"If you ever feel like letting go,
think about why you held on for so long."
-unknown
Disclaimer: I don't own HOA, only the plot to this
Dedication: For Skylar and anyone who feels like giving up
No One's POV
Seeing them together just tears her apart. She loves him, she's always loved him. She even helped Amber Millington set them up, but now she regrets even second of it. Every kiss, every hug, even every glance that they share kills her just a little more inside.
So that's why she is standing on a stool, a rope hanging from the ceiling in front of her. Just a few more seconds and all of the pain, all of the hurt, will go away forever. She'll be free from it all.
She looks at the rope, and thinks about what will happen when she's gone. She thinks about the person that will find her dead body, all of her friends, her family. Could she really do this to them? Could she really be so heartless to make all the people that she cares about, suffer because of what she did, what she did because she could bear it?
Looking at the rope more, she sighs and takes it down and gets off of the stool. She could never do that to the people she cares so much about. She'll find someone someday who will care unconditionally for her. There's a somebody for everybody.
There's a somebody for Joy Mercer, she just hasn't found him yet.
Sorry that it's so short and a bit depressing, I had to! This is one of the most raw things that I have ever written, there was no editing or proofreading. So sorry if there are any mistakes.
This is actually really meaningful, one of my good friends from school actually wanted to commit suicide. So, this is real.
Anyways, I'm on my mom's laptop right now, so I won't be updating any stories right now. There might be updates tonight or tomorrow(EST).
Sorry that it's a bit sad, but I love you guys even though I know none of you in person(probably)! Don't forget to review!