My name is Bella Swan, I am eighteen years old, and I have never had a boyfriend.
But now I'm in love. Urg. I hate the word. It's so tiny, yet it's managed to have such a huge impact on my life – it has taken over my entire existence.
So, yeah, no boyfriends… unless you count that guy in the 7th grade, I guess, but that was years ago! So no, I don't count him. But I remember the day I first saw Edward Cullen. I was a freshman at Forks High School when the family first started there. I was curious, of course, just like everyone else, but I hadn't planned on becoming involved with them at all.
Then Edward had been told to sit next to me in Biology and that had all gone flying out the window. He ignored me most of the time, but when we spoke to each other I found that he was the sweetest, most amazing boy I had ever met.
My friends think I'm insane. You see, Edward has a bit of a reputation for being violent and unpredictable, but I know better; I know the truth.
Edward loves someone else. He loves her. Who happens to not love him.
I don't know whether that's good or bad.
Maybe it means he'll give up on her and I'll have a chance. Maybe it doesn't. But what it does mean is that he's not happy, and that's definitely not good. I may hate him sometimes but my love for him makes me want him to always be happy, even if it's not with me by his side.
But maybe it is good because he can relate to me. In that way, we are the same, because we are both victims of unrequited love.
Well that was strange xD Again, I felt like writing something so I did, basically. I've had a rough draft of this written for ages but I needed to type it up and edit it… anyway, what do you think?
Oh, and by the way, I know that's a really, really crappy title… but I couldn't come up with anything else. And it's not mine – that a good enough disclaimer for you?
-Dia