state and tell them what I know " He's still alive but barely. He's barely breathing, his heart beat is very slow and he has lost way too much blood we need to get him to the med bay and fast."Aya went to go prepare a medical bay bed while Kilowog and I grabbed Razer to bring him to the bed once Aya was done,which hopefully would be soon.