Lux POV
I can't believe she's gone and it's all my fault. I never got the chance to ask her and she died whilst carrying our baby. I still remember how it happened.
~Flashback~
"Ahsoka we need to go." i yelled at her trying to get her away from the worst that could happen.
"No! I will not let him escape he murdered my family i will not let him leave my sight."
"Ahsoka this is not the jedi way remember who you are."
And then not long after that just the person i wanted to see Dooku.
"Well young Bonteri, Padawan Tano i just can't wait to the see the day that i kill you both and when i've killed you Tano i will send your body back to your master, and then my master will make him turn to the dark side to have an advantage over the jedi."
"He will never turn as long as he has me and the ones he loves he'll never turn."
"Boldly spoken for one so foolish."
Then it all happened so fast Dooku started dueling Ahsoka and it just kept going for five minutes until i heard Ahsoka scream in pain as Dooku plunged his lightsaber into her chest.
"AHSOKA!" I shouted as i ran towards her catching her before her body hit the ground.
"L-Lux there's S-something i need to tell y-you."
"Ssh save your breath."
"L-Lux...I was...going...to say...is...that...i love...you...and that...we were...going to be...parents to a...baby...girl."
"AHSOKA! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!"
And just like that the love of my life was gone.
~Flashback Over~
From this day forward I lost the love of my life.
When i brought her body back to the temple Master Skywalker just freaked out like he usually was being his overprotective self over his padawan and best student. Also he cried for his padawan and kept asking me how she'd died and why i didn't do anything to help her.
I was lost without her and to know that we'd lost our child our baby girl. I had lost so many during the war i had lost my mother, Steela and now Ahsoka and my unborn child.
Now i thought would be a good time to think of killing myself so i could be with the ones i love.
'Hold on Soka i'm comming.'