Thanks for reading, this is my first fanfic. i am not an english speaker so i wish to thank so much Rowena for being my Beta reader and helping me with grammar and punctuation and for her patience!
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FOREVER MINE
"My God, I want to stay like this not just my life, but all eternity." Sookie was sobbing, her pent-up desire overwhelming her. She tightened her legs around Bill, getting him deeper inside her.
Bill looked at her inquisitively, as if he could not believe or understand the meaning of her words. But when he saw her face, he knew. Soon his eyes filled with a deep tenderness, and he could feel the tears spilling out. He had never wanted to think about it before. He wanted her for all eternity with every fiber of his being. But he was also so scared of that moment, scared of stealing from her all the things he loved so much ... the sun on her skin, the warmth of her touch, her innocence and naivete, her smile that filled his life with such joy. All of this she was prepared to leave behind. And he was even more frightened that she would repent of her choice and hate him for being weak and having consented.
As he was caressing her face, he imagined her getting old, and the delicious body that he venerated becoming sore, wrinkled, diseased ... he could feel the sorrow of the years passing by her, and then her death. How would it be for him when she disappeared forever from his life? A shiver of loneliness and despair ran through him. No, he could not bear that. And if this was going to be their fate, he would end his life the same second Sookie stopped breathing. He could not imagine his existence without her.
He did his best to speak with a serene and firm voice.
"Do you mean...? that...? "
"YES!" Sookie interrupted with a serious look on her face. "I mean THAT. I don't know if I want it to happen now, in a week, or in two years. What I do know now is that I want it to happen. For sure."
Sookie's expression seemed more courageous than ever. Bill kissed her with passion, feeling desire growing within him. His body invaded hers with strong, energetic movements. He tried to give her with every charge a piece of the happiness she had bestowed upon him. At the end of every penetration the dawn of climax began to show, but only Sookie's moans would remind Bill that he still had more to give her. So much more. When they exploded in bursts of pleasure, she gave one last and loud gasp into his mouth, tasting herself and their tears on his tongue.
They remained silent for a while till Sookie reached for him, and placing her cheek against his, whispered in his ear:
"So, how could I want to die, if I can be like this, forever, with you."
Bill stayed inside Sookie for a long time, feeling and enjoying the happiness that wrapped their nude bodies in love and tenderness. And for the first time since he became a vampire, Bill fell asleep peacefully over his beloved and under the moonlight's silvery sheen. Perhaps she was the one who was turning him. And maybe, just maybe he would need to buy an alarm clock after all.